Lynnrael

weed is pretty great but if you don't want to smoke people shouldn't be pushing you to. i honestly hate when people do that, it ruined weed for me for a long time when i was younger

yeah that guy definitely fucked up. glad you're ok, hopefully you don't have too much trouble with insurance or anything

this is so cute, i love it!

https://open.spotify.com/track/0vEUUAGYwtsDc4Xtjc6tWQ?si=iJ9riu3PR32nl51jk8E67g i love the drum and bass elements of this, on top of how cute it is lol

also, yes, me too! i have songs in my head when i wake up a lot. it's kinda cool though. i listen to a lot of music at work so there's a lot of opportunities for new and fun songs to get stuck lol

it's funny cause my sleep schedule is so erratic and but i still don't remember my dreams most nights I'm hoping writing about them will help, I've heard that can work and is also a way to train for lucid dreaming

that was a weird dream. was talking to my ex on the phone. don't remember much aside from her asking if I'd come back and me saying no again there was also plexiglass, and some other weird stuff i can't explain or don't remember. and a part where someone tried to fart in my face. not even kidding, no fucking clue what that was about

I'm animorph changing into a scene girl and i can't stop it https://youtu.be/AZka3E37k6w

dogs that have tried to eat bees are both hilarious and sad 14rEDox.mp4

I'm so glad i get to enjoy so many different kinds of music. i heard a while ago that the brain usually loses the plasticity required to enjoy new types of music by early 20s, but i still constantly need new music and it hasn't stopped being fun to find new stuff. i get to enjoy hyperpop, for example, and i just found an artist that mixes hyperpop and ska, eichlers. i love it. i know 100 gecs have at least one ska song too and a few others with clear ska influence. also, on the topic of feeling lucky, it'll have been a year since i moved at the end of this month and i can confidently say it's one of the best choices I've ever made. it's gone by so fast, it's hard to believe it's been a whole year, but at the same time I've changed a lot over the year. i was just thinking about how much less angry I feel these days. it's nice

i can't stop eating salt and vinegar chips, they are so good. that is all

ok so I don't know what the guy does here, i think he works in sales or some other office where they develop inflated egos, but he is by far the douchiest person I've ever met. even his fucking face annoys me. and he comes in and issues a "challenge" to keep the floors clean? no, sorry dude, i don't do competition in the workplace. if you want to issue a challenge then you better fucking participate. pony up, bud, let's see how clean you keep this floor. "the other departments deal with the same thing" then i guess you won't mind stepping up and answering your own challenge? I'm just glad this loser only comes around every couple of months to say basically just this and then just fucks off without any more involvement. he's so annoying idk if i could keep working here if i had to talk to him every day.

i think it's more a state of impaired cognitive function and not permanent damage, though I'm no expert. there's a really good ologies episode about sleep that i listened to when i moved but i can't remember if they mentioned that. oh hey temporal vertigo, that was a year ago.. holy shit

once I'm asleep I'm going to want to stay asleep for as long as possible. it takes me so long to finally fall asleep, usually hours, but once I've been asleep i can go back to sleep very easily. I've been known to push my sleep to like 12 or more hours if I'm really tired or having a really interesting dream. i really wish i could just have a regular sleep schedule though. i don't and when i finally get it on a regular schedule it doesn't last long.

it woulda been way more fun but when it was just more work i was mad i couldn't escape even in my sleep. plus walking with plastic bottles covering the floor during a regular day meant we were falling behind and had too many customers to stop and clean up, which got really really stressful >.< I also woke up once and my ex said i was talking about there not being enough barrels in my sleep but i don't remember that one lol