jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 I hate easily developing feelings for someone, I hate caring about people who don't like me back. I hate being me. Can someone please just delete mah memories already. kthanx 2 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crackymckrackin Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 8 minutes ago, jackiemarie90 said: I hate easily developing feelings for someone, I hate caring about people who don't like me back. I hate being me. Can someone please just delete mah memories already. kthanx I have a hammer here, just waiting on stand-by. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 Just now, crackymckrackin said: I have a hammer here, just waiting on stand-by. It's me that needs to grow up. It's me that needs to understand that people don't owe anything, and I shouldn't constantly put others before myself. Idk, I screw everything up. lol 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 1 minute ago, Mode 7 said: 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crackymckrackin Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 1 minute ago, jackiemarie90 said: It's me that needs to grow up. It's me that needs to understand that people don't owe anything, and I shouldn't constantly put others before myself. Idk, I screw everything up. lol The opposite of what you just wrote here would be correct. "You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. " Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 1 minute ago, crackymckrackin said: The opposite of what you just wrote here would be correct. "You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. " I've taken shots, the person decided I wasn't worth it because I wouldn't fuck them, now they're on tinder. lol I'm just a scared fucking nerd. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mix Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 42 minutes ago, jackiemarie90 said: I've taken shots, the person decided I wasn't worth it because I wouldn't fuck them, now they're on tinder. lol I'm just a scared fucking nerd. good, one down......a million to go it's all reps Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 9 minutes ago, Mix said: good, one down......a million to go it's all reps I don’t want to see it like that. I too fucking awkward lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gyaos Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 (edited) 3 hours ago, jackiemarie90 said: I've taken shots, the person decided I wasn't worth it because I wouldn't fuck them, now they're on tinder. lol I'm just a scared fucking nerd. If a person cannot respect or care to understand your apprehensions, then they are not worth your time. Edited January 30, 2020 by Gyaos 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
André Toulon Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 5 hours ago, jackiemarie90 said: I've taken shots, the person decided I wasn't worth it because I wouldn't fuck them, now they're on tinder. lol I'm just a scared fucking nerd. So wait....Were the always on Tinder and you just now noticed because you looked, or did they just get Tinder recently after you shot him down. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 25 minutes ago, André Toulon said: So wait....Were the always on Tinder and you just now noticed because you looked, or did they just get Tinder recently after you shot him down. Probably always. I try not to snoop but it was all out in the open during class. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 2 hours ago, Gyaos said: If a person cannot respect or care to understand your apprehensions, then they are not worth your time. What if no one does? lmao I kid. I thank thee for the sympathy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lupin_bebop Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 6 hours ago, jackiemarie90 said: I hate easily developing feelings for someone, I hate caring about people who don't like me back. I hate being me. Can someone please just delete mah memories already. kthanx I have 2 thoughts here: 1. If they can’t take imperfections, quirks, or a slower pace, then they shouldn’t be with you. 2. I think you are too hard on yourself. You should take a couple of breaths before going forward. Ask a couple questions. Move forward after answers that make sense come to you. 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 2 minutes ago, lupin_bebop said: I have 2 thoughts here: 1. If they can’t take imperfections, quirks, or a slower pace, then they shouldn’t be with you. 2. I think you are too hard on yourself. You should take a couple of breaths before going forward. Ask a couple questions. Move forward after answers that make sense come to you. I'm VERY hard on myself. lol That's how I got here. XD I think cause I analyze things I like to make sure I'm being the most critical of myself so not to seem like a hypocrite. lol I know those things, but Idk if I should be the type of person that I am now. Maybe I should adapt, everyone here is like that. Not saying I'm gonna go pursue, but maybe just keep thinking about the culture here. lol 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
avec Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 Shit is hard and thats okay because it will be okay. Keep doing you and growing toward your goals and someone will be there along the way to lift you up, not distract or take away from where you're going. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 17 minutes ago, avec said: Shit is hard and thats okay because it will be okay. Keep doing you and growing toward your goals and someone will be there along the way to lift you up, not distract or take away from where you're going. That's the hope! Grades are my bae. And also fellowships and other career opportunities. lol 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That_One_Guy Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 You're an attractive, smart chick. You're also into cool shit. The right guy will come along. I think for right now just do bad by yo mutha fuckin self. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vamped Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 (edited) Fuck that dude and everything he stands for ... Its okay to be sensitive. I think it takes special people to care about others, especially when they don't reciprocate those feelings. Sometimes the world can seem like a cold cynical place, but sensitive caring people are especially important. Compassion and caring can go a long way on people that actually need it Not him though. Fuck him ... right in the guts Edited January 30, 2020 by Vamped 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CAC Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 14 hours ago, jackiemarie90 said: I hate being me. Me too. