PhilosipherStoned

Sorry to hear that man, but right now I think you are just thinking about worst case scenarios.. We all seem to be able to mingle with you here on UE to whatever degree so it's hard for me to say you have as much to worry about as you think. Just remember you are the only one that can take your life in a direction YOU want.. I hope things are ok on the job front if you lost your SSI...but as I have been trying to say it's your responsibility.

So honestly man with the way things sound you should have mental health check ups and docs or something assigned to you kind of on a case basis.. I believe you've even said you get SSI or whatever it is. Tell them how you feel. That's going to be very concerning for them, but it doesn't necessarily mean you are going to be institutionalized either. Maybe they'll just prescribe you an anti-depressant or be able to work out what's making you feel that way, and not do it at all.. Speaking from experience you don't seem to be a danger to your self from all the posts you;ve made..but I have no idea what's going on with you either I'm just a random guy on the internet. If you get to the point where you are plotting ways to hurt yourself you need to seek help immediately is all I can really say. I'd hate to see you go for one internet pal...

That's so simular to what I have going on..but it's like what gives she came at me like a damn miley cyrus wrecking ball, and I think she expects me to do the same when I've seen her flirt, and make the smae kind of posts on facebook with all these guys chiming back in like I'll take that offer.. The one time I check her page and respond to one like.."well I thought this shit was already on the agenda for us" She blocks me out of nowhere and says it's because she doesn't want her ex husband and me to beef.. and he's been really nice paying for a ton of shit with her and her kids so.. Long story short same girl I've posted about that had the audacity or whatever to ask.."I just found out I was pregnant or whatever I hope that doesn't change things".. Honestly if I didn't know she has to be playing the numbers game by now it wouldn't...to put icing on the cake she still comes at me with shit like "all I wanted was us" RIGHT after she's like I just don't want you to have to deal with other dudes getting pissed your talking to me. 🐵 Didn't mean for a post to even get this long, but yeah I am aware I spent way too much time trying to facillitate her bullshit just because it seems like she really wants something with me, but that hasn't stopped her from being a giddy little pervert and condoning all the attention she gets by casually putting herself out there on the internet and even like in public I don't know. Why deal with all that..

*Exchange 'cell' for 'room' in my above post and it's still pretty accurate for how any mental health institution is gonna treat you if you go in saying you're suicidal. Really where is that coming from though man I get you may have a level of depression, but with the circumstances nationwide right now a lot of people do. If you think you need in-patient help for your mental illness.. ADHD or whatever you got going on that's a completely different thing from the suicidal issue is all I'm trying to tell you, and you don't want to overstate your depression or anything like that unless you actually feel like you're in danger of ending your own life for the hell of it..

You know you can do better than this. I'm going to start pretending I don't speak Ghostrek if you don't step up your grammar at least a little bit man.

by quarantine fever I meant I think I'm feeling like I need to get laid or do the whole dating thing because there's not much else to do. Now add the cold wet winter weather to that and yeah I'm like I have some days off now cool...Oh wait nah../wrist. Here's to drinking at home again I guess. 😷

He wasn't even anti trump with that video really he just tossed a 'this is what's wrong with the world' conspiracy theory out there, tied it to Trump and then M Night Shyamalaned that shit into a Jesus message so.. I have to give him props that was actually a very coherent and effective twist to push his ideas out there, and it wasn't very 'evangelical' at all I think one of the requirements to be an evangelical is extreme incoherency. Props to the Veggie Tales guy I guess.

Yeah... doing it with combination army/skateboarder feet is a real thrill as well. 😷

That's one hell of a conspiracy.. I mean I get where he's going with things, but..Oh we are alive in christ.. Should've saw the jesus lesson coming.

This shit is lame. I've been wondering if the only reason I'm feeling like dating anyway is due to 'quarantine fever'.. Guess I better join Zeni on OkCupid. 🙃

Ass is always something I try to keep off the menu during sexual encounters.. but much like fda food allowances for nasty shit sometimes it's hard to keep it completely off the menu. Always be vigilant and look out for cross contamination as well.

