Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 it will not allow me to disregard facts in favor of anyone's feeling or opinion including my own. like I can't call a truck a car and I can't call a spider an insect because I am aware of what things are and what they aren't doing such makes you sound like an ignorant fool Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bnmjy Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 You don't bother using proper punctuation though. Hey-O! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Still Me Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 spiders aren’t insects......they are arachnids Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
discolé monade Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 things i love about my ocd 1. i don't stop cleaning, until it's all cleaned. 2. i like touching everything on particular rows at the store. 3. i like having to tap something with my right hand, because i tapped it with my left 5. weed makes the ocd really groovy. /s/ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 real OCD sucks there is nothing good about it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TrigunBebop Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 One thing I love about my OCD is how my hands are always clean. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 3 hours ago, bnmjy said: You don't bother using proper punctuation though. Hey-O! yeah yeah Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 2 hours ago, Still Me said: spiders aren’t insects......they are arachnids no shit I know this but if you tell some guys that Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 1 hour ago, discolemonade said: things i love about my ocd 1. i don't stop cleaning, until it's all cleaned. 2. i like touching everything on particular rows at the store. 3. i like having to tap something with my right hand, because i tapped it with my left 5. weed makes the ocd really groovy. /s/ I like weed it helps 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Still Me Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 1 minute ago, Mini_Ghost said: no shit I know this but if you tell some guys that eh....I just figured if your OCD won’t kill them then it would at least get arachnids right.... just saiyan Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 1 hour ago, Phillies said: real OCD sucks there is nothing good about it you don't come at me with that shit I live extreme OCD I know more about it than you ever will. a with a degree said so and the government gives me disability cuz I can't even leave the house most of the time cuz of it. you don't know shit about shit 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 9 minutes ago, TrigunBebop said: One thing I love about my OCD is how my hands are always clean. yeah clean hands is good it prevents sickness Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 3 minutes ago, Still Me said: eh....I just figured if your OCD won’t kill them then it would at least get arachnids right.... just saiyan yeah I know. I agree with you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TrigunBebop Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 1 minute ago, Mini_Ghost said: yeah clean hands is good it prevents sickness Not when you wash them so much that cracks appear all over your knuckles... >.>;; Man, those were fun times Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 Just now, TrigunBebop said: Not when you wash them so much that cracks appear all over your knuckles... >.>;; Man, those were fun times that's not really one of my triggers so I've never done that. I spend a lot of time just counting everything Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TrigunBebop Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 Just now, Mini_Ghost said: that's not really one of my triggers so I've never done that. I spend a lot of time just counting everything Good. That shit is awful. Imagine your hands always bleeding and always feeling like they're on fire. And then imagine having to wear lotion/gloves 24/7 for several weeks while that shit heals. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 Just now, TrigunBebop said: Good. That shit is awful. Imagine your hands always bleeding and always feeling like they're on fire. And then imagine having to wear lotion/gloves 24/7 for several weeks while that shit heals. yeah I know. I've seen it at a support group thing. my triggers aren't any less extreme they just manifest in other ways Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 19 minutes ago, Mini_Ghost said: you don't come at me with that shit I live extreme OCD I know more about it than you ever will. a with a degree said so and the government gives me disability cuz I can't even leave the house most of the time cuz of it. you don't know shit about shit I am pursuing disability for bipolar currently. Have a past history of OCD but I beat it. Worst OCD thoughts: a) thought parents were drugging the food so I had to eat out of cans and bags for years. Dispelled the thought and... b) thought I had to take LSD or get sent to hell after I died. That thought lasted for 2 years then dispelled. OCD doesn't scare me, the bipolar monster is even worse... or yeah and I thought I had rabies, that thought ruined a whole summer vacation. