Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 And now im in horrible pain bc i havent really eaten for like 5 days. Yesterday i had some milk and cookies thats about it tho. Ive been so bored w/life lately. Im kinda feeling the urge to film again finally. Just as something to do really. I still get plenty of new requests to cam. I thought after not filming for so long that everything except regulars would dry up more but still pretty strong. Ive been reading a ton but thats getting boring too. Idk what else to do besides absorb myself into working out to be in good shape to film. Im plenty skinny rn as always just need the endurance and toning. I play videogames sometimes so ive been thinking about doing twitch. Itd be nice if i could cultivate a following on there but im afraid itll make videogames feel like work. I almost even wanna get a job just to have something to do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PhilosipherStoned Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 I think all the interviews and different study material I've recieved over the last two weeks worked up a nice case of anxiety/depression for me. I thought about getting some to go food or something somewhere, but just ended up coming home with a jack link's beef/cheese stick, and a soft drink. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mix Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 You should write Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 56 minutes ago, PhilosipherStoned said: I think all the interviews and different study material I've recieved over the last two weeks worked up a nice case of anxiety/depression for me. I thought about getting some to go food or something somewhere, but just ended up coming home with a jack link's beef/cheese stick, and a soft drink. You shouldnt be depressed if youre being responsible and going out there and doing all that stuff. Whats the study material for? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Codename: Jackass Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 Would you like to play a nice round of badminton with ya boy empty? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PhilosipherStoned Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 One was an online course going over insurance by laws and policies..and this packets to study for a class b commercial driving test. I havent really looked at it much, but it's all the rules and regulations for the written or online test portion. Nothing too crazy I guess. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 28 minutes ago, Mix said: You should write Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 16 minutes ago, empty said: Would you like to play a nice round of badminton with ya boy empty? but how? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Codename: Jackass Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 Virtual reality, my dear Poof. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 17 minutes ago, PhilosipherStoned said: One was an online course going over insurance by laws and policies..and this packets to study for a class b commercial driving test. I havent really looked at it much, but it's all the rules and regulations for the written or online test portion. Nothing too crazy I guess. it's good to have options but don't overload yourself Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 1 minute ago, empty said: Virtual reality, my dear Poof. i don't have the goggles Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Codename: Jackass Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 1 minute ago, Poof said: i don't have the goggles MINDLINK ACTIVATE MINDLINK (powered by Google) WILL BEAM TARGETED ADVERTISEMENTS DIRECTLY INTO YOUR CEREBRAL CORTEX. PLEASE DISCONTINUE USE OF MINDLINK IF YOU DO NOT AGREE TO THESE TERMS. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Codename: Jackass Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 For serious though, I have also been experiencing that existential ennui that makes me question my role and function in this cold, uncaring universe and why I have chosen to waste my limited time the way I do. But at least there are memes and vidya. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 9 minutes ago, empty said: MINDLINK ACTIVATE MINDLINK (powered by Google) WILL BEAM TARGETED ADVERTISEMENTS DIRECTLY INTO YOUR CEREBRAL CORTEX. PLEASE DISCONTINUE USE OF MINDLINK IF YOU DO NOT AGREE TO THESE TERMS. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 12 minutes ago, empty said: For serious though, I have also been experiencing that existential ennui that makes me question my role and function in this cold, uncaring universe and why I have chosen to waste my limited time the way I do. But at least there are memes and vidya. of course i get like that too sometimes but lately i've just been super super bored. i'm alright w/my purpose i guess. i just need something Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 Just now, Dick sail said: Show me how to film. My filming sucks. find the butt and do what feels right Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Codename: Jackass Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 41 minutes ago, Poof said: 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Codename: Jackass Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 38 minutes ago, Poof said: of course i get like that too sometimes but lately i've just been super super bored. i'm alright w/my purpose i guess. i just need something I start to go crazy if I don't have something to occupy myself with for long enough. I hate my job but it's good to get me out of the house and active doing something. Not to sound like "GET A JERB DUR DURR" but I get where you're coming from with the boredom. