PhilosipherStoned

Go for it.

The post is bad and you should feel bad.. Hehe.. I'm just josshin' ya your great.

I've decided to get drunk and watch the votes come in.. then pass out some time later tonight to wake up tomorrow morning wondering what the fuck happened to the numbers I'm seeing now..

Yeah who are you again? I've seen you around here in there of course, but I can't really say what is you do here.. Not that anybody really does anything here.

Yeah kinda....

Oh no.. That original self diagnosis got pretty much doctor confirmed today.. I thought something like that might be happening initially though. I have no one to blame, but myself for deciding it was ok to let myself be lazy and fat for once I guess.. What I'm more worried about right now is I just paid for a doctor visit out of pocket because after going through VA phone and computer hooplah I figured out that since I havent been to a va clinic in more than two years they deactivated me or some shit so I have to do the initial shit with them I did like three years ago ALL over again, and the earliest date for that was next month. The VCP 'Veterans choice program' got gutted by trumps admin... for a new system that's pretty much the same shit, but it made digging for all this info even more of a hassle.. Long story short I'm still supposed to be elligible to recieve medical care from a local provider since the nearest VA is a pretty big journey away from me, but since I haven't needed to use the va and make that journey in over two years...or even needed medical care at all...I have to start from scratch then ask for a referral from my va doc to be seen locally and have it covered by the va... (Due to my living location not being locally served by a va clinic) YA merica.

Congrats. Help out a bro. Can I stay at your other place if this one burns down?

Not a bad creepy pasta one way or the other.

I can go anywhere here, and use them as my primary provider or whatever, but only the emergency room is open until Monday. My moms kind of a nurse, and she told me to wait and do that to so that's my plan for now. Well that and taking it easy. I feel okay right now just nervous and uncomfortable. The area feels pretty swore unless I'm lying down though. I havent needed to go to the doctor in years so I've never really set up a primary care provider here. Plus I got free immunizations /check ups etc while I was in the national guard at drills. I think I know the clinic I'm going with in town though.

2020 gave me ruptured insides for Halloween. I'm seriously scared there's still two more months now.

That seems like a better diagnosis at this point.

Meh. I'm just probing for information at this point. I decided to go the route with a bit of humility here because you know.. Google doctor has me spooked as a whole at this point.

I mean at this point I'm still not sure what's even goin' on honestly, but yeah.

Has anyone here ever been diagnosed with a type of hernia before then? I'd be lying if I said I had any idea about hernias before suspecting that's what's going on right now. I mean with the military, and actually working a lot of high impact jobs I've met dudes that've had them diagnosed and treated, but usually they had the shit happen on the job heavy lifting or something simular. For me this happened pretty much AFTER work on one of the lowest impact days I've ever had at work. That's when I first started feeling weird anyway. I have all the symptons though... Including those down below hint.. Only it's just now starting or pretty mild for one? I had the day off, but couldn't manage to get around early enough to schedule an appointment. I mean that is my fault.. but that's kind of one of the things with this.. When you're lying down, and for a while after it feels like you're good as new or even cured.. It doesn't really take much to end up back in significant pain though. Pretty sure what I'm experiencing is mild like just the start of one.. It still sucks, and I can't lie I'm kind of terrified atm.

To be fair the weird inurance guy that flagged me down at that emergency room couldn't even fuckin' do my va card or something.. I had a lip that was pretty busted open and I think it weirded him out..nvm tmi.. I used the State med insurance I was even newer to if adrenaline filled memories serve me correctly.. They werent much better.

I should be able to figure out a plan for all that anyway it's just fustrating. What I want to ask is.. If there's any older male members here that have dealt with an inguinal hernia before. This shit is a new as fuck experience for me, but I know it's a fairly common thing to happen in sports, and jobs involving heavy lifting.

See the VA is supposed to cover me for walk ins to local health facilities as well so I want to schedule a local appointment. I had a family member offer to take me to the emergency room earlier, but after being billed so much for just a simple stitch job in an emergency room.. I think I was told over the phone that the insane bill I got was for an outside doctor to come in and stitch it up at late hours though, and due to bla bla bla that's not covered.. I wasn't even told that beforehand either..

but I think I have a hernia. Infact I'm almost sure at this point that's what it is...and it feels like...wtf probably best not to describe the feeling? Thing is at this point if I'm correct in my self diagnosis the pain is minumum to none as long I'm chillin, but I couldn't even make it back from a trip to the grocery store without a 40+ pound bag of dry cat food making me have to double over and lay down flat in my truck to ease the pain. I'm still trying to figure out how I'm going to take care of this with a little bit of foresight. The VA should have me covered, but I hate the VA, and the way they make shit look all promising. I'm enrolled and by everything I've looked up I should be covered for this, but I'm not driving to the nearest VA center 50 miles away to get this dealt with, and the last emergency room visit I had got me billed for more than a grand just for a numb numb shot and a few stitches when I had both the VA, and healthcare from a state service job.. Ya I got fucked I know..

Yeah that's what I was thinking.. It still smells like shit the women were just too busy to care lol. It's like that dank dank but only women appreciate the stank.

Speak for yourself. This is a pretty interesting discovery though. So does it not smell like shit to women? What's it smell like to them then climax?