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6 months without booze


Sawdamizer

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Well, it's the longest I've gone in.. wlsince I started drinking I guess.

Pros - 

Blood pressure is 117 over 71

No headaches

Lost 20 lbs

Sleeping all night (mostly)

Anxiety isn't anywhere it was

Not as irritable

Thought process is complete and not spotty

Not invited out at night

Saved a ton of money ($5000 by estimation, going out and drinking in)

My relationships seem more positive

A lot more accomplished, professionally and personally

 

Cons -

Feelings and shit

Isolation, I guess? But I was conflicted if I would put that in pros

 

It wasn't like I was forced to quit, it was a personal challenge and was more curious to see what it was like to fully have all my thoughts and super powers back. I'll keep at it, as I always tried to convince myself that there were no really positives and especially when I was physically sick for so long with withdrawals. Wasn't advised to stop cold turkey, and I knew those risks... But I also know me and just as I drink in excess... I had to completely abstain.

Anyways, that's it.

"What a fucking loser!" Amirite?

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8 minutes ago, PhilosipherStoned said:

The longest I've gone without it recently has been a month, but I've never went on any extended benders or anything..

Atleast not in the last few years. I am a bit of a binge drinker though. 

 

 

My benders were out of control. Like, really... And I was lying to my doctor about shit too, which is classic. But everything repaired itselfz as much as it could I guess, and my body just feels better. The blood pressure was my biggest motivator.

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1 minute ago, 1pooh4u said:

Alcohol detox is dangerous shit. Hopefully you won’t have to go through that ever again. 

Yah I've done it a few times and I think it was scarier for my girl. She's a nurse and really advised against it but I also didn't want my work to find out I was detoxing and shit. Pride is a bitch.

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4 minutes ago, Sawdamizer said:

Yah I've done it a few times and I think it was scarier for my girl. She's a nurse and really advised against it but I also didn't want my work to find out I was detoxing and shit. Pride is a bitch.

I don’t blame you about not wanting work to know. Shit gets weird after that. 😬

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Just now, 1pooh4u said:

I don’t blame you about not wanting work to know. Shit gets weird after that. 😬

It's stupid, and shouldn't be that way but it's how it is.

My girl has been not drinking too in solidarity, I felt bad about that but it was her doing and it meant a lot to me.

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2 minutes ago, Sawdamizer said:

It's stupid, and shouldn't be that way but it's how it is.

My girl has been not drinking too in solidarity, I felt bad about that but it was her doing and it meant a lot to me.

You’re a lucky man Sawdsy. Don’t let her get away. She obviously cares about you a great deal. 

 

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