its ... hard to explain ... i like anticipation and knowing im not in control.
I dun wanna be blindfolded because I have an irrational fear of going blind but being "manipulated" from behind. Then i have this thing about texture and temperature. I like restriction, especially over my boobs. Feeling any sort of hint of freedom on my nipples gets me going so I'm rarely without a bra. I like having them bound, teased, and then released
but all from behind. I want to be able to just see arms and hands .... so like sometimes certain types of hands and fingers turn me off.
Is that weird? I know people are like they notice people eyes and smile first .... im like .... hmm how would those hands look on my breasts >