nameraka Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 just no. i don't want to do any of it anymore. not depression exactly, more like total apathy. like i'd rather just not... any of it. and just go back to bed for the day. 2 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crackymckrackin Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 Just now, nameraka said: just no. i don't want to do any of it anymore. not depression exactly, more like total apathy. like i'd rather just not... any of it. and just go back to bed for the day. Thats still depression. Might not be severe but thats what it is. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nameraka Posted April 2, 2018 Author Share Posted April 2, 2018 5 minutes ago, crackymckrackin said: Thats still depression. Might not be severe but thats what it is. great. that's depressing... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
discolé monade Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 i do. almost on a daily basis. i lay in the bed and think 'don't get out, don't get out' but, before i can even finish the statement, my body forces me to face the day. then, i get my day going. basically i fake it until i make it. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nameraka Posted April 2, 2018 Author Share Posted April 2, 2018 2 minutes ago, discolemonade said: i do. almost on a daily basis. i lay in the bed and think 'don't get out, don't get out' but, before i can even finish the statement, my body forces me to face the day. then, i get my day going. basically i fake it until i make it. that pretty much describes my life. sorry to hear that. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
discolé monade Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 Just now, nameraka said: that pretty much describes my life. sorry to hear that. i don't think mine is crippling. i have better days than i have bad days. and weed. weed helps. A LOT! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
discolé monade Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 (edited) 31 minutes ago, nameraka said: just no. i don't want to do any of it anymore. not depression exactly, more like total apathy. like i'd rather just not... any of it. and just go back to bed for the day. or this? maybe a little laughter. dang it. i can never get shit to post right. ANYWAY~ another fine day, ruined by responsibility. Edited April 2, 2018 by discolemonade Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
André Toulon Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 2 hours ago, crackymckrackin said: Thats still depression. Might not be severe but thats what it is. I'm legit asking, because I'm the type of person who people say is depressed, but I'm not....I just don't give a fuck....So why would an apathetic approach be depression.....I like the feeling of being able to blow shit off and not give 2 shits about the repercussions......The only time I do actually feel depressed is when I care too much about shit and I know the payoff won't be worth my mental anguish. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MEXobiologist Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 once in a while, on those days i do one of two things most often i give myself to the count of five and force myself up, any longer than that gives you a higher chance of giving in. other times i deem it okay to take a day to sleep in to whenever i feel like and reflect on things meaningfully until i've purged it out of my system for the next day. but thats me and not all people can do that. for some it just creates a spiral that leads into the coming days. which is why forcing yourself up is usually the best option. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SlappyKincaid Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 the weekend was too short and too nice, and now its monday and it fucking snowed and I have to go to work and my thumb hurts Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MegaNaraku Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 Quite often. Apathy and depression can suck. Lately I’ve been taking Kanna powder and Noopept. It seems to help as far as legal stimulants go Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 back into the basement. story of my life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nameraka Posted April 2, 2018 Author Share Posted April 2, 2018 33 minutes ago, MegaNaraku said: Quite often. Apathy and depression can suck. Lately I’ve been taking Kanna powder and Noopept. It seems to help as far as legal stimulants go i use kratom for the same reasons. curious. what's kanna like? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MegaNaraku Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 7 minutes ago, nameraka said: i use kratom for the same reasons. curious. what's kanna like? Kratom is great. I use a 50/50 mix of white vein and green md. And kanna doesn’t have the opioid effects like kratom does. It just gives me a good mood boost, which I enjoy. Though some people it doesn’t seem to effect. So it can be trial and error. And Noopept is legal. It’s a nootropic. A smart drug. It’s 1,000 more potent than Piercatam. Idk if I spelled that right 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StarPanda Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 No not really but I could be getting there Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nameraka Posted April 2, 2018 Author Share Posted April 2, 2018 2 minutes ago, MegaNaraku said: Kratom is great. I use a 50/50 mix of white vein and green md. And kanna doesn’t have the opioid effects like kratom does. It just gives me a good mood boost, which I enjoy. Though some people it doesn’t seem to effect. So it can be trial and error. And Noopept is legal. It’s a nootropic. A smart drug. It’s 1,000 more potent than Piercatam. Idk if I spelled that right cool. thanks. i'll look into both. kratom has its... drawbacks. most notably the necessary use of a fiber supplement to uhm... keep everything moving. