Lynnrael

transition timelines be like

isn't burning man just a place for yuppies and rich kids to get fucked up?

good for him

i just called my chosen name my real name without thinking about it, which feels significant for some reason. it's weird, you get used to things and they just kind of feel like they become permanent, until they're not. nothing is really permanent, but the illusion can seem so concrete. my name was one thing, and that was me, whether i liked it or not. more 30 years of being a thing, and it can be hard to feel like you have a choice in it. when I first picked my name, i loved it (still do of course) but it was hard for me to feel like that's who i am. now it feels like the name i was always supposed to have, even though it wasn't. My name is my name because of who I've been and the life I've lived. if i had been blessed to find out i was trans before puberty, I'd probably have an entirely different name. if i was cis i wouldn't have ever really had a reason to choose one at all. but I got to choose a name for myself, and i got to do so with 30 years of life to inform that decision. that feels special. that makes it feel way more real than my deadname ever did.

it's so small that if you took every cell in your body and laid them end to end you would be dead because we don't even have people who can fix that. that's how small it is

how the fuck is it already September i just barely got used to August. time needs to slow down also I'm pretty sure it was new years but yeah

i misread the title as copaganda

I'm terrified of losing my glasses, because i can't see well enough to look for them if i don't have them on

also me

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