Lynnrael

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holy shit it sucks when you like someone you know doesn't find you attractive and then they talk about someone they like that isn't available and you can't tell them that you relate because it's them that you relate about gotta be one of the most frustrating things

the only thing i miss about CA is that people knew how to drive. Colorado drivers are incompetent cowards who don't have anywhere important to be, apparently. so frustrating

now we have two wonderful coworkers who are going to worry about every fucking thing ever and complain about how that's not the way it used to be done, like it matters. i am not here to care about anything that isn't my responsibility, this is a job.

new employee used to work here and came back and was saying there used to be more "law and order", if he thinks that's bad we're not gonna get along lmao, the best part about any job is what you can get away with. that's the unspoken benefits package. hope he doesn't try to ruin that

https://imgur.com/gallery/fShLXhz

i found the song! https://noise-complaint.bandcamp.com/album/ambivalence?t=3 it's DIY by Noise Complaint on this album, I'm not 100% sure if that clip is from the show but I'm pretty sure it is

this sums a lot of my time spent in ib and babbling. though not as much, i spent a lot of time posting and i don't remember a lot of it. my memory is not good

Yeah, ouch, that was not a good way to go

is it a straight drop though? if he hit something on the way down it could have knocked him unconscious. though if not then the whole fall was even worse

Those are the threads I remember from late night back in the day, when I think about ASMB. We all had a lot of fun in threads like that, I think there a few other similar ones too I never posted my own threads, and I'm pretty much the same on all platforms: I reply to stuff instead, because when I make my own thread/post/tweet it never really seems to get traction. I have like 26k points on imgur and the vast majority of them are from comments, which isnt bad considering I made the account like, a year and a few months ago lol EDIT: 27k, with one post worth 2.8k points. So somehow I generated enough comments to earn 24k points in the space of a year and about 2 months. Honest work I guess lol EDIT2: if anyone wants to find me on imgur I'm chaotic good trans girl, but without the spaces >.> However, I do recall having a knack for derailing threads on the ASMB lmao

Why is it still so hard to wake up every morning. It's like every time I wake up a little, every fiber in my being is saying "just go back to sleep, nothing in the waking world could be as nice as sleep" and I just sink back into the comforting abyss of sleep and dreams I can't remember anyways. Like if it's so nice, why cant I at least remember it being nice? And do I really need to sleep for 10 hours? Maybe I just need better drugs.

tried to come out to my dad but he didn't pick up the phone. i think he's in Vegas rn though so he's probably doing something fun somewhere loud. but fuck, i got so anxious trying to work myself up for the call. i know he'll probably be cool, but it's still scary as fuck coming out to your dad. but it would be really nice for him to know me as his daughter. and to know what he thinks of my name. my middle name is a bit a tribute to my mom,i wonder if he'll notice that.

My friend is making steaks, he's an amazing chef lol so dinner will be good tonight

I try not to feel guilty about what I eat cause fuck it, but food from 7-11 and gas stations are it. I'll shamelessly enjoy 711 pizza or what ever pastry thing they have that looks like it'll satisfying the hungering void(dopamine deficiency) within, but I do feel like shit when I do lol otherwise, idk, cocks?

thank god for that lol

I'm pretty sure it was something stupid and edgy, either "all in good fun" or some variation of "c'est la vie" i think? many of my signatures were embarrassing attempts at being cool

i haven't seen the movie or any porn yet but i love everything I've heard about that guy so far

god damnit, i didn't want to feel this way about anyone, honestly. and i don't even know when it started. i cant stop thinking about him, how did this happen

it was pretty mild, a bit of water and some b vitamins helped. I'm a light weight with alcohol I'm glad weed doesn't have hangovers or I'd be screwed lol