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i've seen plenty of pieces that seemed mind-numbingly stupid. mostly sculptures. that video is a manifestation of those feelings.

i've had it since puberty. i would say its normal insomnia. im getting old, ya know. my multiple day journeys are long gone. the body gives out before the mind, these days. nah, that stuff has made me want/think to die before b/c my maker was testing batches with me when he first started out. so i know my limits and how fkd you can get with edibles. it really wasn't painful just your insides moving all around. i haven't done a binge in several years. a good vape for 10mins is what i would do now, nothing more. got stuff to do...i haven't in over a year. ... oh my god. that last binge was the last time i had a long sleep...6 or so years ago. thanks for reminding me! i was rolling around on the floor feeling my head about to pop off so i tried to sleep and it worked! good stuff.

hm. we just told him who got him what. its written on the boxes anyway. he knows what santa looks like but not what he does. i didn't grow up with that type of jargon so...meh. as far as he knows hes a fat white dude that wears a dress.

nice ghost i got stuff. to start more projects. im going to be so fing busy next year im fing excited. and tired. yay.

that stuff doesn't help me sleep or get hungry. i already have insomnia sober so... gime sum plox

is this art

he must have a ton...so does mine...each year we just get a bigger container for them, and it just keeps getting bigger...and bigger... this is the last year im getting any. everyone else keeps getting him more anyway.

can't help you there since i don't want boobs. use the rage that goes alongside with anguish/pain. yes use the pain so ppl know it. its a great motivator.

yea hes great...too bad he disappeared...

hxh? you obviously need to pin him down to assert dominance if he doesn't like that tell him you're just sparing lol. get it jacky!

lol, that was satisfying, thanks.

you still do porn? im not familiar with how you get paid in that industry... maybe do more kinky vids/requests for better pay. your op looked fine for a go fund me tho. maybe talk more about your feelings and such. mental anguish for not having knockers and about your journey about your transit.

hard pass

i tried that and they wouldn't let me. on the app or on the phone. i guess i should let american express suck me off since they have been all over it this past year... on topic, i hate potty training. he peed on everything... everything

congrats pat! good luck on the first 3 months...

their trimmers are garbage. the old school razor is the only thing they sell that's worth a damn.

look like you're busy/doing something strenuous. curse a bit and pretend you hurt yourself then curse louder and kick the thing you're working on. that usually keeps the neighbors at bay.

tears

its my go to cheese. i buy it and use it more than any other cheese, and i do love my cheeses. i always have cheddar and havarti in the fridge with 2 rando cheeses i think ill like. thats what i did with beer during my 20s. 30s seems to be with cheese and meats.

only on the tv, never on the phone or computers.

i mean you're really just giving yourself a rimjob with those wipes. tp should get most of it... then again, i change a lot of diapers. maybe that's why.

yea i looked. you were playing some survival zombie game ive never seen. i didn't really understand everything that was happening lol.

you should throw away jealousy - it is a worthless emotion and a waste of time. idk what your irl job is, so all i can tell you is my experience in the corporate world. 1. no one actually cares about you, your feelings, your problems, your backstory. 2. dress accordingly, and professionally. be clean cut. if you must have long hair or a beard, make it look damn good. enough that strangers wouldn't mind eating off of it. 3. never be late, never cancel, always say yes when asked to do a different job/task when asked by a superior. you don't say no. never. 4. smile and be polite. never show anger or disgust under any circumstances. surprise pikachu face is acceptable. 5. do not discuss religion and politics. if your boss asks, say you don't care about politics, and you keep religion at home/church. 6. be good at what you do. don't milk the first 90 days to be awesome at your job. learn that shit asap and keep up that pace until you get a raise/promotion. then do it again. 7. keep outside of work life to a routine so you're at 110% at the start of your day at work everyday. don't get smashed the night before work. don't do stupid shit. you need to outrun your coworkers in daily tasks, learn something new everyday even if you have to hunt it down - do it. learn. no one cares about you. all they see is productivity, smiles, and looking good while you kick ass. go kick some ass. if you think you've plateaued find a new job with your current credentials and good standing with the company you're with. again, you work for a machine and no one cares about you. be a good cog, be well oiled, be flexible, and kick your coworkers ass at everything you do. make your boss feel like you're essential. smile.