Lynnrael Posted August 18, 2023 Share Posted August 18, 2023 (edited) good things are happening. i got asked to go to a cool event thing with that person I've been talking to, and I'm really excited about it, and then i came up with a writing prompt on a whim and felt inspired to do creative writing! i haven't done that in ages, and it feels so great to just do it for fun, just because. it's hard not to feel like something almost spiritual is at play. like the universe is giving me signs, encouraging me to be creative. I've been thinking a lot about how creativity and agency go hand in hand, and how i want to exercise my own agency. i spent so long not feeling like a person, and now I'm finally getting to be one, and to figure out what that means for me. I'm really excited for the future edit: i posted my story in the arts and literature folder if anyone wants to read it Edited August 18, 2023 by Lynnrael 2 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
suziefish_ Posted August 18, 2023 Share Posted August 18, 2023 8 hours ago, The_annoying_one said: I’ve been pretty much a full-blown antisocial hermit today, and I don’t care. me, too :): 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DragonSinger Posted August 18, 2023 Author Share Posted August 18, 2023 Do not tweet 'You should have swallowed him' to his mom. Do not tweet 'You should have swallowed him' to his mom. Do not tweet 'You should have swallowed him' to his mom. Do not tweet 'You should have swallowed him' to his mom. Do not tweet 'You should have swallowed him' to his mom. Do not twe.... 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_annoying_one Posted August 18, 2023 Share Posted August 18, 2023 It is now about 6:40PM EST. I believe I could go to bed right this minute & sleep until morning, no problem. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
André Toulon Posted August 20, 2023 Share Posted August 20, 2023 There are way too many people that believe in Bigfoot. Let me correct this....there are way too many people that believe these Bigfoot sightings. Is he fast or some shit that you can't track him when he's that close, why not sic the dogs on him.... you'll either catch him or have footage of him killing your dogs....if that's what he does...is he dangerous, does he kill people who get cl.... Why am I doing this...idgaf about this ...think about something else, buddy. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_annoying_one Posted August 20, 2023 Share Posted August 20, 2023 (edited) I feel like complete crap right now and I can’t explain why. It’s not really physical or mental. It’s just…..I don’t even know…. Edited August 20, 2023 by The_annoying_one Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cyberbully Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 Thinking back to asmb, i wonder if i used the Treat yoself meme on anyone other than Westpark, if it would have gotten me banned. My intent was obvious, but out of all the shit i got bans for....even calling bucket a klan member, no one ever batted an eye at me telling Krapstew to treat yoself. 1 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Greeny Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 I'm thinking I should finally finish Valkyria Chronicles 4. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scoobdog Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 2 hours ago, cyberbully said: Thinking back to asmb, i wonder if i used the Treat yoself meme on anyone other than Westpark, if it would have gotten me banned. My intent was obvious, but out of all the shit i got bans for....even calling bucket a klan member, no one ever batted an eye at me telling Krapstew to treat yoself. You got banned for calling Bucket a Klansman? How the fuck did they justify that…. is what I’m thinking…. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
viperxmns Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 listening to the pillows is an instant mood lift 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nameraka Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 not getting enough sleep. not making enough progress. finally making enough money, so that's something. probably not enough though. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
André Toulon Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 6 hours ago, scoobdog said: You got banned for calling Bucket a Klansman? How the fuck did they justify that…. is what I’m thinking…. Luuv and I had history and luuv was a very "it's your fault for engaging him" guy. Bucket and Astro were legit posting Jimmy Rebel songs and when he went to the mod folder to cry, I went for the neck....in the mod thread. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scoobdog Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 8 hours ago, André Toulon said: Luuv and I had history and luuv was a very "it's your fault for engaging him" guy. Bucket and Astro were legit posting Jimmy Rebel songs and when he went to the mod folder to cry, I went for the neck....in the mod thread. So that's where that comes from. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_annoying_one Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 I get that Tubi is a free streaming service that doesn’t even require sign-up, but you would think they’d still step up their movie library and resolution. I’m not paying anything for this service, and I still feel like I’m getting ripped off. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Greeny Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 I'm fucking hungry but it's too early for dinner. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blazing Puck Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 May the bridges I burn light my path 2 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gemini Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 16 minutes ago, -Kudasai- said: May the bridges I burn light my path Amen, brother! