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I did pay off my car, car insurance for the rest of the year and 1.5 credit cards...that was $2100. Im dumbfounded and cant think of how i managed to spend $1500 on bullshit. All I remember is buying the switch.

 

I need help. 😭

This is what happens when i get depressed. Fucking bipolar.

And i cant ask my brother to be guardian over whats left of the money cuz i never paid him back for when his idiot wife paid my tmobile bills. (I didnt think about paying him back until after i paid off a bunch of other shit.)

FML

(Dont ask me how i got $4000

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And how in the fuck does my mom know i got money? Making me buy her shit when im supposed to be broke 😡

Obviously she’s reading your posts. 

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4 minutes ago, Still Me said:

I dunno I’ve spent more in a day....typically that’s Black Friday tho

I will say everything i bought had some kind of discount except pokemon:eevee for the switch

I only bought one thing that wasn't for madison or a necessity. A ps4 game that had been discounted 20 bucks.

I still got like 4 credit cards to pay off which all my fucking tax refund is gonna go to. I need a side hustle bad. I can't live like this much longer.

Have a guy thats gonna help me become licensed to sell insurance. As much as i hate selling its the only thing i know how to do that makes bank. I made $3000 to $4000 a month just selling cellphones and i half assed it the whole time.

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That's a real ass backward way of motivating yourself to succeed.

I don't measure myself by society's definition of "success".

im just happy to have a job at all and Madison wants for nothing. Shes well fed when I was always hungry growing up. She goes to the dentist every 6 months. I remember my parents taking me to the dentist TWICE. She has more clothes than me and my mom combined... my parents never bought my brother or me hardly any clothes to the point that when we were older and had jobs, we both felt guilty when we would buy ourselves clothes because we grew up thinking clothes were way too expensive to buy. She has all the kid stuff she asks for (except the 4 pokemon plushies she wants... I am not keeping track of 6 pokemon.. hard enough keeping track of two.)

shes 9

im halfway done raising her. I can SO do another 9 years easily and im kicking her out on her booty... but unlike my parents did with me, I am preparing her for the real world by nurturing all her talents and enforcing a love of learning at an early age.

she has a lot of stuff my TWO parents didn't provide for me... satellite TV with premium channels all her life, same school all her life (I went to like FOUR different elementary schools), help with her homework FROM me - my doesn't understand Madison's homework and doesn't even try to understand it.. just waits for me to get home and check it (my parents didn't help me out with school work even ONCE. I just happened to be precocious when I was young and didn't need their help. My brother did and he barely made it through school and cheated his way through all his courses. To this day, he can barely read and he cant get the better job he wants (but doesn't need) because he cant learn from books.),Madison has had access to a computer all her life (my dad pawned my computer and my cd player and never replaced them. I didn't have a computer again until I got a job and bought my own), everything she needs for school (I once went months without sneakers and wore my dress shoes to school even in gym and got bad marks because of it because neither my mom or dad would spend the money to get me new sneakers I lost while we were moving to yet ANOTHER house), Madison has only moved once, I moved more than 10x as a kid, Madison has never seen me drunk or inebriated, all my mom did was drink and party, I take Madison to the library regularly, the only library I saw as a kid was inside of schools and I started taking myself to the library by catching the bus myself when I was a teenager. When i was a preteen I had a subscription to harlequin and would get 4 books a month with a measly $20 I begged my parents for that i saved and paid for the subscription. In one of many houses we lived in the, the water heater broke and ruined like 30+ books I collected. I was so brokenhearted i stopped paying for the books. my parents didn't prepare me for college and didn't help me apply to ONE college.. didn't even MENTION it, I worked after high school and finally drug myself to school when I was 25, My parents were MIA on the weekends.. mom out partying with friends and getting drunk, Dad out chasing women - My dad took my brother and I to the movies ONCE and he bought his fucking mistress along with us. My mom took us to the park ONCE and her idiotic boyfriend was with us. Me and Madison do SOMETHING every single weekend. We also eat out every weekend and when we can afford it we go shopping, to the movies, to the musuems, parks, etc. EVERY. SINGLE. WEEKEND. If I go out to meet a guy, its after when Madison is home asleep.  Madison has never experienced a utility being cut off for more than 24 hours.. ive had stuff cut off because I forgot to pay- I pay it or make a payment arrangement and get it cut back on - my parents had lights, cable, water, etc cut off on a fairly regular basis, my dad would stop paying his rent and get so far behind instead of paying his rent, he would just move, we never went to the doctor or had medicine when we were sick (instead we were giving gross home remedies like castor oil), Madison gets a physical yearly and I have medicine on hand for every ailment shes ever had - the fridge is full of meds for her, ive never totaled my car, my mom totaled so many cars drunk driving that she can no longer drive without paying $1000 and hasn't driven a car in 3 decades, I take Madison to gymnastics and I take her to school every morning, my parents never took me to school, not even on the first day, I did ballet for like 2 or 3 classes before my parents stopped paying for it, Madison has been in gymnastics since she was 5 even tho I sometimes struggle to pay, she hasn't missed one month even when I was unemployed from august to November of last year, we celebrate Madison's birthday every single year and get her everything she asks for, last year I was unemployed during her birthday month - Madison still got a cake and an iphone7, my parents had ONE birthday party for me and gave me nothing after that... didn't even buy me a cake and I still looked forward to my birthday year after year and got ZILCH from either parent.

