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honestly? can i say without getting completely shit on?

 

i've actually been feeling a lot more emotionally stable recently. i think my gf and i help balance each other out a lot. we both have these panic attacks occasionally and know how to handle each other. it's why i've been able to keep a lot of my shit off of here and discord. i've also been a lot happier recently as a result. she's way out of my league in terms of literally everything so i have no idea why she tolerates as much of my bullshit as she does, but if she sticks around then this might be one of the best years i've had from an emotional health standpoint. i've also been taking more vitamin D supplements recently which i think has also balanced my mood a lot.

 

job wise things are also potentially looking up, might learn a new toolset and maybe become less pigeonheld than i have been for almost 5 years.

 

i guess maybe i'm hopeful? it's weird. i'm still not feeling entirely happy, but i feel more like a person than i did in February of 2018.

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Overwhelming as fuck. The house is falling apart and while the insurance is covering the damage, there's still a shit load of stuff to move before repairs start. At the same time, I have to prep multiple books to submit during the first half of this year to make up for the health shit that nuked my progress from 2017 to the end of 2018.

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13 hours ago, Professah Tex said:

Few days after my birthday I got fired.. My dogs think I'm a depressed piece of shit, and my mental break down has been the subject of many trolls here.. 

But still.. Seems ok?

I seriously didn't know you were fired. Fortunately, I didn't really troll you that much apart from today. 9_9

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Anyway, this year has been going fine. I'm about to get a fifty cent raise in March, which is nice as I just got promoted in January. A lucky change in company policy is the cause. Could still use vast improvement outside of work in my personal life though.

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