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 10 hours ago, That_One_Guy said: You're an attractive, smart chick. You're also into cool shit. The right guy will come along. I think for right now just do bad by yo mutha fuckin self. Bout to hit that gym. lol But there are very unattractive qualities that I have that don't present themselves to the board. Like I'm taller than a lot of guys, and you know those girls that squeal or shriek loudly when they're excited? Those too loud bitches, yeah that's me, I'm obnoxious. XD 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That_One_Guy Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 Just now, jackiemarie90 said: Bout to hit that gym. lol But there are very unattractive qualities that I have that don't present themselves to the board. Like I'm taller than a lot of guys, and you know those girls that squeal or shriek loudly when they're excited? Those too loud bitches, yeah that's me, I'm obnoxious. XD trust me theres dudes that dont mind a taller girl. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 5 hours ago, Vamped said: Fuck that dude and everything he stands for ... Its okay to be sensitive. I think it takes special people to care about others, especially when they don't reciprocate those feelings. Sometimes the world can seem like a cold cynical place, but sensitive caring people are especially important. Compassion and caring can go a long way on people that actually need it Not him though. Fuck him ... right in the guts I think being sensitive certainly gives me a different perspective from the hyper competitive nature that exists here. But it's still haaard. lol Thank you tho. ❤️ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 4 hours ago, CAC said: Me too. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 3 minutes ago, That_One_Guy said: trust me theres dudes that dont mind a taller girl. BUT NOT THE OBNOXIOUS PART!! LMFAOOO!!!! 🤣 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That_One_Guy Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 Just now, jackiemarie90 said: BUT NOT THE OBNOXIOUS PART!! LMFAOOO!!!! 🤣 lol you cant be that bad. do you just scream for no reason or something? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Opium Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 5 hours ago, Vamped said: Fuck that dude and everything he stands for ... Its okay to be sensitive. I think it takes special people to care about others, especially when they don't reciprocate those feelings. Sometimes the world can seem like a cold cynical place, but sensitive caring people are especially important. Compassion and caring can go a long way on people that actually need it Not him though. Fuck him ... right in the guts Young dudes wanna fuck. She didn't put out so he moved on, that's completely normal. Not sure why you're spazzing out over it, unless I'm missing something more egregious from the narrative. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 Just now, That_One_Guy said: lol you cant be that bad. do you just scream for no reason or something? When I get excited. My laugh can carry a sound too. Sometimes I cackle, sometimes you can hear me from far away. >__> I do try to control it, but it's hard when I'm either happy or angry. One time we were playing Mortal Kombat at his place, and he's like "I never lose" and talking mad trash. Then I beat him and was like OOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo. And he was like "Be quiet" 🤣 But yeah it's just something that happens to me naturally <__< 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lytbryt Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 12 hours ago, jackiemarie90 said: Probably always. I try not to snoop but it was all out in the open during class. Sure you "try not to" huh yeah right 🙄 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That_One_Guy Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 Just now, jackiemarie90 said: When I get excited. My laugh can carry a sound too. Sometimes I cackle, sometimes you can hear me from far away. >__> I do try to control it, but it's hard when I'm either happy or angry. One time we were playing Mortal Kombat at his place, and he's like "I never lose" and talking mad trash. Then I beat him and was like OOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo. And he was like "Be quiet" 🤣 But yeah it's just something that happens to me naturally <__< Doesn't sound to bad tbh. Lol as long as you're not like screaming for no reason. I think you give yourself more shit than you deserve 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lytbryt Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 Just now, jackiemarie90 said: When I get excited. My laugh can carry a sound too. Sometimes I cackle, sometimes you can hear me from far away. >__> I do try to control it, but it's hard when I'm either happy or angry. One time we were playing Mortal Kombat at his place, and he's like "I never lose" and talking mad trash. Then I beat him and was like OOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo. And he was like "Be quiet" 🤣 But yeah it's just something that happens to me naturally <__< I bet u just space freeze attack w/ Scorpion just kidding Idk how to play a Immortal Wombats Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lytbryt Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 4 minutes ago, Opium said: Young dudes wanna fuck 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 4 minutes ago, Opium said: Young dudes wanna fuck. She didn't put out so he moved on, that's completely normal. Not sure why you're spazzing out over it, unless I'm missing something more egregious from the narrative. It's not like I"m against it, I just want it to feel like the right moment and I'm scared of opening up myself to people like that right away. >__> 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Opium Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 1 minute ago, jackiemarie90 said: It's not like I"m against it, I just want it to feel like the right moment and I'm scared of opening up myself to people like that right away. >__> I'm not saying you did anything wrong. If that's how you roll then that's how you roll, but we're all on a different pace. Some guys require that physical intimacy more than they require the emotional. There are plenty of fellas out there who are willing to wait, I'm sure. Get used to failing in romance, though. That will never end even when you finally find it. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 2 minutes ago, Opium said: I'm not saying you did anything wrong. If that's how you roll then that's how you roll, but we're all on a different pace. Some guys require that physical intimacy more than they require the emotional. There are plenty of fellas out there who are willing to wait, I'm sure. Get used to failing in romance, though. That will never end even when you finally find it. Ok but to add to Vamps argument. He kissed me twiced, I didn't ask for that, not that I didn't enjoy it. But he is confusing me at times too, I'm not this strung out girl over nothing. He made moves, and I'm just too much of an awkward nerd to deal with when someone decides to do that, and stops all together. