no. it means you care a lot more than they do which you can see is the wrong way to be in a friendship in the first place.
its time to make up your mind why they abandoned you; are they too immature to see the value of the relationship? are they not who you thought they were?
are they too shallow to forgive you? dont beg, if it makes it past explaining and apologizing, they really dont want you back and you shouldnt want them back.