André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 (edited) It's Big Oof Edited June 12, 2022 by André Toulon 1
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 call me if you must. im not doing anything. I really could use someone but You've made me regret opening my heart to you before......Really, I'm a masochist and I really just need someone awful to snap me out of this
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 Why'd your friend get shot in the face? Stupid hood beef with a piece of shit that should have died a long time ago.
Ginguy Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Hope your friend gets better and things work out for you.
NaBarney Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Losing at Pokemon probably won't make you feel better but I'm here for you in that capacity, and only in that capacity bc I too am an empty husk.
StarPanda Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Dam dude best wishes to your friend, bigger question is how they let the guy who shot him go? Life can be like that and as just random people on the boards all we could say is best of luck and hope everything turns out ok. Stay strong
Sieg67 Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Things can't suck forever. Luckily your friend is still alive. You and he get through this and then life will be normal again.
Still Me Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 im sorry man....i would invite you to dinner if i could
Guest The Hound Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 I'll be the guy since you asked so nicely. Sorry that happened to you but karma is a fucking bitch, is it not?
Guest The Hound Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Like you come in here and dumpster on people all the time and then expect pity.
Neko Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 All that sucks...all of it. Hoping the best for ya. To be honest I haven't cried at all during the most traumatic time of my life. Made me hard but not in a good way. A lot of me died. I'm hoping you'll find the best way to deal with your emotions least you end up like I did. It probably get me later.
Still Me Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 I'll be the guy since you asked so nicely. Sorry that happened to you but karma is a fucking bitch, is it not? how very 'mod' of you
Guest The Hound Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 how very 'mod' of you I'm not a mod. I have control of CSS and plugins.
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 Like you come in here and dumpster on people all the time and then expect pity. I have 4-5 people I shit on.....One of them is a pompous tryhard with spectrum issues who probably codes with a youtube tutorial window open at all times and has emotional breakdowns over Zeni. Pity, nah man.....I don't need pity, I was venting.......Just trying to find an outlet for my bottled up pain. I also said you could destroy me but this was essentially the internet equivalent of shooting a spitball at me. As usual, you are a massive disappointment.....No wonder you were put up for adoption. 1
Guest The Hound Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 I have 4-5 people I shit on.....One of them is a pompous tryhard with spectrum issues who probably codes with a youtube tutorial window open at all times and has emotional breakdowns over Zeni. Pity, nah man.....I don't need pity, I was venting.......Just trying to find an outlet for my bottled up pain. I also said you could destroy me but this was essentially the internet equivalent of shooting a spitball at me. As usual, you are a massive disappointment.....No wonder you were put up for adoption. Pretty much the same as leaving your kids behind huh with some half ass death bed sentence huh? I wonder if you treat them like shit and snap at them too for something that's out of their control.
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 LOL, what are you even rambling about. I love when you abandon coherency and replace it with slobbering pot shots. 1
Guest The Hound Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 LOL, what are you even rambling about. I love when you abandon coherency and replace it with slobbering pot shots. I'm saying karma is real. You're dying. You just made a joke about me being adopted. Your kids will have no father soon. [/size]It's as if you're mentally retarded and actually tempting karma and fate.
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 I'm saying karma is real. You're dying. You just made a joke about me being adopted. Your kids will have no father soon. [/size]It's as if you're mentally retarded and actually tempting karma and fate. WTF is this......You're already shitting yourself.......You might wanna have a seat before you have an episode. 1
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 Have fun in the ground, bud. I'll say hi to your mom when I get there. 1
Guest The Hound Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 I'll say hi to your mom when I get there. convince her to smoke some pot and drink while you're at it.
Zenigundam Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 I'm not a mod. I have control of CSS and plugins. Viper, just be yourself. You're trying so hard to be something that you're not, but the ladies are not impressed. Take that "sadmin" label off.
Still Me Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 I'm saying karma is real. You're dying. You just made a joke about me being adopted. Your kids will have no father soon. [/size]It's as if you're mentally retarded and actually tempting karma and fate. oh i know youre not a mod....shit like this is why....i really wonder when you'll stop throwing tantrums like a child....at you age its not cute or very becoming of a well adjusted adult 1
Guest The Hound Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 idgaf he's a shitty user and should be losing main accounts left and right
Guest The Hound Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 just look at his fucking tracker. spend 5 fucking minutes scrolling down his tracker and you'll see what i mean.
Still Me Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 i dont need to....i may not always post but im always around....my point here is that causing drama isnt making you look better....kinda leave you floundering in the scum with him...