I've sent some to nigerian scammers claiming to be a prince anyway.

yes. You will most likely be naked in a padded cell with someone assigned to stare at your naked body just in case you end up getting a hold of something you can kill yourself with if you're suicidal.. If you are feeling this way not trying to scare you it's just... especially working with prisoners I'm used to saying all that because people try to get into the mental wards thinking they'll have it easier, and maybe they will if they are comfortable with all that but usually after hearing how it is they say "fuck that no I'm not suicidal I was just in my feelings I guess boss." As for being institutionalized just because of a mental disability or whatever you got going on it shouldn't be as bad of course, but that all depends on the 'institution' as well. All that said what makes you think any of that's in your future anyway?

Mine went up by 2. That's all you're getting from me.

So this kind of broke my brain last night, and I'm not doing much better with it today ok... Questions: WHAT WAS THE SLIMY SUBSTANCE was she like a family guy goldman dripping mucus or did she have like... barbeque sauce all over her hands and started rubbing you because that sounds kind of hot honestly.? Also what does how you were raised have anytthing to do with this. OHHH You mean you were still being polite, and trying to talk to her even though she was grossing you out because you were raised to be polite in public or something right.. I get it. I mean she must not have been very attractive though anyway because if she was the more slimy substances the merrier if you ask me.

Also I feel like all that sauce and the questionable rib planks are going to give me some regrets later already, and I just finished eating them.

So I was obviously mistaking the MCrib for a cafeteria sandwhich or some off the wall places attempt at one.. The McRib has plenty of sauce it was even all over the edges of the box.. It was like a barbeque rib..soup sandwich. I mean my opinion of it did go up from like a 2 to a 4 out of 10, but I'm still not impressed. Also 2 of them are almost $10 what the fuck. I'll stick to the once dollar menu biscuit burgers..

Like shit I'm guessing then lol? All I know is it wasn't memorable if I ever tried one. Maybe I'm thinking of another over hyped rib sandwich anyway. You know what I'm going to wallyworld and theres a mcd's in there. I'll solve this dilemma soon stand by.

Woah boy. I see. Some kind of slimy substance you say? Umm. That sounds kind of kinky. You know what it's almost 4 in the morning here.. Think I'm gonna hit the hay and probably have some more laughs in the morning. That sounds pretty weird though man from what I could understand.. "I was just like aww come on at first" she couldn't've been that weird, and hey your weird.. I'm weird.. but I'm gonna get some rest and try to comprehend that post a lil better in the morning.. '

I think the last chick that came at me is pretty fucking weird too to be honest..

Well I do feel I'm fuck weird probably.. but that post was kind of cute. I'm hesitant to ask why YOU think she was fucking weird, but I'm more so curious lol. 🤨

Forceful. Rofl. I'm not trying to force shit nor do I really care. To sum this thread up in sentence I'm just saying I think it would be mutually beneficial to me and anyone seeking a relationship with me if I at least had a hand in seeking out a relationship in the first place. I probably lost you already, but don't worry about it my man. Or in other words for the first time really I'm like why not.. maybe that would do me some good if I put myself out there and openly made it known I'm down. Also are you speaking from experience ghostrek do tell? 🐵

Yeah thanks I guess Ghostie as someone who's never really tried, and has still ran the gamut pretty far anyway there's not much to lose to be honest. Except time I guess.. and looking back at shit especially the last "relationship" I tried to do...THAT's why I think if there was a shred of foundation BEFORE me saying "you know what yeah I mean I guess I can see this working" to women coming my way shit would at least feel more meaningful from the get go. Who knows..

Well that's kinnd of what I'm saying.. It was bland as fuck.. There was some kind of mild ass sauce on the little ass 'rib' plank and two sub like buns around that, but one bite and I was like fuck this and went on about my life never thinking about it again lol.. If that makes sense. Either way..Especially if McEvil puts a low price tag on it to draw people in on top of the "McRib is back campaign" I'll do it. Edit// I do have to add though McDonalds is only really ever a thing for me as a last resort, and the damn mcdoubles.. and mcchickens still get me craving for them every now and then just because the condiments on them I think. Late night munchies: Yeah let me get 4 Mcdoubles and 2 Mcchickens plz.. I do love me some biscuit sized wanna be burgers at 2am.