The thing is I just don't want to talk about it, I'm not as traumatized by it as some other people are/were. Not to say it hasn't caused issues for me at all because it has. My family issues are definitely traumatic for a large variety of reasons but there is nothing I can currently do to fix them in an immediate sense so I'd rather not talk about them. Talking about things I can't fix makes me extremely angry like you wouldn't believe.
Also, I'm really sorry that your therapist did that to you. I've had around 12 therapists at this point in my life, most were just ok and 2 were amazingly helpful to me. I've had 4 others like this woman though, either pushy or completely unhelpful in their actions. Many people (mostly those who have never had any kind of psychological therapy) don't know that in many states you can become a licensed therapist without a degree specifically in psychology so I find many of the bad ones stem from their as they are completely uneducated in the field.