my parental unit was militant strict.
i could list the rules...but let's just say watch 'full metal jacket' to get an idea.
he was an abusive man, that didn't like that i was born a girl...and reminded me of my genetic downfall on a constant basis.
so..i was raised the way his dad raised him. with a belt, a heavy hand, and no love.
i had to join sports all the time.
and that was a whole seperate issue.
'my integrity was for shit! i needed to WIN, WIN, WIN'