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MegaNaraku Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 5 minutes ago, nameraka said: cool. thanks. i'll look into both. kratom has its... drawbacks. most notably the necessary use of a fiber supplement to uhm... keep everything moving. Yeah I know what you mean. That’s why I like and dislike it hahaha For Noopept, it’s very strong. I’d start at 10-20mg. If it’s too much, there’s lots of nootropics out there. But white vein kratom mixed with green md gives me a nice boost that isn’t so short lived Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cau Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 All day every day, my dude 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 2 hours ago, MegaNaraku said: Kratom is great. I use a 50/50 mix of white vein and green md. And kanna doesn’t have the opioid effects like kratom does. It just gives me a good mood boost, which I enjoy. Though some people it doesn’t seem to effect. So it can be trial and error. And Noopept is legal. It’s a nootropic. A smart drug. It’s 1,000 more potent than Piercatam. Idk if I spelled that right overrated. Kratom isn't going to solve anyone's problems. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MegaNaraku Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 3 minutes ago, Phillies said: overrated. Kratom isn't going to solve anyone's problems. No, it won’t. But it’s what helps me get by. At least until I can find a permanent solution. Those with a large amount of apathy and depression cope. It’s just what I use. Some days are better than others. I’m slowly making progress with myself though. So overrated or not, it helps Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vamped Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 Only on days when I have to go to work. Its been time to find a new job 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Still Me Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 7 hours ago, nameraka said: just no. i don't want to do any of it anymore. not depression exactly, more like total apathy. like i'd rather just not... any of it. and just go back to bed for the day. Not usually...I mean there are definite factors...like if I wake up and the first think I do is spill my setting power all over the floor...or I walk out of the house without a bottle of water...if we have a substitute pharmacist.... shitty things = shitty results Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crackymckrackin Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 5 hours ago, Derrick Foreal said: I'm legit asking, because I'm the type of person who people say is depressed, but I'm not....I just don't give a fuck....So why would an apathetic approach be depression.....I like the feeling of being able to blow shit off and not give 2 shits about the repercussions......The only time I do actually feel depressed is when I care too much about shit and I know the payoff won't be worth my mental anguish. There is a difference between apathy and depression but what he described is depression. I fell mostly apathetic lots of times. When it gets to a point where you don't or can't get motivated or just want to avoid something, thats the point it becomes depression. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
katt_goddess Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 All the time. Everything hurts and nothing works. This is why I have a cat. I don't want to get up but she needs me to get up. She needs her kibbles, she needs her laser pointer toy turned on, she needs things. And if I don't get up, she will make me get up. So I get up and deal with her needs and the birds' needs and go to work so I can buy more foods and toys for the beastlies. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
little_girl_lost Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 i feel like this all the time Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TrigunBebop Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 Yep. I have to take meds for that. And OCD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nameraka Posted April 3, 2018 Author Share Posted April 3, 2018 3 hours ago, katt_goddess said: All the time. Everything hurts and nothing works. This is why I have a cat. I don't want to get up but she needs me to get up. She needs her kibbles, she needs her laser pointer toy turned on, she needs things. And if I don't get up, she will make me get up. So I get up and deal with her needs and the birds' needs and go to work so I can buy more foods and toys for the beastlies. i feel the same way about my dog. and to a lesser extent my cat. oh. and the wife... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mix Posted April 4, 2018 Share Posted April 4, 2018 only on days that end with a y 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted April 4, 2018 Share Posted April 4, 2018 On 4/2/2018 at 6:19 AM, nameraka said: just no. i don't want to do any of it anymore. not depression exactly, more like total apathy. like i'd rather just not... any of it. and just go back to bed for the day. Somewhat like this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 4, 2018 Share Posted April 4, 2018 On 4/2/2018 at 9:19 AM, nameraka said: just no. i don't want to do any of it anymore. not depression exactly, more like total apathy. like i'd rather just not... any of it. and just go back to bed for the day. Sounds like a perfectly logical and rational response to the world to me. It's the bubbly airheads with nothing to say about anything relevant who have the mental disorders. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RainyDayJizz#35 Posted April 4, 2018 Share Posted April 4, 2018 16 minutes ago, Poof said: Sounds like a perfectly logical and rational response to the world to me. It's the bubbly airheads with nothing to say about anything relevant who have the mental disorders. Honestly gotta say this sounds like a healthy response to the world sometimes. This is a shit place. A person that looks at the world and is absolutely pleased is out of their fucking mind. Sometimes you need a real break from the entirety of reality and take some time to live your own life and know what it is. That sentence feels so wrong but I am so fucking twisted. People who worry about depression symptoms expect to be happy all the time, and that's weird. Being sad is a part of life. Depression is a problem, but if you hate cold weather and you just become a recluse in cold weather, is that a real issue that needs managing? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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