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André Toulon

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  1. Haven't had breakfast in a while but I bought milk today and I'm looking forward to trying this KitKat cereal my daughter bought. It must not be that good because it's still here after a week but she eats cereal dry, like a monster, and I know my way is better
  2. An unprecedented chain of events led to pizza hut boneless wings. Now that I'm home I'm eating a baloney sammich and chips and going to bed.
  3. 1 guy 1 jar and Mr Hands
  4. Well, I wish I had noticed this had shifted to deer talk ...I could have saved my self-damning post.
  5. You're a good friend scoob, but I'm nothing if not honest and I can't wear a badge I don't deserve. Bro, I'm a fucking mess. A stubborn man child that would rather play video games and watch cartoons than try to foster a healthy relationship with another person. I've taken stock in relationships I've had that lasted 5 years or so and I realized after a out year 2....I was just doing it because I thought it was normal. I've now subscribed to the notion that after 3 months or so, I'm just done wasting my time. I am perfectly willing to to carry the kids mother around on my shoulders because I know once she's comfortable she'll go away. If that's the prototype for the modern era, then it's pretty obvious humans won't make it. TL Dr: thanks scoob, but your princess is in another castle.
  6. Goddammit, I'm doing this to myself but if they didn't hunt for food or for trophy....what did they hunt for. And just for the sake of argument, my mom taught me how to change a flat and belts and how to check fluids in a car. Oh almost forgot @ghostrek
  7. Um....I think I learned most of my coping mechanism and my masculine tendencies from TV. My mom worked all the time. I was a girl dad at like 8 years old because I had to cook and clean up after my sister. Not to say my mom didn't teach me stuff and was t an influence, but I think more than anything else, my dedication to a role of father stems from me not having one, and the reason I'm reclusive is most of my therapy was sitting in my room, alone until I figured shit out....or at least developed a major fail of a plan that I quickly learned never to do again. When I move to the south from Cali, I was definitely a feminine kid, because in Cali I was around my mom a lot. Once we moved, it was kinda like I was forced into a masculine role, and my male role models mostly hunt and drank. I picked up the drinking....the hunting kinda went away when I discovered video games. I didn't quite like the finality of death, but death within the confines of the TV....yes pls. B
  8. I'm not picky, I'll watch anything but I will usually opt for reruns unless someone suggests something
  9. Every time I buy some from Amazon....which is maybe twice a year, the always give me prime for 30 days. I'll probably never actually sub to it because I don't shop on Amazon but I do exploit prime video for a few days. I already caught up on invincible and gonna marathon the boys either tonight or tomorrow...sat through American fiction, to my dismay....but is there anything else on there worthwhile...it just seems like prime is a middleman for other streaming services....not sure why I would ever need it, but I'm open to suggestions
  10. I just don't answer because I don't like talking to people. It's always a text from few a few minutes later "what did you want"
  11. Well now you have to elaborate, because I don't really associate my need to repress my emotions with anger. My anger generally manifests when I'm actually TRYING to convey feelings and I'm not getting a response
  12. Just as a matter of fact kind of thing, very few women I've dated ever made me feel they were with me for money. Definitely none of the pre college women were....in fact I reached out and made amends with the girl I was with in Atlanta because I was at my worst then. She kinda paid for my past trauma and she didn't deserve it. I'm happy we cleared the air. Post college, I got into a relationship fueled by cocaine....did not work, obviously.....The kids mother was broke when we met but I felt it was my job to support her while she went to school and built her business... subsequent women were almost always solid. It just these last two that had to get the reality check the coochie ain't gonna hypnotize me, but they were just grown girls, not women.
  13. I noticed the knuckles and was going to make my own comment but got upset that it didn't embed. Those were just the first two I came across but there's one with a bargain bin Idris that amused the shit out of me because you could just tell he was fapping to himself in the mirror
  14. Nah not you by any means. Mostly I'm talking about partners or people who can physically see me staring into the void and just start shovelling trash on my pile
  15. While I do feel that a lot of men do it because they are told or conditioned to bottle up emotions, I do it mostly because I like to fix my own problems and I find that I, myself, tend to be dismissive and unreceptive to other people's opinions on what I should do or how I should cope. Like there have been times I think "man, I wish I had someone to talk to about this" and then I analyze that further and realize, I don't actually want to talk to anyone about it.....what I want is like some glaring alarm or something to go off when I'm in that mood that lets people know that I'm dealing with my own shit and I don't really want to talk about theirs. I can usually figure shit out on my own, but for some reason, people like to spill their guts to me and sometimes they pick the very moment I'm buried in my own thoughts and it's all I can do to not flash and be like "stfu, I'm dealing with my own shit" but since I usually feel bad after being mean, I just pile their shit in with mine and just muddle through.
  16. Let's try this https://www.facebook.com/firstoffinmyopinion/videos/673879331485409/?mibextid=rS40aB7S9Ucbxw6v Yeah it won't embed, but I'm assuming if you're logged into FB, you can see dude video For real....this what they got going on 🤣 https://www.facebook.com/Blackroyalty77/videos/721582940137907/?mibextid=rS40aB7S9Ucbxw6v
  17. Ok, every soft phase/soft guy era video is on tiktok and I'm not making an account for that...I'll make one more attempt and put it in my FB search, but istg I don't want to do this because it'll never go away. Guess I'll log into the buddyroe account. But since they are both linked to my Google, I'm sure it'll infect both
  18. OMG, I hate how this site is structured sometimes....my answers are in your quotes on my post, Vamped.
  19. My point being, if a woman makes a "masculine" move, she will be applauded while men doing what they just consider a move to peace is a toxic trait....how dare he put her on the street with no money, no shelter, no way to fend for herself. So to stay on topic and not make this a men vs women thing, a lot of dudes are using femininity as a means to level the playing field.....I'm not doing it, personally....I'm ok with just being called a jerk, but the paradigm of masculinity has taken an extremely jarring shift and it's why I made my original stance that there can't be a serious consensus. I assume some of these dudes are serious, but some are just plain trolling.
  20. I fucking hate people who think you are other people and then when you tell them you aren't the person that they think you are, they get offended....this is why I don't socialize anymore. People think you are obligated to make them secure in being blatantly wrong. Yeah, remember....we were at Leon's I don't know Leon Yes you do, you and your old lady were trying to have a baby Definitely not sir, I moved here with my kids and have not been trying with anyone to make more ... definitely not in the capacity that I was discussing it with you. Yeah because you tried to get me to come to Michelin LOOK WORRISOME ASS N#&&@, I DONT KNOW YOU....YOU DONT KNOW ME....FUCK ALL THE WAY OFF DUDE.🤬
  21. I just saw help me on the contributors list... Where does he post...I don't recall seeing him at all. Is he just in toonami now?
  22. My kids bought some...they said it sucks...I gotta ask what they said it tasted like...it was very specific. I wanted no part of it
  23. He need you to talk to him so he can ignore it or dismiss it with "ok"
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