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 4 minutes ago, empty said: I start to go crazy if I don't have something to occupy myself with for long enough. I hate my job but it's good to get me out of the house and active doing something. Not to sound like "GET A JERB DUR DURR" but I get where you're coming from with the boredom. thats me rn its fine to say that i said in the op i was thinking of getting a job for just that reason Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mix Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 1 hour ago, Poof said: I didn't say anything about a book....just write, see what comes of it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Distortedreasoning Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 sounds like a crisis of some sort. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 18 minutes ago, Mix said: I didn't say anything about a book....just write, see what comes of it honestly i hate everythng i write Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 19 minutes ago, Distortedreasoning said: sounds like a crisis of some sort. can u even have a mid life crisis if your whole life is a crisis? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Codename: Jackass Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 Does the absence of crisis become a crisis in and of itself? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 26 minutes ago, empty said: Does the absence of crisis become a crisis in and of itself? you might be onto something Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Distortedreasoning Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 2 hours ago, Poof said: can u even have a mid life crisis if your whole life is a crisis? im not sure. i think a crisis cannot have different levels. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NaBarney Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 4 hours ago, Poof said: of course i get like that too sometimes but lately i've just been super super bored. i'm alright w/my purpose i guess. i just need something Bernie is running for president Get involved locally, help him win Michigan again. Or just go to the meetups and get togethers and talk abt whatever u want to, bound to be some cool freaks there Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 31 minutes ago, Distortedreasoning said: im not sure. i think a crisis cannot have different levels. What do u mean? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 14 minutes ago, NaBernie2020 said: Bernie is running for president Get involved locally, help him win Michigan again. Or just go to the meetups and get togethers and talk abt whatever u want to, bound to be some cool freaks there But Tim Ryan is the real answer Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NaBarney Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 9 minutes ago, Poof said: But Tim Ryan is the real answer Dont tell me, tell whoever shows up to ur nearest socializing with socialists event and make them change your mind Ok this doesnt sound that fun. Maybe mix it up and spend an entire day just sitting outside in some tall grass or something? Getting high, watching all the different spiders. Can be fun. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 7 minutes ago, NaBernie2020 said: Dont tell me, tell whoever shows up to ur nearest socializing with socialists event and make them change your mind Ok this doesnt sound that fun. Maybe mix it up and spend an entire day just sitting outside in some tall grass or something? Getting high, watching all the different spiders. Can be fun. My new mission is to convert you to NabRyan2020. I am liking the suggestions tho tyvm. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GunStarHero Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 I have so much I need to be doing but after work I just don't have the energy. What little free time I have I piddled away on gaming. Maybe try a creative endeavor? Find some way to express yourself. Streaming, as you said, could work. Especially if you're gonna game anyways. You seemed to enjoy painting, as well. Could give that a go. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doom Metal Alchemist Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 Do you feel you'd rather do more pro-shoots (porn) or get a "regular" job? Because doing a lot of pro-shoots would probably help, as long as you're not getting bored with the profession entirely. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 8 hours ago, GunStarHero said: I have so much I need to be doing but after work I just don't have the energy. What little free time I have I piddled away on gaming. Maybe try a creative endeavor? Find some way to express yourself. Streaming, as you said, could work. Especially if you're gonna game anyways. You seemed to enjoy painting, as well. Could give that a go. yea i know. i haven't painted in awhile but i do write and do music on the computer. normally that entertains me but lately it's like ehhhhh. i should force myself to finish my 3rd painting Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mix Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 11 hours ago, Poof said: honestly i hate everythng i write I know, me too, but my sister's a writer and she says that's part of the process....if you write a hundred pages and ten are decent then you're doing something....I think that's what she said Hey @Bouvre can you become our writing guru? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 3 hours ago, Doom Metal Alchemist said: Do you feel you'd rather do more pro-shoots (porn) or get a "regular" job? Because doing a lot of pro-shoots would probably help, as long as you're not getting bored with the profession entirely. yea shoots are the way to go but a job would fill up my social meter more probably 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 8 minutes ago, Mix said: I know, me too, but my sister's a writer and she says that's part of the process....if you write a hundred pages and ten are decent then you're doing something....I think that's what she said Hey @Bouvre can you become our writing guru? I like writing posts. thats fun. like my big issue w/writing or any creative thing ppl have suggested is how the process of it is a chore and i wanna do something thats fun for me. i could force myself to write and i could make something maybe it would be cool and make me $$ even but it wouldnt be recreation. does that kinda explain it better? