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Okay,  guys watch this video, if you're wondering how I lost weight without much exercise or dieting, my  body just loses weight naturally. My parents put me on a VERY dangerous anti-psychotic drug referred to by psychiatrists as Depakote  which is an infamous weight-gainer. They had been fooled by the medical community that "Depakote helps people." No it DOESN'T Depakote is murder. I was on it for more than a decade, and it made me morbidly obese, I gained around 200 lbs. and sat at almost 400 lbs. I was dangerously closes to being guaranteed a heart attack by the age of 37, Then I was taken off that pill and this happened. When I'm not taking a lethal dosage of pharmaceuticals which get recommended to my gullible parents by malpractice worthy shrinks and quacks, it turns out my body just has amazing metabolism and I burn a lot of fat just going about my day. I try to teach my parents about their medical malpractice and sin, but they're pretty dense, and dangerous. Here's a further explanation from my twitter account...And yes, I may look "just fat" but technically I'm morbidly obese. You know what I look like, you be the judge....

 

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On 12/17/2017 at 8:17 PM, lupin_bebop said:

Nicely done. Just gotta keep doing that.

Don't worry, I'll probably be able to manage. I didn't have to work all that hard to get to this level

Drawing comics and writing novels. That's a  bit of work. But losing weight is not, assuming I'm not on the wrong pill(s).

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On 12/17/2017 at 12:02 PM, HardcoreHunter said:

Keep it up, just remember that little things can add up. I don't keep soda or sugary drinks in the house and overtime lost 30lbs just from cutting that. 

Well I am weary of soda, but I don't think it's the actual problem. It was the metabolism and anti-psychotic meds that were forced on me. The entire time I lost that 5 lbs, my parents were buying me soda and I still go through 1 12 pack of Crush orange soda every other day. I'm a big guy, and I need my water, soda, gatorade and hydration to keep my energy levels up. If I DON'T chow down I get fatigued and disturbingly sickly and pale. And my stomach eats itself with its own acid indigestion. 

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47 minutes ago, Spindack said:

Don't worry zeni, I forgive you. And yeah, Not gonna deny it, I'm surrounded by girls and women at all times almost, but I don't know if I'll ever completely understand women....

It has to be about them, not about you. Right now you're making it all about you. I can teach you how to get girls... hot ones..

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Well I am weary of soda, but I don't think it's the actual problem. It was the metabolism and anti-psychotic meds that were forced on me. The entire time I lost that 5 lbs, my parents were buying me soda and I still go through 1 12 pack of Crush orange soda every other day. I'm a big guy, and I need my water, soda, gatorade and hydration to keep my energy levels up. If I DON'T chow down I get fatigued and disturbingly sickly and pale. And my stomach eats itself with its own acid indigestion. 

6 cans a day is too much soda, and Gatoraid is sugar and salt. You feel ill because you are addicted to them. I remember going cold turkey with soda, and you feel like shit for the first week or so. Your body can become addicted to sugar and salt like it can caffeine. Your body is actually creating all of the stomach acids because of all the sugary drinks. I get that having a slow metabolism sucks but when your body is like that you have to adjust your lifestyle to compensate for it. Start with small changes and small goals. Set something like cutting out half of the soda you drink or aim to lose 5lbs by the end of the month. Then aim for a few more lbs the next month and so on. 

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On 12/19/2017 at 3:02 PM, Mewn said:

That'll show Nicole!

Nicole eh, yeah she's still totally in love with me, but when I met here I was so obsessed with her romantically and so heartbroken when she played hard to get to win me over without me realizing, I was pretty devastated. I literally had a nervous  break down, we both did, over each other I suspect. We were so in love at the time we literally both drove eachother insane. I don't think ms. Nicole realized how attractive she was at the time. It's not entirely her fault she downplayed her own beauty.

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Now I weigh 328 lbs. 

doing the math, I lost 56 lbs. 

Maybe it's all those Chinese girls I'm dating online. 

Shit, I weigh 294...It's not pretty.  I've been yo-yoing since I was a teen...finally water fasted which is stupid...please don't do it, you risk a heart attack from low potassium and lost maybe 60+ pounds...gained all of it back plus another 50 or so...it made me miserable.   Keep up the good work.

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1 minute ago, Neko said:

Shit, I weigh 294...It's not pretty.  I've been yo-yoing since I was a teen...finally water fasted which is stupid...please don't do it, you risk a heart attack from low potassium and lost maybe 60+ pounds...gained all of it back plus another 50 or so...it made me miserable.   Keep up the good work.

Thanks. And I wish you luck. Sometimes you have to suffer a little to start losing weight. But I know that's an incredibly difficult thing to go thorugh,  and there's no assurance of success, at least for me there wasn't. Until I discovered my trigger element that made me eat so much, I was a losing battle. Medication, Meat, Sugar-water soda, Caffeine, Mayonaise. Stay clear of all of these if you can, or at least don't indulge or resort to them if you're upset. I tried chex mix recently, It was really good!