Im so happy that Madison has perfect eyesight. My eyes are still messed up now from my parents not getting me regular checkups. Once my glasses broke and I had to try and see with one lense for months and months. This permanently damaged my eyes and now I have a lazy eye and I see in two different powers in my eyes. If it were up to my parents, they would have kept me in bulky thick glasses all my life. I had to hustle to save money to buy my own contacts. Right now im  one of 1800 contacts oldest customers because I used them when I was 13. I don't remember how I got my prescription to them because internet wasn't a thing back then. I managed to get my dad to take me to the INITIAL eye exam for contacts but he would NOT take me to the follow up exam for the fitting. I think I begged one of my brother's friends to take me back. I don't know how I paid for the contacts but I somehow got a hold of a debit card and ordered my own contacts from them and had them shipped to the house. My dad nor mom helped me do any of this and to this day they never paid for ONE pair of contacts directly, I begged and saved what little money they gave me and bought the contacts myself because I looked HORRIBLE in my thick glasses and boys never looked at me and laughed at me for years because of them. I didn't have a boy really like me until I was 17. I was in band but barely with any help from my dad. Yah, he bought me instruments but that's pretty much it. I wasn't in band my freshman year because I didn't want to put up with begging him to take me to the audition. I got to the audition sophomore year only because I was already enrolled in the school and stayed after school for the audition. he didn't take me. Then later on during high school he stopped solid on picking me up from practice so I had to beg other parents to take me home and later when my friend was old enough and had her own car, id beg her to take me home. And she was buddying up to the racists in school around that time. I remember getting a ride with her and one of her "Country Corner" friends asked her "what is that black thing doing on your car" and she laughed it off. 

 

yah some people were sexually abused or worse growing up. I was lucky to just get beatings that went a little too far but that's like MOST people. my parents basically did the BARE minimum and my brother and I pretty much raised ourselves. 

so in comparison to all that, im doing pretty fucking well and I am a success because my kid is well taken care of, healthy and happy. (I remember being depressed and unhappy my entire fucking life and then I had a nervous breakdown when I was 20 and was diagnosed bipolar. If my parents gave a shit about us and actually nurtured us, hugged us and told us they loved us while providing a somewhat stable lifestyle, maybe I still wouldn't be suffering from ups and downs late in my fucking 30s). 

see all these complaints??? What will be Madison's biggest complaint when she's an adult? Probably that her dad wasn't around but she doesn't even think about that fool and hasn't mentioned him in years because she doesn't need him. Her mom is holding it down.

and oh.... it'd be SOOO easy for me not to work and just mooch off my mom and brothers or collect disability... my brother would come get Madison and raise her TONIGHT if I told him, too. Send her to private school and shit, too. He already takes her every time he's in town. He'd love to take her for good. But no, I know the best person for a child is their mother so I do EVERYTHING for mine.

So fuck you and your "success". :P

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3 hours ago, midnight said:

I spent the same amount today. 

On weed and bbq.

And sweet tea.

God damn Georgia sounds magical sometimes. 

But i wish you could have some of our weed at our prices. 50 bucks got me enough for at least two weeks, a month if I'm not wasteful. 