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GunStarHero Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 8 minutes ago, Poof said: I like writing posts. thats fun. like my big issue w/writing or any creative thing ppl have suggested is how the process of it is a chore and i wanna do something thats fun for me. i could force myself to write and i could make something maybe it would be cool and make me $$ even but it wouldnt be recreation. does that kinda explain it better? I understand what you're getting at. When I'm writing, it's always more fun to do something with no real end goal. You know how sometimes you're joking with someone and you keep adding on to it and it just gets funnier? Likewise, you can make a game of it. And you can fulfill your writing itch without even writing a single word. That's what I would do when I played DND. Just fuck around and let it be a creative flex. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 36 minutes ago, GunStarHero said: I understand what you're getting at. When I'm writing, it's always more fun to do something with no real end goal. You know how sometimes you're joking with someone and you keep adding on to it and it just gets funnier? Likewise, you can make a game of it. And you can fulfill your writing itch without even writing a single word. That's what I would do when I played DND. Just fuck around and let it be a creative flex. idk if i have a writing itch. i haven't finished a story since highschool and thats bc it was an assignment and i only did it bc i was stuck in detention w/just paper and pencil Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mix Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 4 minutes ago, Poof said: I like writing posts. thats fun. like my big issue w/writing or any creative thing ppl have suggested is how the process of it is a chore and i wanna do something thats fun for me. i could force myself to write and i could make something maybe it would be cool and make me $$ even but it wouldnt be recreation. does that kinda explain it better? Yes, it does explain it better A recreational outlet that is free of a chore-like process.....or something that you enjoy so much that the more chore-like aspects aren't noticeable or are themselves fun... Have you tried cat curling? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 Just now, Mix said: Yes, it does explain it better A recreational outlet that is free of a chore-like process.....or something that you enjoy so much that the more chore-like aspects aren't noticeable or are themselves fun... Have you tried cat curling? Hide contents i hate that i'm shooting down like every suggestion but i'm allergic Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mix Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 13 minutes ago, Poof said: i hate that i'm shooting down like every suggestion but i'm allergic the hairless cats don't slide as well......I've tried And putting sweaters on them doesn't help.....they hate the sweaters almost as much as they'll hate you....then come the late nights spent wondering how smart cats are and why it's more plausible that your neighbor would cut your brake lines because she's jealous of your garden R.I.P Tony, Toni, Tone....they're smiling scowling up in heaven every time the neighborhood dogs force the dog walker to cross the street rather than come near my house 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 14 minutes ago, Mix said: the hairless cats don't slide as well......I've tried And putting sweaters on them doesn't help.....they hate the sweaters almost as much as they'll hate you....then come the late nights spent wondering how smart cats are and why it's more plausible that your neighbor would cut your brake lines because she's jealous of your garden R.I.P Tony, Toni, Tone....they're smiling scowling up in heaven every time the neighborhood dogs force the dog walker to cross the street rather than come near my house you didnt have 3 hairless cats named different versions of tony Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TrigunBebop Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 There's no such thing as "too much pizza". >.> 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sandstone Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 You could probably make a killing as a twitch streamer. I've seen porn stars on there and they tend to get a ton of attention (not implying that you're not also good at games just that it helps to already have an interested fanbase). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mix Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 17 minutes ago, Poof said: you didnt have 3 hairless cats named different versions of tony You don't know that Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 2 hours ago, TrigunBebop said: There's no such thing as "too much pizza". >.> When it causes pain Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 2 hours ago, Mix said: You don't know that Prove me wrong Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TrigunBebop Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 2 minutes ago, Poof said: When it causes pain The pain is just your body trying to make more room for new pizza. <.< Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted April 17, 2019 Author Share Posted April 17, 2019 1 minute ago, TrigunBebop said: The pain is just your body trying to make more room for new pizza. <.< 19 hours ago, Poof said: And now im in horrible pain bc i havent really eaten for like 5 days. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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