Poof

I guess I'll just have to believe you

Prove me wrong

When it causes pain

you didnt have 3 hairless cats named different versions of tony

i hate that i'm shooting down like every suggestion but i'm allergic

idk if i have a writing itch. i haven't finished a story since highschool and thats bc it was an assignment and i only did it bc i was stuck in detention w/just paper and pencil

yes

I like writing posts. thats fun. like my big issue w/writing or any creative thing ppl have suggested is how the process of it is a chore and i wanna do something thats fun for me. i could force myself to write and i could make something maybe it would be cool and make me $$ even but it wouldnt be recreation. does that kinda explain it better?

yea shoots are the way to go but a job would fill up my social meter more probably

yea i know. i haven't painted in awhile but i do write and do music on the computer. normally that entertains me but lately it's like ehhhhh. i should force myself to finish my 3rd painting

My new mission is to convert you to NabRyan2020. I am liking the suggestions tho tyvm.

But Tim Ryan is the real answer

What do u mean?

you might be onto something

can u even have a mid life crisis if your whole life is a crisis?

honestly i hate everythng i write

thats me rn its fine to say that i said in the op i was thinking of getting a job for just that reason

find the butt and do what feels right

of course i get like that too sometimes but lately i've just been super super bored. i'm alright w/my purpose i guess. i just need something

i don't have the goggles

it's good to have options but don't overload yourself

but how?