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1 hour ago, fuggstop said:

I don't measure myself by society's definition of "success".

im just happy to have a job at all and Madison wants for nothing. Shes well fed when I was always hungry growing up. She goes to the dentist every 6 months. I remember my parents taking me to the dentist TWICE. She has more clothes than me and my mom combined... my parents never bought my brother or me hardly any clothes to the point that when we were older and had jobs, we both felt guilty when we would buy ourselves clothes because we grew up thinking clothes were way too expensive to buy. She has all the kid stuff she asks for (except the 4 pokemon plushies she wants... I am not keeping track of 6 pokemon.. hard enough keeping track of two.)

shes 9

im halfway done raising her. I can SO do another 9 years easily and im kicking her out on her booty... but unlike my parents did with me, I am preparing her for the real world by nurturing all her talents and enforcing a love of learning at an early age.

she has a lot of stuff my TWO parents didn't provide for me... satellite TV with premium channels all her life, same school all her life (I went to like FOUR different elementary schools), help with her homework FROM me - my doesn't understand Madison's homework and doesn't even try to understand it.. just waits for me to get home and check it (my parents didn't help me out with school work even ONCE. I just happened to be precocious when I was young and didn't need their help. My brother did and he barely made it through school and cheated his way through all his courses. To this day, he can barely read and he cant get the better job he wants (but doesn't need) because he cant learn from books.),Madison has had access to a computer all her life (my dad pawned my computer and my cd player and never replaced them. I didn't have a computer again until I got a job and bought my own), everything she needs for school (I once went months without sneakers and wore my dress shoes to school even in gym and got bad marks because of it because neither my mom or dad would spend the money to get me new sneakers I lost while we were moving to yet ANOTHER house), Madison has only moved once, I moved more than 10x as a kid, Madison has never seen me drunk or inebriated, all my mom did was drink and party, I take Madison to the library regularly, the only library I saw as a kid was inside of schools and I started taking myself to the library by catching the bus myself when I was a teenager. When i was a preteen I had a subscription to harlequin and would get 4 books a month with a measly $20 I begged my parents for that i saved and paid for the subscription. In one of many houses we lived in the, the water heater broke and ruined like 30+ books I collected. I was so brokenhearted i stopped paying for the books. my parents didn't prepare me for college and didn't help me apply to ONE college.. didn't even MENTION it, I worked after high school and finally drug myself to school when I was 25, My parents were MIA on the weekends.. mom out partying with friends and getting drunk, Dad out chasing women - My dad took my brother and I to the movies ONCE and he bought his fucking mistress along with us. My mom took us to the park ONCE and her idiotic boyfriend was with us. Me and Madison do SOMETHING every single weekend. We also eat out every weekend and when we can afford it we go shopping, to the movies, to the musuems, parks, etc. EVERY. SINGLE. WEEKEND. If I go out to meet a guy, its after when Madison is home asleep.  Madison has never experienced a utility being cut off for more than 24 hours.. ive had stuff cut off because I forgot to pay- I pay it or make a payment arrangement and get it cut back on - my parents had lights, cable, water, etc cut off on a fairly regular basis, my dad would stop paying his rent and get so far behind instead of paying his rent, he would just move, we never went to the doctor or had medicine when we were sick (instead we were giving gross home remedies like castor oil), Madison gets a physical yearly and I have medicine on hand for every ailment shes ever had - the fridge is full of meds for her, ive never totaled my car, my mom totaled so many cars drunk driving that she can no longer drive without paying $1000 and hasn't driven a car in 3 decades, I take Madison to gymnastics and I take her to school every morning, my parents never took me to school, not even on the first day, I did ballet for like 2 or 3 classes before my parents stopped paying for it, Madison has been in gymnastics since she was 5 even tho I sometimes struggle to pay, she hasn't missed one month even when I was unemployed from august to November of last year, we celebrate Madison's birthday every single year and get her everything she asks for, last year I was unemployed during her birthday month - Madison still got a cake and an iphone7, my parents had ONE birthday party for me and gave me nothing after that... didn't even buy me a cake and I still looked forward to my birthday year after year and got ZILCH from either parent.

Im so happy that Madison has perfect eyesight. My eyes are still messed up now from my parents not getting me regular checkups. Once my glasses broke and I had to try and see with one lense for months and months. This permanently damaged my eyes and now I have a lazy eye and I see in two different powers in my eyes. If it were up to my parents, they would have kept me in bulky thick glasses all my life. I had to hustle to save money to buy my own contacts. Right now im  one of 1800 contacts oldest customers because I used them when I was 13. I don't remember how I got my prescription to them because internet wasn't a thing back then. I managed to get my dad to take me to the INITIAL eye exam for contacts but he would NOT take me to the follow up exam for the fitting. I think I begged one of my brother's friends to take me back. I don't know how I paid for the contacts but I somehow got a hold of a debit card and ordered my own contacts from them and had them shipped to the house. My dad nor mom helped me do any of this and to this day they never paid for ONE pair of contacts directly, I begged and saved what little money they gave me and bought the contacts myself because I looked HORRIBLE in my thick glasses and boys never looked at me and laughed at me for years because of them. I didn't have a boy really like me until I was 17. I was in band but barely with any help from my dad. Yah, he bought me instruments but that's pretty much it. I wasn't in band my freshman year because I didn't want to put up with begging him to take me to the audition. I got to the audition sophomore year only because I was already enrolled in the school and stayed after school for the audition. he didn't take me. Then later on during high school he stopped solid on picking me up from practice so I had to beg other parents to take me home and later when my friend was old enough and had her own car, id beg her to take me home. And she was buddying up to the racists in school around that time. I remember getting a ride with her and one of her "Country Corner" friends asked her "what is that black thing doing on your car" and she laughed it off. 