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 3 minutes ago, Phillies said: I am pursuing disability for bipolar currently. Have a past history of OCD but I beat it. Worst OCD thoughts: a) thought parents were drugging the food so I had to eat out of cans and bags for years. Dispelled the thought and... b) thought I had to take LSD or get sent to hell after I died. That thought lasted for 2 years then dispelled. OCD doesn't scare me, the bipolar monster is even worse... or yeah and I thought I had rabies, that thought ruined a whole summer vacation. I think weird shit like that all the time.they literally stop me from leaving my house. but I still don't see it has "bad"... cuz I have an idea that nothing is really "good or "bad". it's all just chaos I hope you get on disability man. have you been denied before? it tooks me 3 times to get on it I think they just deny the first time regardless Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 Just now, Mini_Ghost said: I think weird shit like that all the time.they literally stop me from leaving my house. but I still don't see it has "bad"... cuz I have an idea that nothing is really "good or "bad". it's all just chaos I hope you get on disability man. have you been denied before? it tooks me 3 times to get on it I think they just deny the first time regardless Did you get an attorney and go to a hearing the 2nd time? I was denied the first attempt so now I filed for a hearing. You tried the ocd medications I take it? Only thing that ever worked for my ocd was quitting smoking and all other substances. I have a theory nicotine and smoke in the lungs just makes the anxiety worse. Then I had to retrain my brain to look forward instead of getting caught up in the thought. Those were some of the most uncomfortable years of my life dude. I'd rather be dead then go back to that shit. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 Just now, Phillies said: Did you get an attorney and go to a hearing the 2nd time? I was denied the first attempt so now I filed for a hearing. You tried the ocd medications I take it? Only thing that ever worked for my ocd was quitting smoking and all other substances. I have a theory nicotine and smoke in the lungs just makes the anxiety worse. Then I had to retrain my brain to look forward instead of getting caught up in the thought. Those were some of the most uncomfortable years of my life dude. I'd rather be dead then go back to that shit. I didn't have a lawyer I had a case worker and psychiatrists and they tried to give me medz but I refuse to take them cuz I think they're poison. I don't really know any other way of being to compare it too so that's why I say I'm used to it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 Just now, Mini_Ghost said: I didn't have a lawyer I had a case worker and psychiatrists and they tried to give me medz but I refuse to take them cuz I think they're poison. I don't really know any other way of being to compare it too so that's why I say I'm used to it I completely understand your position. Don't give up , you could try for better (though I am not saying you should) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 1 minute ago, Phillies said: I completely understand your position. Don't give up , you could try for better (though I am not saying you should) I know. I got to take baby steps man Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 Just now, Mini_Ghost said: I know. I got to take baby steps man other normal people don''t get mental illness. They think this shit is a joke , that is the worst part about it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 (edited) 4 hours ago, Mini_Ghost said: it will not allow me to disregard facts in favor of anyone's feeling or opinion including my own. like I can't call a truck a car and I can't call a spider an insect because I am aware of what things are and what they aren't doing such makes you sound like an ignorant fool in that other thread tho you were saying they aren't bugs. when bug is pretty much informal slang. some ppl consider all arthropods bugs. like some ppl consider shrimp crabs and lobster bugs. others say all arthropods besides crustaceans are bugs. then some ppl say just tiny arthropods are bugs. still others say only true insects are bugs. if your OCD doesn't account for slang and the science of how humans use and define words, your OCD is weaksauce Edited September 12, 2018 by Poof Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 1 minute ago, Poof said: in that other thread tho you were saying they aren't bugs. when bug is pretty much informal slang. some ppl consider all arthropods bugs. like some ppl consider shrimp crabs and lobster bugs. others say all arthropods besides crustaceans are bugs. then some ppl say just tiny arthropods are bugs. still others say only true insects are bugs. if your OCD doesn't account for slang and the science of how humans define words, your OCD is weaksauce I think using slang words is what's weaksause. just call things what they are Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 5 minutes ago, Mini_Ghost said: I think using slang words is what's weaksause. just call things what they are slang words kinda like new non-established words. sometimes they survive and become proper words. even if they retain elements of ambiguity. for example, you're the mini ghost. but what are you? the minimum ghost? or the miniature ghost? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 1 minute ago, Poof said: slang words kinda like new non-established words. sometimes they survive and become proper words. even if they retain elements of ambiguity. for example, you're the mini ghost. but what are you? the minimum ghost? or the miniature ghost? now this is more something I can use and think about. when you call my disorder "weaksause" it just puts me on the defense and makes me hate slang words even more Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 12, 2018 Author Share Posted September 12, 2018 I always thought of it as miniature ghost like a little ghost inside me. but know I got another thought cycle about it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 1 minute ago, Mini_Ghost said: now this is more something I can use and think about. when you call my disorder "weaksause" it just puts me on the defense and makes me hate slang words even more I was just playing around with that weaksauce part. I didn't really mean it. