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9 minutes ago, Rogue߷Alphonse said:

5:42 and because I am depressed

aw muffin. i'm sorry. 

i don't know if i'm depressed (probably because this house and this old man are driving me crazy)

or stressed (because trying to get loan causes ulcers and sharp stabbing eyeball pains)

or worried (because i am taking care of 2 families)

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8 minutes ago, cyberbully said:

I stopped having it so badly when I stopped drinking a couple months ago.....But I still fight sleep out of habit...It's weird.

i hardly even drink these days. maybe once a month, but alcohol is not an issue for me. 

i do seem to plow  through my weed, because the anxiety has been over the top. 

 

 

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1 minute ago, Kudasai said:

Watch me, what were you doing up at such an ungodly hour?

i don't know if i'm depressed (probably because this house and this old man are driving me crazy)

or stressed (because trying to get loan causes ulcers and sharp stabbing eyeball pains)

or worried (because i am taking care of 2 families)

*edit from hours ago. i think i'm going to back out of this building purchase, the rules keep changing, or i keep getting info trickling

in, instead of just 'hey, do this' also, i need about half of what i'm asking for the loan, which...i just don't have. 

maybe in 6-12 months i can take a look see, 

or...i'm just feeling deflated, because this isn't going the way i wanted, and i've been working on it for 3 months

dreaming about it  for 5 years, adjusted said dream to get to this point, 

only to feel deflated. 

*sigh* 

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16 minutes ago, discolemonade said:

i don't know if i'm depressed (probably because this house and this old man are driving me crazy)

or stressed (because trying to get loan causes ulcers and sharp stabbing eyeball pains)

or worried (because i am taking care of 2 families)

*edit from hours ago. i think i'm going to back out of this building purchase, the rules keep changing, or i keep getting info trickling

in, instead of just 'hey, do this' also, i need about half of what i'm asking for the loan, which...i just don't have. 

maybe in 6-12 months i can take a look see, 

or...i'm just feeling deflated, because this isn't going the way i wanted, and i've been working on it for 3 months

dreaming about it  for 5 years, adjusted said dream to get to this point, 

only to feel deflated. 

*sigh* 

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6 hours ago, discolemonade said:

i don't know if i'm depressed (probably because this house and this old man are driving me crazy)

or stressed (because trying to get loan causes ulcers and sharp stabbing eyeball pains)

or worried (because i am taking care of 2 families)

*edit from hours ago. i think i'm going to back out of this building purchase, the rules keep changing, or i keep getting info trickling

in, instead of just 'hey, do this' also, i need about half of what i'm asking for the loan, which...i just don't have. 

maybe in 6-12 months i can take a look see, 

or...i'm just feeling deflated, because this isn't going the way i wanted, and i've been working on it for 3 months

dreaming about it  for 5 years, adjusted said dream to get to this point, 

only to feel deflated. 

*sigh* 

Hey @TrigunBebop, someone here feels "deflated." You know what to do.

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