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lynnrael Posted August 22, 2023 Share Posted August 22, 2023 I think i get it now, a lot of these drivers drive so passive aggressively because people who know how to drive at reasonable speeds remind them that the demographics of this state are changing and soon good drivers will outnumber the shitty cowards. im just a reminder of how futile their attempts to preserve a dying culture is. yes, I'm coping, but getting angry is only going to give them what they want, so 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_annoying_one Posted August 23, 2023 Share Posted August 23, 2023 I really need to start taking better care of myself. I'm not getting any younger, obviously. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lynnrael Posted August 23, 2023 Share Posted August 23, 2023 (edited) Operation "trick myself into being more creative" has been weirdly successful. I'm doing things i haven't really tried to do since i was a teen, if not longer. A lot of it is probably due to hrt and transitioning, but over the past few weeks I've been watching a lot of stuff by really creative YouTubers that do a lot of analysis videos about a variety of interesting stories. Schnee is really cool, and has a lot of fun videos analyzing Arcane, and some about the Across the spiderverse movie. Then FD Signifier made that video about making it as a YouTuber who makes video essays. I don't really want to be successful, but I'm interested in making them for fun, so that was cool, but that's where I found out about CJtheX. They are so insightful and their videos are chaotic and fun but also compelling and thought provoking. They talk a lot about creativity and what makes good art, and it's really inspired me. The other week i thought to myself "I deserve to create things" and when the idea for that story popped into my head i just had to write it. and now I'm having more ideas. i got possessed with making a good story and came up with a few really interesting ideas and have started writing the next part. it might take a while to finish but I'm actually getting that "what happens next?" feeling that i get when i read a good story. being able to feel that about my own story is amazingly empowering. shit, i got carried away. TLDR: I'm getting to do basic creative things I never felt like i could do before and it's cool as fuck Edited August 23, 2023 by Lynnrael 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gemini Posted August 23, 2023 Share Posted August 23, 2023 I never thought I'd be so excited signing anything. Man, I'm weird as hell. 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_annoying_one Posted August 23, 2023 Share Posted August 23, 2023 I’m hungry but I don’t feel like moving an inch from where I’m at. Dilemmas. 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heshi Posted August 23, 2023 Share Posted August 23, 2023 That I'm like super sore meow... The HRT is totz worth it though... 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NSAID Posted August 23, 2023 Share Posted August 23, 2023 Reflecting on the past after visiting family. My 20yr boards anniversary is in October, I've spent about 2/3 of my life as a member. Still remember signing up in my grandparents' living room. Yeesh. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lynnrael Posted August 23, 2023 Share Posted August 23, 2023 this 5 gram disposable hits like a fucking train. Idk if it was a good idea to buy it, but it's getting the job done alright Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lynnrael Posted August 24, 2023 Share Posted August 24, 2023 i feel my mixed heritage the most when i hear white people say Chorizo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
André Toulon Posted August 24, 2023 Share Posted August 24, 2023 I know I'm too old for this, but I kinda want to drop acid and find a club like Barracuda's from my 20s and just go on an adventure. ...those were the best nights...roaming the Gulf Coast with no destination in mind, randomly just laying on the beach in my undies because my stripper friends had beach front apartments. Going in 24 hour has stations and being mesmerized by the drink machine, having no fear of police or jail because diuuuuude, I'm fuuiuucked uuuuuup. But seriously, I wouldn't even enjoy it now.... I'd be all like "omg, what time it is...did i leave my fridge on? Guys take me home, I think my refrigerator is running" and then those words making me think I can run home, and then my friends dragging me back after I almost die running 30 yards because at this point in my life, my body has a very low tolerance for my bullshit. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DragonSinger Posted August 24, 2023 Author Share Posted August 24, 2023 So snippets from Wheel of Time's 2nd season look closer to the books and that scenes have been given time to breathe instead of being rushed. If both are true, I am going to be annoying as fuck posting shit. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Insipid Posted August 24, 2023 Share Posted August 24, 2023 It's such a relief, when you're smoking in a dream and thinking "well, I'm smoking again," but when you wake up you realize you're still a non-smoker. A nice start to the day, usually. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lynnrael Posted August 24, 2023 Share Posted August 24, 2023 1 hour ago, Insipid said: It's such a relief, when you're smoking in a dream and thinking "well, I'm smoking again," but when you wake up you realize you're still a non-smoker. A nice start to the day, usually. it's been a long time since I've had any of those dreams but holy shit they would freak me out lol 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_annoying_one Posted August 24, 2023 Share Posted August 24, 2023 There’s nothing quite like waiting in a waiting room for over two hours and having a doctor appointment that barely lasts a minute. 