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In 9th grade, she was aggressive and had the hots for me apparently. I was also oblivious to this fact, and she took the first opportunity when we happened to be in an area of the school hallway where no one could see to literally shove her tongue down my throat... her tongue was huge btw. Had I actually been straight I think I would have probably enjoyed it quite thoroughly as she was considered attractive and fairly popular in our age group....

 

This is not the only time I've had unwanted or unsolicited attention by a hot a girl. It's like they know they can't has somehow. :|

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my first kiss was with a korean boy named tang. yes...tang.

 

i was in 4th grade.

 

that was also the same year i got busted for smoking a cigarette.

 

i was trying to hang with the older kids. my mum found out. and made me eat 1/2  pack of her cigs.

 

i was a very naughty kid.

 

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You're a girl? Why do I always assume the opposite gender for everyone online.... literally every time. :|

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I'm still too ashamed of the one I wanted to say...

Let me also start by saying, I thought you were

Two lesbians untill almost the end of your post

That would have been hotter.

 

So my thing? Campfires

 

It would have definitely been hotter, and probably less awkward and nerve-racking for me. You got any idea how hard it is to try to get a hot overly aggressive girl off you without being rude? I have always been a gentleman for the most part, and also I was still very much in denial at the time so it was not like I was about to make a scene there.... lmao

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we liked each other lol

 

i actually never went thru that phrase kids go thru when they think the opposite sex is gross lol

 

No meant the little brat that blackmailed you. xD

 

Kids are so mean and malicious sometimes. :|

 

I never did either actually.... though I my feelings manifested as emotional attachments for other boys starting around middle school (so about 9ish). I was 14 in 9th grade, yep that tongue shoved down my throat was both awkward and brings back feelings of panic and embarrassment to this day. Mostly just embarrassed that I wasn't excited by it and realized I was supposed to be, and awkward cause I didn't want to hurt her feelings...

 

Pretty much all of my attempts with girls or girlfriends in HS went in this manner. :(

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In 9th grade, she was aggressive and had the hots for me apparently. I was also oblivious to this fact, and she took the first opportunity when we happened to be in an area of the school hallway where no one could see to literally shove her tongue down my throat... her tongue was huge btw. Had I actually been straight I think I would have probably enjoyed it quite thoroughly as she was considered attractive and fairly popular in our age group....

 

This is not the only time I've had unwanted or unsolicited attention by a hot a girl. It's like they know they can't has somehow. :|

 

I would never allow a gay guy to flirt with me, personally, especially if they knew damn well that I'm straight.

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Why didn't you tell her?

 

Because I was 14 and in denial of my sexuality? This was back in 2003 bro, years before any sort of major acceptance of homosexuality was even a thing anywhere in our country other than the most liberal parts of California, Nevada, or New York...

 

I was scared out of my mind and didn't want to admit it to anyone. Not to mention, I did not want to hurt her feelings, like I said I am rather gentlemanly in person believe it or not, especially if I don't know someone very well. If I know you then yes I will be crude. Not back then though, I was raised in a strict fundamentalist Christian household in the Deep South Bible Belt. I was a good sheltered Christian boy with no concept of liking other boys other than "It's really horrible and bad and will send you to hell where you will burn for eternity".

 

So that is why, hope that clears things up. :P

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Because I was 14 and in denial of my sexuality? This was back in 2003 bro, years before any sort of major acceptance of homosexuality was even a thing anywhere in our country other than the most liberal parts of California, Nevada, or New York...

 

I was scared out of my mind and didn't want to admit it to anyone. Not to mention, I did not want to hurt her feelings, like I said I am rather gentlemanly in person believe it or not, especially if I don't know someone very well. If I know you then yes I will be crude. Not back then though, I was raised in a strict fundamentalist Christian household in the Deep South Bible Belt. I was a good sheltered Christian boy with no concept of liking other boys other than "It's really horrible and bad and will send you to hell where you will burn for eternity".

 

So that is why, hope that clears things up. :P

 

Oh, OK. You'll have to forgive me. I'm not much of a religion connoisseur.     

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Why you being so nice to that guy?  Give him a foot in the ass.

 

I sometimes act more Christian than actual Christians I'm afraid. At least as far as the stuff Jesus preached. I like to give everyone the benefit of the doubt and judge as little as possible until I have a sufficient reason to do so. Also I'm not that familiar with him, so maybe you know something I don't lmao.

 

I run into this question a lot from people that live in more liberal areas of the country though or who just don't know anyone who is actually gay personally or what our lives are like growing up or as young adults. It is better, in my opinion, to try to talk to someone and try to help them understand why I feel the way I do before I write them off as beyond my reach. =/

 

There are many people who think being gay now or even in the recent past is not a bad thing anymore in terms of society and they don't understand the pressure that gay youths are actually under. Outside of these more liberal (mostly big urban areas) of our country, there are still many places where you do not talk about being gay unless you are ok with the potential of being shunned, or abused by family or friends. It is a real possibility and it was a super big possibility back then, gay rights was not even in the common American lexicon back in 2003 let alone in Bible Belt.

 

In short I just like to give people the opportunity and knowledge to understand the differences.

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Now I'm curious, by didn't work do you mean couldn't do it? Did something go wrong during said buttsexin procedure? Or you just didn't like it?

 

I did it and it wasn't enjoyable.  Haven't had any desire to try again.  I had no luck with women back then so I figured I'd try with dudes, but it didn't turn me gay.  Guess those folks who say you can choose to be gay are full of shit.

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Oh, OK. You'll have to forgive me. I'm not much of a religion connoisseur.   

 

It's ok man, there are plenty of people I talk to that do not have a good understanding of what Gay people actually are outside of telivision shows, what they see on the news, or people they may have heard rumors of. And then there are a whole host of others that do not understand how it is still considered bad outside their area of the country cause they have never been to these places in the Midwest, or South where it is by and large still condemned.

 

It is not a fault of yours, but now you know at least.

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I did it and it wasn't enjoyable.  Haven't had any desire to try again.  I had no luck with women back then so I figured I'd try with dudes, but it didn't turn me gay.  Guess those folks who say you can choose to be gay are full of it.

 

The only way you can choose is if you are some type of bisexual... and while I personally love perverted fantasy porn where straight dudes are converted it's not reality. lmao If someone is accepting of those things or willing or likes those things in anyways then they are some form of bisexual. That isn't a choice either, it's just a bigger menu to order from. lmfao

 

I don't make a point out of arguing the nature/nurture/choice arguments over it anymore, I know what the truth is personally and it is mostly irrelevant to the legitimacy of gay rights at this point. It is more important to pick battles in areas that are not won yet.

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The only way you can choose is if you are some type of bisexual... and while I personally love perverted fantasy porn where straight dudes are converted it's not reality. lmao

 

If someone is accepting of those things or willing or likes those things in anyways then they are some form of bisexual. That isn't a choice either, it's just a bigger menu to order from. lmfao

 

I don't make a point out of arguing the nature/nurture/choice arguments over it anymore, I know what the truth is personal and it is mostly irrelevant to the legitimacy of gay rights at this point. It is more important to pick battles in areas that are not won yet.

 

Whether you're gay, straight or bi, it's all a romantic lifestyle that's a part of you. Even if you're bi, you still have no choice about who you're attracted to. You have more options.

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