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Yes. And apparently they conjure up hallucinations of an abusive father. Sounds like a bad time.

I'm not saying you should do one or the other. Just the fact that those are the only two feasible options for most people caught in this trap. Hope something better comes along for you.

It's probably just coincidence but I was talking with a friend about this earlier today. How employers are more Ebenezer Scrooge-ish than ever, at least subjectively it seems.

Just Over Broke. There's millions of people in the same boat as you right now. Jumping ship is a terrifying prospect, especially when more favorable conditions aren't in sight. Whether you take the plunge or hold out, I wish you the best.

Don't feel so despondent. God is merciful and grants everyone with eternal sleep eventually.

Yams are gross. Grosser than squash. Srsly.

Am I supposed to read the speech bubbles right to left, and also bottom to top? No thanks. Code Geass dub best dub anyway. Still can't figure out if Lelouch survived or not. Fucking cliffhangers, man. Still best tho.

I just post threads there now so Pattycakes doesn't have to be bothered with moving anything.

It's like pimping your soul out on a street corner and putting cigarettes out on its shoulder.

Remember that one time I found a blunt on the sidewalk? Unfortunately that hasn't happened again. One of my best finds ever though. Right up there with a half empty bottle of Xanax under a dresser that I found helping someone move out of their apartment.

Print this out and share it with your psychiatrist. He might want to switch you over to something more appropriate. Like Risperdal.

Kitten with mango worms was one of the hardest things for me to watch... And that's, comparatively, not even that bad in terms of animal skin conditions. When they get into their feet though... oof... that is just heartbreaking to watch.

The part I don't like about be those vids is those are usually sebaceous cysts being drained. And it's all well and good to drain them... But what a lot of these people don't understand is that those types of dermatological maladies really need to be addressed by a professional skin doctor. Especially in the case with sebaceous cysts. These cottage cheese volcanoes on grandpa's back are not being addressed properly. Sebaceous cysts have a "coating", if you will (dermatologists refer to as "sacks"). And if these cysts are drained without removing the sack, eventually the sack will refill and require to be drained again and again.

They're fascinating for a few different reasons. Morbid curiosity, empathy and, imo, catharsis. You see someone with a huge boil, or a sebaceous cyst, massive blackhead patches and so on. While some things, like blackheads and pimples are more just eyesores, the more serious afflictions like boils and cysts are much more serious conditions. That's why watching a boil get lanced, or a cyst excised is fascinating, and fulfilling to observe. They are maladies and watching a fellow human being be treated, and helped, and seeing the release and elimination of their ailment(s) feels good to watch. That's what I think, anyway. Now if you want to dip your toes into the pond beyond popping... And flirt with actual parasite removal... take a gander at videos involving botfly, mango worm and jigger excision... I'm gonna tell you upfront that these videos are generally very graphic, grotesque, intense and often times difficult to watch without feeling nauseous... So, fair warning. Like I said, though. They can be some of the most fascinating videos to watch when it comes to excision videos.

I like Jim Sterling a lot, too. Today's ep was kind of weak imo, but sometimes he talks about what he wants to talk about. Personally I was hoping for more EA bashing but everyone needs a break once in awhile. Idk what it is about his content that I enjoy so much. But I appreciate his sincerity in going after big name publishers, and the fact that he genuinely seems to care about players and the abusive and manipulative tactics game publishers employ to nickel and dime players, seduce and coerce them into spending more money on shit that should just be a part of the game and not something you can just buy. His copyright deadlock thing was a stroke of genius. And I just love how he tears into publishers that overstep their bounds, driven by greed and the constant scheming and plotting of new ways to siphon as much money as possible from people that just want to play decent video games that don't constantly harass them into spending more money on a game they've already spent 60 or more dollars on.

When does Wawa start serving Sizzlis? I'm broke af and I need to get that 2 for $3 deal.

What's the name of that one where the girl dresses up as a cat because the dude's cat got hit by a car or something and then he bellybombs the shit out of her? Imako or something?

Holy shit. How old are you? "Z0mg!!1! I forgot to read the cliff notes for chapters 10-15 of 'Great Expectations'! I'm gonna blow this test for sure! How will I ever get into community college now!" You sound like a 9th grader.

Oh... Or Guitar Hero vids.

stabilizers Mind telling us which ones?

My answer was going to be self-destructive spiral, so don't seem like I can be of much help here... Fuck the pain away?

Finally home with some food. Was utterly useless at work today. Luckily supervisor there today was the one who's been out for two weeks because of a herniated disc in his back. He said it was so painful to move he hardly got out of his chair all day except to go use the restroom. I mean I do feel bad for the guy but it was a lucky break for me. Coworker and I took the opportunity to go take care of some back burner tasks in the woodshed out back, but mostly just played guitar and watched Netflix for several hours. I sure am glad there wasn't an insane amount of traffic on the way home. Once the As had worn off I almost immediately started feeling like I was going to pass out. Received several 'Go the light is green, dipshit' honks but other than that the drive home was difficult but manageable and luckily no greater incidents occurred. My mind and body are completely wrecked. I really have no doubt that I will be fast asleep within the next couple of hours. I think one of the worst aspects of severe sleep deprivation are the increasingly indistinguishable auditory hallucinations. Even since I got home about 30 minutes ago I've had a couple instances where I was imagining full fledged conversations with my coworker. Even though we live 20 minutes away from each other and rarely visit one another. The worst part of all that, I think, is the simultaneous awareness that you're not even talking yet still being invested in the imaginary conversation taking place inside your head. Just gives me the jitters. I've never been really bothered or noticed many visual distortions from lack of sleep. It's 99% auditory disturbances, which throws me off way more than seeing things move out of the corner of my eyes, etc. Idk why I guess cause it's just harder to discern real noise from imagined noise. Especially mundane sounds like doors opening/closing doors, thuds and bumps, faint voices/ringing phones. Anyway, just glad I've seemingly made it through this and am looking at very good chances for getting some desperately required sleep tonight.

At least... 10? At least. Plus I composed it all on my phone so it took like over an hour.