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You shouldnt be depressed if youre being responsible and going out there and doing all that stuff. Whats the study material for?

Only if i have a nightmare

And now im in horrible pain bc i havent really eaten for like 5 days. Yesterday i had some milk and cookies thats about it tho. Ive been so bored w/life lately. Im kinda feeling the urge to film again finally. Just as something to do really. I still get plenty of new requests to cam. I thought after not filming for so long that everything except regulars would dry up more but still pretty strong. Ive been reading a ton but thats getting boring too. Idk what else to do besides absorb myself into working out to be in good shape to film. Im plenty skinny rn as always just need the endurance and toning. I play videogames sometimes so ive been thinking about doing twitch. Itd be nice if i could cultivate a following on there but im afraid itll make videogames feel like work. I almost even wanna get a job just to have something to do.

They only call it that bc it sells better than "deep fried cheese" even tho thats exactly the reason americans order so much of it

Me and my mom would watch predator together

If i had to do it (of course theyd never let an ex pornstar drive kids to school) i'd just try and build a habit of blocking them out completely and focusing on the road unless they had an emergency. I wouldnt even try to engage them to keep them quiet. Maybe theyll be too into their phones to be loud like we were tho.

Yea i have lots of coffee and my meds are a diuretic too. I drink tons of water to stay hydrated and pee like 6 times in the morning

This is true. I was working w/a girl who had a sponge in and i had no idea til our director asked her how the sponge was doing

Yea don't do sponges or anything. Toxic shock is real

Yea those kids are gonna fuck u up

I like traditional but I've been reading ebooks blown up on my tv lately

Do wut now

i'm kinda glad i never got my scars removed. im covered in them. i used to think it'd stop ppl from shooting me but i guess it doesn't. i never got any tattoos but i'm neutral about it bc i think not having any helps w/attracting a certain type of high roller viewer who wants that in a performer. they look so cool on other girls tho so sometimes i'm envious

I dont think so. I think its more like you cant get to be the biggest of the big without help. And tlc is only going to bother showing us the biggest ppl

are u a feeder?

nice knees !

2 minute warning

I noticed ginguys boner for u today as well

Youre so fussy

Wut ink

Yea i hate mouth full of gold teeth. One or two is alright.

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It's true. I'm glad u finally told them

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!