Unfortunately, it has to be done, man. I don't like doing adult shit, either. It needs to be done, though. Especially being a male minority, you have to wear that cap a lot. Pretty much all the time. I know it sucks horse dick, but it has to be done. Good news, though, is that you get a chance to let the hair down and have fun once in a while. It just happens to be in the form of roasting motherfuckers to a crisp and a couple of other things, but still....enjoy things.