Zenigundam Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 idgaf he's a shitty user and should be losing main accounts left and right Ummm put down the :420: :420: :420:!!! This is why it's banned in the vast majority of states because it causes mood swings and rage. People who try to downplay its effects are classic addiction cases.
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 idgaf he's a shitty user and should be losing main accounts left and right Whacha gonna do......lock me out of my account again so I'll have to go tell your daddy on you? 1
lupin_bebop Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 I feel ya man. Bad days suck. Hope things go better. Question: I'm assuming if today was an ice cream flavor, it would be pralines, dick, and chocolate shit chips?
Still Me Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Whacha gonna do......lock me out of my account again so I'll have to go tell your daddy on you? OOOOH THATS WHAT HAPPENED?!? i knew he did some shit that pissed luuv and the others off.....
NaBarney Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Really nice of viper to publicly shit himself to try and cheer buddy up like this 1
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 I feel ya man. Bad days suck. Hope things go better. Question: I'm assuming if today was an ice cream flavor, it would be pralines, dick, and chocolate shit chips? sounds about right
lupin_bebop Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Viper, just be yourself. You're trying so hard to be something that you're not, but the ladies are not impressed. Take that "sadmin" label off. Zeni.....shut the fuck up, man. You and your tryhard ass can shut the fuck right up. You're such a creeper, John Waters and the pedophile who use to live down the street from me thing you're creepy as fuck.
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 Really nice of viper to publicly shit himself to try and cheer buddy up like this He really is a peach......I feel much better now. 1
lupin_bebop Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Guess it could be worse. .........You could be Zeni, or the broken condom that gave us Trump.
Zenigundam Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Zeni.....shut the fuck up, man. You and your tryhard ass can shut the fuck right up. You're such a creeper, John Waters and the pedophile who use to live down the street from me thing you're creepy as fuck. Who the f--- is "John Waters"? Is he that guy who starred in all of those cowboy movies because I think that guy's dead or sumtin
Sawdamizer Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Welp, stage 9000 cancer from this fucking thread.
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 I'm sorry Buddy. I thought you had a wife tho? Not in like 5 years or so.......In fact, that was the last time I felt as helpless as i did yesterday, but I'm good now.
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 All that sucks...all of it. Hoping the best for ya. To be honest I haven't cried at all during the most traumatic time of my life. Made me hard but not in a good way. A lot of me died. I'm hoping you'll find the best way to deal with your emotions least you end up like I did. It probably get me later. I cried at my father's funeral and when my daughter was born.........Other than that, I don't recall ever crying. When I saw the pic of my homeboy on the stretcher my eyes moistened and I had that weird pain in my chest and throat but I couldn't actually cry........I just felt like if I could get it out of me I would feel better. As far as the shit with my girl, this is more of the same thing we do every few weeks.......I definitely know this isn't really the end, but I was pissed that she picked yesterday to pile that shit on with everything else. I digress.......I've been numb for a long time......Not saying I want to be "the sensitive man" who cries because his steak isn't medium rare.......I just really wanted to unleash that sea of emotions but couldn't. 1
NaBarney Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 Maybe if you watched a sad or emotional movie you've never seen before it will help you cry, even if you're not the type to tear up during movies, one might trigger you with all the other shit going on in your head. Like idk, watch children of men and bawl during the scene at the end where **spoilers** the war zone fighting stops when the soldiers hear the baby crying, or something. Who knows what will catch you off guard and help you cry it out.
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 I was actually thinking of watching the Fox and the Hound.....Or Bambi.......both of those bring me close to the edge. But seriously, I'm ok now......I always know these feeling won't last forever but at the time when I made this thread, I was in shambles.......Now I'm slightly hungry and sleepy so I think I'm over the hard part.
André Toulon Posted March 19, 2017 Author Posted March 19, 2017 oh ok. I didn't know that. You were joking about me fucking her again the other day. I was just bringing it up for old times sake.......I guess I don't remember you being around much from 2013 to 2014..........New years eve night 2012 is when I started drinking again because my family was broken and went through a really bad time......I mean I'm a dick now but I was so much worse then.....That's when we first separated.....We finally cut each other loose in 2015.
fuggnificent Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 An ugly thread full of insults that doesnt involve me. Wow. Marking my calendar.
Still Me Posted March 19, 2017 Posted March 19, 2017 An ugly thread full of insults that doesnt involve me. Wow. Marking my calendar. wow you really only think about yourself dont you?
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