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Pssh...mine is an unordinary amount of stress and working nights for years.  You kinda eat what you have to eat.  I ate to compisate for my miserable life but I didn't help it so I became worse than the problem.  I did start loosing weight after my last relationship but then I got sick and stressed out....ran out of the small reserve of hope and happiness that I did have and went crazy.  Metabolism was shot to shit but I did not eat that much for a year...can't explain it but I did end up gaining weight really fast. 

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10 hours ago, mthor said:

Sorry,I'm on my phone, and am not used to posting on it

Psych meds are horrible for weight. At one point, I was literally twice the woman I was before I started treatment. 

I used to have a patient who was schizophrenic; we often discussed how it seemed that one could either be thin and crazy or sane and fat

That's the thing. My parents attacked me and attempted to lock me away in a mental hospital, making accusations of schizophrenia just because I talked back to these people in person and online when they bullied  me. Fags., but that's bullshit, there were many witnesses who WITNESSED my neighbors and sister harassing and vocally, very LOUDLY bullying me. My parents are afraid of my bullies, they get bullied by them too and don't do SHIT about it, I DO SOMETHING BACK TO THEM. But My parents (too scared to take acccountability, responsibility and guilt for allowingt his bullying online and off of me to exist and happen (continually and constantly, without remorse, pity, or relent, just obsessive cruelty) claimed these bullying neighbors' and sister in law's comments were "voices in your head", Just because they're "sound sniping", as I prefer to call it, and yet dozens upon dozens of people have testified against these people publicly in the media, on internet, and TV for their continual and predatory (and quite evil and sociopathic) bullying and intimidation method harassment of me, merely becuase they are illegally using my wifi and are privy to insider information about me on my comp no one else knows about but them, This information makes them feel "special" and "above everyone else, even me", ("Wow, I have access to a powerful man's computer, I must be so much BETTER than him! FAG! Gay!)., to say nothing of the fact that I have smartphone photos of his mailbox and license plate on my camera after I spied on the neighbor-bully and approached his house he hides in from me. These people should be locked up in prison and a psych ward. Not me.

How can I pig out when I know these people aren't dead yet? All the bullying kind of helped kill my appetite

I get bullied and harrassed by relatives and neighbors and my parents want me to blame MYSELF for it. How fucked up is THIS!?

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I'm happy I could speak out and be a role model for something to someone. I guess one of those things, other than sexual preferences, tolerance, freedom of sexuality and love, ex-pats, poor people, popular people, attractive people, creative people, attractive people who are creative, kindness, humor, sensitivity and sensitive people, drug and alcohol free, anger management, anti-violence, globalism, nerds, unsuccessful people, smart people, mental health, anti-bullying, anti-racism, anti-bigotry, pro homosexuality (well, in girls anyway, I"ve been called "gay"  "faggot" and "Fag" by neighbor, high-middle school, and family bullies that I'm well aware of what that feels like, to be on the receiving end of the prejudiced homophobes, bigots, and racists I know. I say and write it purely for irony and humor, not to be mean to gays. Gay people are kinder and nicer than most heterosexual people, Most of the gay people I knew growing up, or at least that I thought might be gay were incredibly nice, kind individuals that I could never hate. Seeing some of them subjected to such harsh treatment infuriated me, it made my blood boil, REAL homophobia, not the fake South Park, Stern, and Eminem homophobia stuff. I used to be on the receiving end of hate comment in person a lot more than I am now, because I'm an adult and intimidate and frighten people around me now), activism, race, and religion is weight apparently. I'm so happy I could help you and perhaps even other people somehow with my testimony. For every one enemy I've made with any of these topics, I make twenty more friends.

I thought it was really fucked up and weird when the mods here keep banning me accusing me of doing exactly the sort of thing other people tortured me with for. Yeah right! It's meant to make fun of homomphobes, not promote them. Why do you have to act like a BITCH and WHORE about things and be all hateful TOWARDS people just to "prove" you hate them. I'm an empath. My entire spiritual thought process is comprised of nothing but tolerance, love, empathy, humor, and compassion, but I like irony. that means I read your mind and empathize with it in my words, not attack you for it with violence and aggression and a switchblade and M-80s and white pickup trucks. HA HA, I'd rather parody you and turn YOU into an example of violence,  bullying, and oppression than be violent and aggressive cyberbully to you two rooms/houses down (purely becuase I exagerate my own courage so I don't have to face you on the street or in the same room and be a REAL man about things, not a sniper pussy fag)! FUCK THOSE...COWARDS. Hiding out of sight and shit.

