Lynnrael

i really wish i could just come to work and do my job without worrying about coworkers being up my ass about every little thing. it's so fucking annoying. i don't want to care about this or any job any more than i have to, i do not have the energy to care more than i have to, because my spare energy needs to spent on things that actually matter to me. i wish this guy would just realize I'm not in the mood for his shit and leave me the fuck alone i really need to cut back on weed but if this guy keeps bothering me I'm not gonna be able to be nice and sober, ones gonna have to go. ugh

the sound on this makes it so hopefully it uploads right lol xznmpNh.mp4

honestly my current dating plan is to just wait until I'm hot and hope my friend falls for me, which is a terrible plan and probably won't work yeah upon reflecting i see how it's also kinda not fair to him. i may need to actually do more work on myself as a person and figure out how to date and stuff

yeah where i used to live in CA would get multiple weeks of this kind of heat every year. less than 95 was a nice cool day. I'm so glad I'm not there anymore lol

i honestly don't even know where to begin but I was in one relationship for 9 years and both myself and dating have changed a lot in that time I'm hoping being pan helps but I'm pretty sure it'll just mean i can be attracted to more people who aren't attracted to me

well now I'm hungry, that sounds really good

is it just me or is this guy extremely attractive? the end where he's about to present the finished product and is like "are you ready for this" 🥵

look, it's this or drugs. I'm only in my early 30s but I've pretty much had chronic pain since the 4th grade and i still wanna go to shows so if there's an option to sit down I'm gonna do it.

It doesn't ever really work that way. You can try, but usually by the time you've developed yourself into the kind of person capable of rising to the top, you're almost never the kind of person capable of dismantling that institution anymore. That is also assuming you would be able to take any action from that position that would effectively result in dismantling it. Usually abolishing or dismantling institutions works best with a broad organizational base of those on the bottom, specifically in solidarity with any who are harmed by the institution, and engaging in things like direct action and mutual aid.

Find the chairs and sit down and enjoy the show

Anarchy

personally, i don't want to move up, i want to bring those at the top down

pineapple is my favorite pizza topping, but i prefer it with pepperoni or sausage

well, 20 bucks is 20 bucks i guess

i don't really actually want to raid tomorrow. tonight was boring. i don't even know if I'm doing it right. should i be warding the entire raid? when am i supposed to use all my cool downs? ugh but it's nice to see the game that's so important to him. there's not a lot i wouldn't do for him, honestly. sigh

i made a sandwich that was just an excuse to eat pickles

anyone keep in touch with puzzlecat? she was cool

🥺 60YtkEe.mp4

i guess the only time Colorado drivers aren't looking at the scenery is when they tailgate, people are really weirdly comfortable with that here, it's wild

sometimes i just stop and think "holy shit, I'm really lucky" like, not only am i still going but i have a future and i feel like a person now, and i get to be a girl! and my name is so goddamn cool! i got to choose my own name, and i love it! i actually like being me. i didn't know that was possible.