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Opium Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 1 minute ago, jackiemarie90 said: Ok but to add to Vamps argument. He kissed me twiced, I didn't ask for that, not that I didn't enjoy it. But he is confusing me at times too, I'm not this strung out girl over nothing. He made moves, and I'm just too much of an awkward nerd to deal with when someone decides to do that, and stops all together. Kissing isn't a contract. Unless you two made it official either by discussing it or you letting your feelings known to him, then he didn't do anything wrong. If he felt things weren't going anywhere and you guys don't have an open line of communication about it then you're up shit creek without a paddle. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 30, 2020 Author Share Posted January 30, 2020 20 minutes ago, Opium said: Kissing isn't a contract. Unless you two made it official either by discussing it or you letting your feelings known to him, then he didn't do anything wrong. If he felt things weren't going anywhere and you guys don't have an open line of communication about it then you're up shit creek without a paddle. I never said it was, but should know your messing with a person when you do that. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Opium Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 1 minute ago, jackiemarie90 said: I never said it was, but should know your messing with a person when you do that. Oof you're gonna be in a real heap of trouble if you actually think kissing is emotionally manipulative 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vamped Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 42 minutes ago, Opium said: Young dudes wanna fuck. She didn't put out so he moved on, that's completely normal. Not sure why you're spazzing out over it, unless I'm missing something more egregious from the narrative. ... but Im not spazzing out ...? This is how I give encouragement So ... I dunno what you're talking about Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Opium Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 4 minutes ago, Vamped said: ... but Im not spazzing out ...? This is how I give encouragement So ... I dunno what you're talking about "Fuck that dude and everything he stands for. Fuck him in the guts." Seems a lil spazzy to me, Obi Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
André Toulon Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 1 hour ago, jackiemarie90 said: Bout to hit that gym. lol But there are very unattractive qualities that I have that don't present themselves to the board. Like I'm taller than a lot of guys, and you know those girls that squeal or shriek loudly when they're excited? Those too loud bitches, yeah that's me, I'm obnoxious. XD I remember looking at some stuff in my feed with you and eldo and i wondered is she tall or is he short. And yes, I've played jackbox with you... You make a lot of noise lol 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vamped Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 42 minutes ago, Opium said: "Fuck that dude and everything he stands for. Fuck him in the guts." Seems a lil spazzy to me, Obi I tell that to all my friends about the dudes they break up And then I forever refer to them as trash. Dont tell me how to do girl talk yo 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lasty Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 You gotta learn how to care about shitty people without making yourself vulnerable. You might care about someone, but that doesn't mean there's anything you can do for them. When that happens, provide a disclaimer if they'll accept it, otherwise ignore the individual. At any rate, save your energy for someone you can help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vamped Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 1 hour ago, Lasty said: You gotta learn how to care about shitty people without making yourself vulnerable. You might care about someone, but that doesn't mean there's anything you can do for them. When that happens, provide a disclaimer if they'll accept it, otherwise ignore the individual. At any rate, save your energy for someone you can help. A disclaimer? I hope you do well in life, may God bless you .... but just in case, fuck you 1 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lupin_bebop Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 3 hours ago, André Toulon said: I remember looking at some stuff in my feed with you and eldo and i wondered is she tall or is he short. And yes, I've played jackbox with you... You make a lot of noise lol THAT’S BECAUSE SHE IS ALIEN 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lupin_bebop Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 53 minutes ago, Vamped said: A disclaimer? I hope you do well in life, may God bless you .... but just in case, fuck you I’m glad you see how shitty of a person he is, too. I treat Lasty the same way I treat BMNJY when asking for Voldemort porn pictures: Ugly faces and cans of Raid 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 31, 2020 Author Share Posted January 31, 2020 6 hours ago, Lytbryt said: I bet u just space freeze attack w/ Scorpion just kidding Idk how to play a Immortal Wombats I just want to destroy men with my body. Like definitely one of my top 3 wishes. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 31, 2020 Author Share Posted January 31, 2020 5 hours ago, Opium said: Oof you're gonna be in a real heap of trouble if you actually think kissing is emotionally manipulative I think if you kiss a person not knowing what they want, and knowing you want to do little with them, is misleading on it's own. Not necessarily manipulation. But not nice either. It's whatever tho, this thread title itself suggests I'm aware of everything going on so. 🤷♀️ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted January 31, 2020 Author Share Posted January 31, 2020 5 hours ago, André Toulon said: I remember looking at some stuff in my feed with you and eldo and i wondered is she tall or is he short. And yes, I've played jackbox with you... You make a lot of noise lol Literally, my close girl friend here told me that I was wildin to loud recently. So that's a great sense of hilarity for the day. lol It's just proves my point that I'm a loud obnoxious bitch. But like, I guess we all have our faults. >__> 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lytbryt Posted January 31, 2020 Share Posted January 31, 2020 7 minutes ago, jackiemarie90 said: I just want to destroy men with my body. Death by snu snu it is then I accept my fate 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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