Lynnrael

actually communicated my needs to my girlfriends like a healthy adult and it was easy. i didn't let it build up until it consumed me because I was afraid of a fight. i have relationships where I can just do that now and it's kind of mind blowing

I hope to god i don't have to work with the judgemental controlling old lady again. she constantly looks for reasons to see others as less than her and constantly tells people what to do in the shittiest tone. I tried to give her grace but she fucked that up real quick and I'm just done. no one likes working with her and I'm just going to match her meanness until she feels the same way about talking to me that i do about her. this bitch was judging people for wearing respirators when cleaning out a vacuum, saying they don't have to do that at home like she knows what she's talking about. these are industrial vacuums used on hazardous materials, why the fuck would anyone want to breathe that in?

weed is pretty great

after 13 and a half years, Streetlight has finally put out a new album, or half of one. in classic Toh Kay style it was delayed for a year. Tomas made it clear he was going through some shit but despite that he's still dedicated to perfection in his music, so it makes sense that it took time. and the wait was more than worth it. the rest of the album is supposed to drop in September, and I'm so fucking stoked. all of the songs are great, but All The Pieces is 8 fucking minutes long! it's incredible and feels like a conversation with his past self in response to his old songs. there's so many good parts to it. imagine this is also great. maybe it's just seeing myself in the music, but it feels like part of it is related to being trans: "or maybe it was she who left me for another girl" .

my gfs are so cool, it's crazy that i get to have 4 and go to pride with them. I'm so lucky 🥰

landlords are parasites. that's it that's the rant

I just want it to use lube the next time it fucks me. that's all i ask

ngl i think spiders are pretty cute but it's a only a matter of time until they have trebuchets and then we're fucked

wasn't 9/11 the reason MCR exists?

i love all my gfs, I'm so fucking lucky

that's your reason for hating it?

ok, i already bragged, but they're amazing. and they love me. we're still not quite "girlfriends" even though we kinda are, but they say they love me and i feel it's true. and they're so beautiful and cool. gonna use the first initial of their names, but there's M and A. M is someone i have admired and have had a crush on for a while. shes so hot and pretty, and so fucking cool. A intimidated me at first, she's just next level hot and she's ended up dating people i wanted to date (including M, but that worked out). but she's also sweet and wonderful. they both are. they're so freaking sweet and cute and wonderful.

it's actually pretty good, why do you hate it?

i get to kiss three beautiful women every day now holy shit my life is amazing cptsd still got hands but I feel lucky

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