PhilosipherStoned

I feel like I've always been fatter than I thought now, and it's kind of screwing with me after looking at all the BMI shit. Oh well. I have had a big gut at several points, but then after a while I'll finally get rid of it then be like.. "Remember when you had a big belly though that was kind of tight" gain it back, play with it some more, lose it again, and repeat the process..which can't be healthy, but hey what is that's fun except sex maybe right?

Also suck on this doc I'm staying fat! Nah I mean I do need to tone up a little AT LEAST, but BMI's are shit. https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/265215

So jeeze I can't even weigh more than 150 at 5'6.... I've said this here before when BMI's have came up, but honestly WTF! I weighed 150 in high school and people were calling me skinny. edit: So that one applies to both male and female too my mistake.. Fuck BMI's though they just don't.. 💢

Yeah I'm not sure how much I weigh but it was like 190 last time at the clinic so yeah I'm definitely obese with a whopping 31 BMI at 5' 6. I just recently reached this point for the first time though.. I better cool it.. A little bit of weight loss would put me back in the "overweight" category, and just like you I can drop weight pretty easily or always fluctuate up and down way more than I should.. Most the weight's on my belly and I can feel it. Here's a good chart for the male bmi..bmi is supposedly just a reference point or something to average from anyway so idk. I don't even look that overweight it's just my gut I guess. https://www.health.harvard.edu/diet-and-weight-loss/bmi-calculator

Maybe Well I thought army standards were pretty close to standard bmi, but let me check again because the army does want to fucking much.. Skinny bastards that can run marathons but still carry over 80 pounds of gear on them. 😷

Man I've gotten really close to 200 recently and that's what's putting me into weight loss mode. I'm not sure if I'm comfortable being that close to 200. I mean I think my max bmi to not be considered obese is 174 so I'm not too much over the norm, and I weighed 150-64 even in high school so idk..I am a gainer so maybe I'm not doing too bad, but skateboarding is not kind to fat people either, and I feel like I always have to remember that because I don't think I could ever fully stop skateboarding completely and trying to push myself to do bigger better things without feeling depressed. I mean not skating that much is probably the only reason I've been able to get a lil chunky anyway though..It's a real dilemma.

Plus the way the body works the more weight you gain the easier it gets to gain weight and the harder it gets to keep it off.. It's a kink that takes a lot of discipline to stay healthy, but it's turned me on hardcore for a while to watch "gainer" girls go all out, and I get turned on just by doing the same myself. It gets really tricky not to want to binge eat all the time if you do it too much though and medically speaking a doctor would just call that an "eating disorder" right? I mean everything in moderation though right? It's still probably being on the cusp of having an eating disorder if nothing else, but fuck it.

I'm already used to that lol. Nah honestly I'm just not spoiled on having big holiday celebrations/get-togethers like a lot of people are.

I get what she means I think. I kind of feel the same way about myself right now. Like I said I have a weight gain fetish, but I'm still used to being skinny because of skateboarding and just regular old fashion exercise. It sucks because I'm not really sure I can blame that much of my weight gain on quarantining either..

Yeah bro you have been sounding a lot like a Linkin Park song lately..

Yeah that was what I was getting at, but I think that whole feederism thing goes a little bit too far for me usually. I don't want to see anybody go too far with that shit honestly and do like irreversable damage to themselves or gain life changing amounts of wieght. I guess you could call me a 'casual feeder'. I can see the force feeding role play thing a lot of feeder couples do being pretty fun with a chick that was down. I think the better word is "gainer" anyway, im not into that other crap like 'vore' . The idea of physically feeding a woman isn't even what draws me to the kink I just think it's kind of hot to watch women stuff themselves with enough food to make a noticable difference, and then not be afraid to show off a little fluff. I don't like to see people go too far and gain like 1-200 pounds when they were already chunky though.. Also supposedly average couples end up giving off subliminal ques to their partners to gain weight anyway. Let me check that though..I guess this'll due: https://www.healthline.com/health/food-nutrition/can-love-make-you-gain-weight

belly fat can be kinda kinky sometimes though.

I have a bit of kink for weight gain myself, but there's definitely a limit and I'm not into that 'tlc level' binge eating for lack of better words.

Especially I include hearing Free bird come on as part of a movie score just because producers are like sure this'll be perfect...Yeah fuck your emoji. Overhyped as fuck, and annoyingly so.

Free bird < Simple Man. Maybe not in high doses, but man even the band gets annoying after hearing Free Bird overplayed... That's my opinion anyway, and I like what they did with the song.

It's a good song.. Especially for unwinding or dive bar atmosphere (things like that) but I get why someone might feel that way about it. I can only handle it small doses myself even though I think it is a classic rock staple.

I really got into the game on pc enough to get 2 or 3 warframes built and finish most of the planet nodes.. Then like most MMO's got bored of the grind and stopped playing long enough to completely forget about almost. Had a dude rent a room from for a little bit that kept playing shit like Apex legends and Fortnite so I decided to show him warframe on ps4, and now I'm kind of hooked again.. Now I'm thinking about at least maining my ps4 warframe account for a while since even though I got a new computer monitor it's not as clean looking as playing warframe on PS with a 50 inch TV. Anybody here a big Warframe player? I'm still working out how to get down with actual players a bit better on ps4 though. Also apparently I'm not really sure why, but if I try to claim offers via ps store using the cash shop they'll end up going to my pc warframe account if I'm not careful because that's the only one I have tied to email I guess and I'm not sure how to even do that for ps4. (I probably just have to log into warframe's website from ps4 under a diff email than I did for pc) The game isn't completely cross platform so I can't just jump on my pc account on ps4 either. There could be something I'm missing there though. I still have Nidus on PS4 through bying a little starter pack on the market, and he's a beast at doing defense missions.. That pack gave me platinum that I used to buy Nekros.. A god of the dead like warframe that I should've remembered a lot of people just use for team support since one of his abilities lets you basically clone loot from pieces of dead enemies that already dropped their base loot.. My ps4 account is so set up to be a noobs starter account now it isn't even funny though.. Started with mag that has a passive ability that draws loot and all in game pick ups toward her every time she bullet jumps..Got Excaliber built for free even though I didn't start with him cause I am a sword guy.. and now I have Nidus and Nekros for more player team support and goth/gory 'to the victor goes the spoils' glory... Good shit.

I had coffee this morning and almost regret it. Damn diuretic effect I definitely don't need coffe to be regular there I just wanted the awake effect.

The ram felt kind of cozy they other day when all I did was use the winter wipers I had to put on to clear the snow, but there was still piles around the edges of the windshield. Made driving in it feel like I was looking at the town through one of those decorative seasonal picture frames.

I immediately defaulted to batman too.. Like Buddy has a bat cave what have I been doing with my life..

Havent been tested in a while, but seeing as the human hive mind seems to think they need to conglomerate outside a rapid testing center at least once a week to be tested my rationale has been that's not really a safe place to be at all unless you are experiencing some of the symptoms.. When I went to get my unlrelated medical issue looked at the tech doing it said he'd just checked out for being non contagious, but he'd most likely contracted covid there at work because that clinic is the place I'm talking about where everybody seems to build up.. He more or less said something like "Now go run! Get the fuck out of here before you get it too." after he was done with my appointment.

I'm proud of you.

Oh yeah that package that was supposed to be here Tuesday.. Yeah I'm not going to bother worrying about it until next week after all the social media posts I've seen about everything. At least the replacement dryer belt I ordered came on time, and I only had to go to the laundry mat once..

Sorry to hear seems like a horrible time to need another tv..