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 6 minutes ago, Mini_Ghost said: I always thought of it as miniature ghost like a little ghost inside me. but know I got another thought cycle about it I thought so too. Maybe when it comes to words and your OCD, you can try and remember that a word isn't independent of the author/speaker, and authors use words like tools. And that the speaker has one meaning in mind when using the word. It can be the wrong word but if you are aware of the author you know what they mean. Like... when i worked in the chinese restaurant, my boss thought when americans said "crispy" they meant "chewy" so when customers said they wanted their chicken extra crispy, he would pick out the pieces with more gristle bc he thought thats what they wanted. It took awhile to get him to break the habit, but in the meantime, when I heard him say "crispy" I knew he meant "chewy" even tho it was technically wrong. Wrong tool for the job, but it got the job done since I knew what he meant. Kinda like using a screwdriver to hammer in a nail. It's not the right tool, but under certain circumstances it can get the job done. Maybe that can help or maybe i just made it worse 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted September 12, 2018 Share Posted September 12, 2018 There is a difference of understanding facts and just plain nitpicking on labels that the left pushes on others as an oppressive means of elitism. Giving them the facade that they know what they are talking about because they follow a certain academic standard with it's roots in colonialism. But I don't know I fuck up those labels all the time. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 13, 2018 Author Share Posted September 13, 2018 1 hour ago, Poof said: I thought so too. Maybe when it comes to words and your OCD, you can try and remember that a word isn't independent of the author/speaker, and authors use words like tools. And that the speaker has one meaning in mind when using the word. It can be the wrong word but if you are aware of the author you know what they mean. Like... when i worked in the chinese restaurant, my boss thought when americans said "crispy" they meant "chewy" so when customers said they wanted their chicken extra crispy, he would pick out the pieces with more gristle bc he thought thats what they wanted. It took awhile to get him to break the habit, but in the meantime, when I heard him say "crispy" I knew he meant "chewy" even tho it was technically wrong. Wrong tool for the job, but it got the job done since I knew what he meant. Kinda like using a screwdriver to hammer in a nail. It's not the right tool, but under certain circumstances it can get the job done. Maybe that can help or maybe i just made it worse it does help poof you're good Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 13, 2018 Author Share Posted September 13, 2018 1 hour ago, jackiemarie90 said: There is a difference of understanding facts and just plain nitpicking on labels that the left pushes on others as an oppressive means of elitism. Giving them the facade that they know what they are talking about because they follow a certain academic standard with it's roots in colonialism. But I don't know I fuck up those labels all the time. yeah I know what you mean the left can be oppressive too. I once got mad about it and went all right wing but that isn't really me either. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PhilosipherStoned Posted September 13, 2018 Share Posted September 13, 2018 lol those same things kind of annoy me, and I don't think I'm OCD. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 13, 2018 Author Share Posted September 13, 2018 50 minutes ago, PhilosipherStoned said: lol those same things kind of annoy me, and I don't think I'm OCD. oh they do more then kind of annoy me. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted September 13, 2018 Share Posted September 13, 2018 3 hours ago, Mini_Ghost said: yeah I know what you mean the left can be oppressive too. I once got mad about it and went all right wing but that isn't really me either. No side is perfect. I'm a hardcore leftist too but really you just call out the bad things when you see it on either side. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 13, 2018 Author Share Posted September 13, 2018 5 minutes ago, jackiemarie90 said: No side is perfect. I'm a hardcore leftist too but really you just call out the bad things when you see it on either side. yeah exactly 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DragonSinger Posted September 13, 2018 Share Posted September 13, 2018 7 hours ago, Mini_Ghost said: yeah I know what you mean the left can be oppressive too. I once got mad about it and went all right wing but that isn't really me either. Oppressive? I'm sorry, which side recently courted white supremacists and decided that we needed concentration camps for little kids? Get the fuck outta here with that both sides bullshit. Especially when the right votes for a proven con man like Donald Trump with monsters in his administration like Jeff Sessions and Mike Pence. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted September 13, 2018 Author Share Posted September 13, 2018 2 hours ago, SorceressPol said: Oppressive? I'm sorry, which side recently courted white supremacists and decided that we needed concentration camps for little kids? Get the fuck outta here with that both sides bullshit. Especially when the right votes for a proven con man like Donald Trump with monsters in his administration like Jeff Sessions and Mike Pence. ~sigh~ I was in no way defending the right wings. you're preaching to the choir. but I'll still call the left out on it's bullshit Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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