🤦♂️ 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DragonSinger Posted August 24, 2023 Author Share Posted August 24, 2023 By having the worst timing in the house, Bowie Jane has pissed off the houseguests and the viewers. That last cockblock gonna get her cemented as "Fuckin' Bowie Jane!" forever . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gemini Posted August 25, 2023 Share Posted August 25, 2023 I just found out Windham Rotunda, better known as Bray Wyatt in WWE, passed away earlier today at the age of 36. It's been made official on WWE's website and Facebook page via his father, WWE Hall of Famer Mike Rotunda. ;_; 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heshi Posted August 25, 2023 Share Posted August 25, 2023 I really should clean and lube my ar-15 meow 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blazing Puck Posted August 25, 2023 Share Posted August 25, 2023 How long are people going to continue to play dumb? 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blazing Puck Posted August 25, 2023 Share Posted August 25, 2023 If I'm going to work myself into an early grave then I'd rather it be doing something I actually like doing 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_annoying_one Posted August 25, 2023 Share Posted August 25, 2023 I wish more people would understand that it’s okay to not always be okay. 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wacky1980 Posted August 27, 2023 Share Posted August 27, 2023 is it really a wise life choice to sell everything and start over with a food truck to sell ... gourmet hot dogs? it sounds a lot dumber than it really is... well now that i've typed it out, i'm not so sure about that last part. but these hot dogs we're turning out, GOD DAMN they's decent. i'm torn. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_annoying_one Posted August 27, 2023 Share Posted August 27, 2023 10 minutes ago, wacky1980 said: is it really a wise life choice to sell everything and start over with a food truck to sell ... gourmet hot dogs? it sounds a lot dumber than it really is... well now that i've typed it out, i'm not so sure about that last part. but these hot dogs we're turning out, GOD DAMN they's decent. i'm torn. Whatever makes you happy in this short life. That’s what really counts. 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gemini Posted August 27, 2023 Share Posted August 27, 2023 18 minutes ago, wacky1980 said: is it really a wise life choice to sell everything and start over with a food truck to sell ... gourmet hot dogs? it sounds a lot dumber than it really is... well now that i've typed it out, i'm not so sure about that last part. but these hot dogs we're turning out, GOD DAMN they's decent. i'm torn. Okay, Natalie Imbruglia. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_annoying_one Posted August 27, 2023 Share Posted August 27, 2023 3 minutes ago, Gemini said: Okay, Natalie Imbruglia. Shut up, man! I always kinda had a thing for her. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gemini Posted August 27, 2023 Share Posted August 27, 2023 (edited) On 8/27/2023 at 12:39 AM, The_annoying_one said: Shut up, man! I always kinda had a thing for her. I did, too. She reminded me of a girl I went to high school with at the time. Edited October 17, 2023 by Gemini 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lynnrael Posted August 27, 2023 Share Posted August 27, 2023 I did not want to stop sleeping today. it's hard to say why, like being awake isn't that bad, and i wasn't having amazing dreams or anything (maybe i was, I don't remember), but i just really really liked being asleep and wanted to never stop doing that. i did get up eventually, but i still kinda wish i sleeping right now. 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heshi Posted August 28, 2023 Share Posted August 28, 2023 20 hours ago, The_annoying_one said: Shut up, man! I always kinda had a thing for her. haha Britney flashbacks... My phone refuses to load the what song is stuck in your head thread Meow (I liked her as well) 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_annoying_one Posted August 28, 2023 Share Posted August 28, 2023 10 minutes ago, Heshi said: haha Britney flashbacks... My phone refuses to load the what song is stuck in your head thread Meow (I liked her as well) The song stuck in my head right now is “November Rain” by Guns n Roses. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Insipid Posted August 28, 2023 Share Posted August 28, 2023 Ice Spice a stupid hoe and her music fucking sucks. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blazing Puck Posted August 28, 2023 Share Posted August 28, 2023 lamo, some people just can't read the room 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_annoying_one Posted August 28, 2023 Share Posted August 28, 2023 The brain fog is strong today. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Insipid Posted August 29, 2023 Share Posted August 29, 2023 As much as I love pumpkin spice, that shit needs to wait until after Labor Day. Life is no fun without foreplay. Stop the premature ejaculation. 2 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[classic swim] Posted August 29, 2023 Share Posted August 29, 2023 They actually did it. They actually got Toonzone back up and running. They actually fucking did it. Lost a shit ton of progress and posts, but beggars can’t be choosers. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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