Give me your worst. I've been to erratic to set up up the punching bag that's supposed to help me deal with thoughts like you. So I might as well use you as a punching bag instead right?
There's cracks in my walls from underestimating my strength friend..
I refuse to eggh you on. A counselor would just tell you.. You need to learn to stand on your own before you can expect anyone else to catch you when you fall..