 

yah some people were sexually abused or worse growing up. I was lucky to just get beatings that went a little too far but that's like MOST people. my parents basically did the BARE minimum and my brother and I pretty much raised ourselves. 

so in comparison to all that, im doing pretty fucking well and I am a success because my kid is well taken care of, healthy and happy. (I remember being depressed and unhappy my entire fucking life and then I had a nervous breakdown when I was 20 and was diagnosed bipolar. If my parents gave a shit about us and actually nurtured us, hugged us and told us they loved us while providing a somewhat stable lifestyle, maybe I still wouldn't be suffering from ups and downs late in my fucking 30s). 

see all these complaints??? What will be Madison's biggest complaint when she's an adult? Probably that her dad wasn't around but she doesn't even think about that fool and hasn't mentioned him in years because she doesn't need him. Her mom is holding it down.

and oh.... it'd be SOOO easy for me not to work and just mooch off my mom and brothers or collect disability... my brother would come get Madison and raise her TONIGHT if I told him, too. Send her to private school and shit, too. He already takes her every time he's in town. He'd love to take her for good. But no, I know the best person for a child is their mother so I do EVERYTHING for mine.

So fuck you and your "success". :P

this was was too long for me to read but I liked the first sentence enough like the whole post and also I wouldn't ask you how you got the money I'm one of them people that minds their own business

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9 hours ago, KimopoBotar said:

God damn Georgia sounds magical sometimes. 

But i wish you could have some of our weed at our prices. 50 bucks got me enough for at least two weeks, a month if I'm not wasteful. 

100 will usually hold us for month. If we aren't wasteful as well.

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11 hours ago, fuggstop said:

I don't measure myself by society's definition of "success".

im just happy to have a job at all and Madison wants for nothing. Shes well fed when I was always hungry growing up. She goes to the dentist every 6 months. I remember my parents taking me to the dentist TWICE. She has more clothes than me and my mom combined... my parents never bought my brother or me hardly any clothes to the point that when we were older and had jobs, we both felt guilty when we would buy ourselves clothes because we grew up thinking clothes were way too expensive to buy. She has all the kid stuff she asks for (except the 4 pokemon plushies she wants... I am not keeping track of 6 pokemon.. hard enough keeping track of two.)

shes 9

im halfway done raising her. I can SO do another 9 years easily and im kicking her out on her booty... but unlike my parents did with me, I am preparing her for the real world by nurturing all her talents and enforcing a love of learning at an early age.