My brother is better than those people, At least when he cusses at you and fights you, he does it straight to your face, which is more than can be said about anyone else in this house who isn't me.

 

 

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11 hours ago, mthor said:

Sorry,I'm on my phone, and am not used to posting on it

Psych meds are horrible for weight. At one point, I was literally twice the woman I was before I started treatment. 

I used to have a patient who was schizophrenic; we often discussed how it seemed that one could either be thin and crazy or sane and fat

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Thin and crazy or sane and fat, that's a nice way of putting it.

I prefer thin and crazy, but we all have to make tough choices.

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From what I remember. Weight gain and obesity is caused by A) Overeating, stress eating,  compulsive eating, anxiety eating, depression eating (just take a noun and put eating besides it), B) Not exercising enough or eating right. Neglecting your home gym equipment, I have an unassembled sit up bench that I'm eventually going to build with the help of a contractor. It's like my parents WANT me to be fat, they keep  buying me fast food for free, and forcing me to delay the assembly of my home gym, That isn't my fault it's been delayed) or C) Drugs, pharmaceutical or otherwise. Fasting is so much easier now that Depakote isn't in my life! I've been fasting, and eating fast food once or twice a week. I STILL lost the 50 lbs despite all that! So it can happen.

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That's the thing. My parents attacked me and attempted to lock me away in a mental hospital, making accusations of schizophrenia just because I talked back to these people in person and online when they bullied  me. Fags., but that's bullshit, there were many witnesses who WITNESSED my neighbors and sister harassing and vocally, very LOUDLY bullying me. My parents are afraid of my bullies, they get bullied by them too and don't do SHIT about it, I DO SOMETHING BACK TO THEM. But My parents (too scared to take acccountability, responsibility and guilt for allowingt his bullying online and off of me to exist and happen (continually and constantly, without remorse, pity, or relent, just obsessive cruelty) claimed these bullying neighbors' and sister in law's comments were "voices in your head", Just because they're "sound sniping", as I prefer to call it, and yet dozens upon dozens of people have testified against these people publicly in the media, on internet, and TV for their continual and predatory (and quite evil and sociopathic) bullying and intimidation method harassment of me, merely becuase they are illegally using my wifi and are privy to insider information about me on my comp no one else knows about but them, This information makes them feel "special" and "above everyone else, even me", ("Wow, I have access to a powerful man's computer, I must be so much BETTER than him! FAG! Gay!)., to say nothing of the fact that I have smartphone photos of his mailbox and license plate on my camera after I spied on the neighbor-bully and approached his house he hides in from me. These people should be locked up in prison and a psych ward. Not me.

How can I pig out when I know these people aren't dead yet? All the bullying kind of helped kill my appetite

I get bullied and harrassed by relatives and neighbors and my parents want me to blame MYSELF for it. How fucked up is THIS!?

You don't sound crazy at all.

 

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27 minutes ago, pail said:

You don't sound crazy at all.

 

I agree. I'm not a sociopath, and I'm not a psychopath, but because I'm an introvert and both my parents are extroverts, they simply don't understand me, so they try to label me things. Two of them being high functioning autistic and schizophrenic. I know I'm an aspies, but  I"m definitely not schizophrenic. Just because someone you know keeps saying the word fag at you two rooms away doesn't mean you have mental illness. It means THOSE PEOPLE are ASSHOLES who don't take feelings into account. 

But no, I've never really been crazy at all, despite my parents, who don't agree.

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On 12/19/2017 at 1:19 PM, Spindack said:

Don't worry, I'll probably be able to manage. I didn't have to work all that hard to get to this level

Drawing comics and writing novels. That's a  bit of work. But losing weight is not, assuming I'm not on the wrong pill(s).

That is where you are DEAD wrong. Losing weight takes work. Lots of it. You're talking to someone who lost 168 pounds in  15 month's time a few years back. I didn't do that by sitting on my lazy ass taking pills. I did it by using my extra energy at night to work out, working out 3-6 times a week (for about 90 minutes, on average), playing basketball all the time (about 2 hours, on average), and eating better. Not eating healthy foods, just eating better. I cut out sodas for the entire time, drank an ass load of water everyday, and had better rationing when it came to foods. It took work. Period.

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5 hours ago, lupin_bebop said:

That is where you are DEAD wrong. Losing weight takes work. Lots of it. You're talking to someone who lost 168 pounds in  15 month's time a few years back. I didn't do that by sitting on my lazy ass taking pills. I did it by using my extra energy at night to work out, working out 3-6 times a week (for about 90 minutes, on average), playing basketball all the time (about 2 hours, on average), and eating better. Not eating healthy foods, just eating better. I cut out sodas for the entire time, drank an ass load of water everyday, and had better rationing when it came to foods. It took work. Period.

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