Still Me Posted January 23, 2021 Share Posted January 23, 2021 I can be numb most of the time...but sometimes I just get stuck. you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mix Posted January 23, 2021 Share Posted January 23, 2021 I keep myself evened out via the intravenous use of alcohol and cocaine. So far, so good Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sawdamizer Posted January 23, 2021 Share Posted January 23, 2021 Married. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
resurrected Posted January 23, 2021 Share Posted January 23, 2021 If I have an abundance of anything, it's ruts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PhilosipherStoned Posted January 23, 2021 Share Posted January 23, 2021 1 hour ago, Mix said: I keep myself evened out via the intravenous use of alcohol and cocaine. So far, so good Alcohol and weed for me. Either that or one of the many time consuming hobbies I like that take to much focus to stay in my feelings. Sometimes all 3 plus a little bit of hard drugs if someone breaks me off for free for some reason. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seight Posted January 24, 2021 Share Posted January 24, 2021 Uh, the cool kids are calling it "disassociating" now 😎 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlackNoir Posted January 24, 2021 Share Posted January 24, 2021 It happens from time to time....And then I get the reminder as to why it's "fuck that person" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Still Me Posted January 24, 2021 Author Share Posted January 24, 2021 8 hours ago, BlackNoir said: It happens from time to time....And then I get the reminder as to why it's "fuck that person" you know it’s like he has a sixth sense.... because whenever I get upset that I haven’t heard from him.... he calls... or he’ll come over... mind you I don’t tell him I’m upset.... it’s just weird that as soon as I make a journal entry (I keep a diary, it’s been helping me with my depression) about how I haven’t heard from him... literally the same night or the next day he’ll shoot a message to me.... like I made this post yesterday right?... decided I wasn’t gonna spend my weekend at home and wanted to go to Buc ee’s. And on my way there...BOOM.... he calls.... and then this morning it’s like 7 o’clock in the morning and he calls me not once, not twice, but three times... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sawdamizer Posted January 24, 2021 Share Posted January 24, 2021 4 hours ago, Still Me said: you know it’s like he has a sixth sense.... because whenever I get upset that I haven’t heard from him.... he calls... or he’ll come over... mind you I don’t tell him I’m upset.... it’s just weird that as soon as I make a journal entry (I keep a diary, it’s been helping me with my depression) about how I haven’t heard from him... literally the same night or the next day he’ll shoot a message to me.... like I made this post yesterday right?... decided I wasn’t gonna spend my weekend at home and wanted to go to Buc ee’s. And on my way there...BOOM.... he calls.... and then this morning it’s like 7 o’clock in the morning and he calls me not once, not twice, but three times... Did he mess your guts up? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Still Me Posted January 24, 2021 Author Share Posted January 24, 2021 33 minutes ago, Sawdamizer said: Did he mess your guts up? Wut? You mean my feelings or with his dick? Cause yes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sawdamizer Posted January 24, 2021 Share Posted January 24, 2021 5 minutes ago, Still Me said: Wut? You mean my feelings or with his dick? Cause yes What a dick 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Still Me Posted January 24, 2021 Author Share Posted January 24, 2021 43 minutes ago, Sawdamizer said: What a dick *shrug* got no one to blame but me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skiles Posted January 24, 2021 Share Posted January 24, 2021 I'm eternally bouncing between "I'm perfectly content being single for the rest of my life" and "I CRAVE THE HUMAN TOUCH" and there's almost no in-between. 🤷♂️ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cyberbully Posted January 24, 2021 Share Posted January 24, 2021 6 hours ago, Still Me said: you know it’s like he has a sixth sense.... because whenever I get upset that I haven’t heard from him.... he calls... or he’ll come over... mind you I don’t tell him I’m upset.... it’s just weird that as soon as I make a journal entry (I keep a diary, it’s been helping me with my depression) about how I haven’t heard from him... literally the same night or the next day he’ll shoot a message to me.... like I made this post yesterday right?... decided I wasn’t gonna spend my weekend at home and wanted to go to Buc ee’s. And on my way there...BOOM.... he calls.... and then this morning it’s like 7 o’clock in the morning and he calls me not once, not twice, but three times... Oh, different dynamic.. I generally don't catch any feelings until we break up and my ego need the crawling back lay just so I can try to be a nice guy this time around. But..... Never mind, that's enough from me... Your thread Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PhilosipherStoned Posted January 25, 2021 Share Posted January 25, 2021 (edited) Depressions really been hittin' hard this time around. Got me thinking about some fucke up shit like 'well I don't even feel like I can do any of those things worth a shit feelin' like this anyway maybe I should just lay down, and block the world out tomorrow even though it's my day off.' Strangely enough giving into the shit, and just letting it ravage me for a bit has ended up working out in my favor more often than not and I end up coming out of feeling more stronger and blanced. Maybe I just need to make one of those whiny rap songs. Gay. I hate myself. 🙃 Hopefully you don't feel as bad as I do. I wouldn't wish that on anyone. Edited January 25, 2021 by PhilosipherStoned Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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