jackiemarie90

A lot of kids get to home this week, ride out these times with their family. And it's just hitting me that I have no one to ride this thing out with. No family, friends to scared to leave their rooms. A shared kitchen with people who think I'm crazy, I haven't been stocking up on supplies. Idk, I know of video games and a ton of readings, but this isolating thing, is going to be more difficult than I thought. I've been laughing at this virus the for the longest time, but today, I just feel like a lonely fool. lol Idk Edit: I have made sure to have bought some weed to last me awhile. >__>

Happy freaking birthday man!!!

Yackbox donut adventure. This is our donut comrades.

Happy birthday!!

My school is kinda on quarantine right now. All classes have moved to online format, many offices closed. They are already closing down 1 residential hall for the whole semester. But I'm staying in a student co-op of 65ish people, and we all share food in an industrial kitchen and of course bathrooms too. lol

I actually did talk to him recently. We basically are just friends in the same class right now. But I'm starting to see that he is really, really right winged. >__> Like he is obsessed with watching right opinion youtube videos and always on the conservative page on reddit. I kinda feel bad that he prefers this echo chamber because it doesn't make him happy, it just makes me him want to be angry at something new everyday. But it's his life and I've been having fun on the bumble dating app. XD

I've done dishes by hand I feel like my whole life cause I've never had a dishwasher. XD So to me it doesn't feel like a big deal. lol But I really did it cause I wanted to cook some french toast for myself for breakfast, but there was literally no clean dishes at all. Plus I'm living in a student co-op right now, and we all have to put in at least 5 hours of workshifts a week to keep the rent low. And today was fine day if we were behind in hours. And that 1 hour I think prevents me from getting fined. >__>

I don’t have a makeup bag for everyday. I do have A LOT of makeup tho, and it tends to take over my desk lol. I displayed my eyeshadow palette, 2 blushes and bronzer I’m using right now.

Sometimes you are in the mood for something, and sometimes not. Just do what makes you feel good and won't harm you in the long run. XD

It's interesting how many people are worried about their posts. Although I'd say it's a valid thing to worry about since old posts are ruining peoples careers lately. lmao

Yeah, for awhile I would isolate myself in my room all the time because I was afraid that everyone would hate me. It would get ridiculous where instead of cooking a meal in the communal kitchen I would just waste money on delivery so I wouldn't see people. XD I felt like that again this morning, and was close to turning around when I got to the kitchen and saw a lot of people there, but then I saw a flippin mess of dishes, and ask to pick up the workshift hours to wash them myself. And everyone was grateful about it. XD

I know, I guess it's was hard to separate the fact that overthinking helps me in school alot, but tends to sabotage my social life.

Well thank you for trying. 🙂

Since I tend to sabotage man relationships in my life by doing this, I'm gonna try to work to be better. XD

I guess I feel like I don't need to prove my intelligence through grammar, which is why I leave so many mistakes on my posts alone. I just don't care anymore. lol

I'm gonna try an work on myself to be better. lol

Apparently, everyone else knew this about me too. >__> Why ya'll didn't say anything? That I think too much about shit and tend to ruin things cause of this. It's not just friends, my psychiatrist was saying this. Knowing doesn't make it better tho. -__-

Dayum what a day

Happy Birthday!!

Freaking out about life when I should be doing homework >_>

I hope they let you use your vape, and I hope you feel better.

Is there a friday night game or nah?

Happy birthday!!!

I hate university, take me home

That's still a 4.0 and it's better than me right now.