she has a lot of stuff my TWO parents didn't provide for me... satellite TV with premium channels all her life, same school all her life (I went to like FOUR different elementary schools), help with her homework FROM me - my doesn't understand Madison's homework and doesn't even try to understand it.. just waits for me to get home and check it (my parents didn't help me out with school work even ONCE. I just happened to be precocious when I was young and didn't need their help. My brother did and he barely made it through school and cheated his way through all his courses. To this day, he can barely read and he cant get the better job he wants (but doesn't need) because he cant learn from books.),Madison has had access to a computer all her life (my dad pawned my computer and my cd player and never replaced them. I didn't have a computer again until I got a job and bought my own), everything she needs for school (I once went months without sneakers and wore my dress shoes to school even in gym and got bad marks because of it because neither my mom or dad would spend the money to get me new sneakers I lost while we were moving to yet ANOTHER house), Madison has only moved once, I moved more than 10x as a kid, Madison has never seen me drunk or inebriated, all my mom did was drink and party, I take Madison to the library regularly, the only library I saw as a kid was inside of schools and I started taking myself to the library by catching the bus myself when I was a teenager. When i was a preteen I had a subscription to harlequin and would get 4 books a month with a measly $20 I begged my parents for that i saved and paid for the subscription. In one of many houses we lived in the, the water heater broke and ruined like 30+ books I collected. I was so brokenhearted i stopped paying for the books. my parents didn't prepare me for college and didn't help me apply to ONE college.. didn't even MENTION it, I worked after high school and finally drug myself to school when I was 25, My parents were MIA on the weekends.. mom out partying with friends and getting drunk, Dad out chasing women - My dad took my brother and I to the movies ONCE and he bought his fucking mistress along with us. My mom took us to the park ONCE and her idiotic boyfriend was with us. Me and Madison do SOMETHING every single weekend. We also eat out every weekend and when we can afford it we go shopping, to the movies, to the musuems, parks, etc. EVERY. SINGLE. WEEKEND. If I go out to meet a guy, its after when Madison is home asleep.  Madison has never experienced a utility being cut off for more than 24 hours.. ive had stuff cut off because I forgot to pay- I pay it or make a payment arrangement and get it cut back on - my parents had lights, cable, water, etc cut off on a fairly regular basis, my dad would stop paying his rent and get so far behind instead of paying his rent, he would just move, we never went to the doctor or had medicine when we were sick (instead we were giving gross home remedies like castor oil), Madison gets a physical yearly and I have medicine on hand for every ailment shes ever had - the fridge is full of meds for her, ive never totaled my car, my mom totaled so many cars drunk driving that she can no longer drive without paying $1000 and hasn't driven a car in 3 decades, I take Madison to gymnastics and I take her to school every morning, my parents never took me to school, not even on the first day, I did ballet for like 2 or 3 classes before my parents stopped paying for it, Madison has been in gymnastics since she was 5 even tho I sometimes struggle to pay, she hasn't missed one month even when I was unemployed from august to November of last year, we celebrate Madison's birthday every single year and get her everything she asks for, last year I was unemployed during her birthday month - Madison still got a cake and an iphone7, my parents had ONE birthday party for me and gave me nothing after that... didn't even buy me a cake and I still looked forward to my birthday year after year and got ZILCH from either parent.

Im so happy that Madison has perfect eyesight. My eyes are still messed up now from my parents not getting me regular checkups. Once my glasses broke and I had to try and see with one lense for months and months. This permanently damaged my eyes and now I have a lazy eye and I see in two different powers in my eyes. If it were up to my parents, they would have kept me in bulky thick glasses all my life. I had to hustle to save money to buy my own contacts. Right now im  one of 1800 contacts oldest customers because I used them when I was 13. I don't remember how I got my prescription to them because internet wasn't a thing back then. I managed to get my dad to take me to the INITIAL eye exam for contacts but he would NOT take me to the follow up exam for the fitting. I think I begged one of my brother's friends to take me back. I don't know how I paid for the contacts but I somehow got a hold of a debit card and ordered my own contacts from them and had them shipped to the house. My dad nor mom helped me do any of this and to this day they never paid for ONE pair of contacts directly, I begged and saved what little money they gave me and bought the contacts myself because I looked HORRIBLE in my thick glasses and boys never looked at me and laughed at me for years because of them. I didn't have a boy really like me until I was 17. I was in band but barely with any help from my dad. Yah, he bought me instruments but that's pretty much it. I wasn't in band my freshman year because I didn't want to put up with begging him to take me to the audition. I got to the audition sophomore year only because I was already enrolled in the school and stayed after school for the audition. he didn't take me. Then later on during high school he stopped solid on picking me up from practice so I had to beg other parents to take me home and later when my friend was old enough and had her own car, id beg her to take me home. And she was buddying up to the racists in school around that time. I remember getting a ride with her and one of her "Country Corner" friends asked her "what is that black thing doing on your car" and she laughed it off. 

 

yah some people were sexually abused or worse growing up. I was lucky to just get beatings that went a little too far but that's like MOST people. my parents basically did the BARE minimum and my brother and I pretty much raised ourselves. 

so in comparison to all that, im doing pretty fucking well and I am a success because my kid is well taken care of, healthy and happy. (I remember being depressed and unhappy my entire fucking life and then I had a nervous breakdown when I was 20 and was diagnosed bipolar. If my parents gave a shit about us and actually nurtured us, hugged us and told us they loved us while providing a somewhat stable lifestyle, maybe I still wouldn't be suffering from ups and downs late in my fucking 30s). 

see all these complaints??? What will be Madison's biggest complaint when she's an adult? Probably that her dad wasn't around but she doesn't even think about that fool and hasn't mentioned him in years because she doesn't need him. Her mom is holding it down.

and oh.... it'd be SOOO easy for me not to work and just mooch off my mom and brothers or collect disability... my brother would come get Madison and raise her TONIGHT if I told him, too. Send her to private school and shit, too. He already takes her every time he's in town. He'd love to take her for good. But no, I know the best person for a child is their mother so I do EVERYTHING for mine.

So fuck you and your "success". :P

I didn't read any of that.

 

 

I live in a basement. :$

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