Gyaos

.....This is new to me. You guys actually pay attention to this kind of stuff? I don't. 😆

Tbf, my name is gibberish to most people so I wasn't expecting to be on the list when I saw it.

When something great happens to me, I anticipate the next moment when something will come to take that joy away from me. This, ironically, prevents me from experiencing joy in the moment. It's such a sickening feeling, and I hate it.

I remember clips of movies and things I saw as a kid that either never happened in the actual films or I sometimes try to find things I remember seeing as a child, but cannot think of where to begin to find them.

No recollection. Though to be fair, a lot would probably say the same about me.

Not gonna' lie...this makes me sad as hell. I have several of his albums and knowing what he said kinda' takes away from it all.

Having lived in a shitty apartment with minimal heating? Can't really blame them for that.

I can't say this about women, but if any guy takes more than 5 minutes for a shower, I question what they're doing in there. Probably the most obvious answer would be that they're busy playing with themselves, but Idk. I wash my hair, then my body, then get out. To answer the question, my answer is no.

Everybody commits evils. Everybody poops. I don't see the big deal, here...

If the ghost wants to watch, who am I to judge?

Got tested. Anxiety is pulling at my skull. On top of having to wait for test results, ladyfriend is trying to call the unemployment office to figure out the situation regarding new $$$ since the executive order was signed, but she can't get a hold of anybody over the phone. Meanwhile, the lack of contact is hurting us both. You know in cartoons and movies how two people in prison can be sitting on the walls opposite each other in different cells and talk, but they yearn to be by each other's side? We did that today. This shit feels like prison. A lot of people I know would think it's funny, but it isn't. We can play certain games together or talk on Discord, sure, but that's not exactly the same as being able to rest easy by their side or work out problems as effectively. Hoping that the results come back as quickly as they did when I got mine in June, and without another positive diagnosis. Might even be able to get back to work sooner. I don't know.

West Virginia isn't known for weird foods, but they combine plenty of weird shit. Like....creamy tomatoes or milk with cornbread. Like, really, you dunk the cornbread in a glass of milk or spread tomatoes all over it.

Overall apathy. I didn't even pay attention to what was happening on my profile before this thread popped up.

I accidentally click on avatars more than I care to admit. People scarcely look at my shit too. My oldest viewer goes back to fucking APRIL.

My ladyfriend got evicted from her apartment two days ago. Her job site is still closed and unemployment benefits had, of course, expired and the landlord is a known dickhead. No moratorium and he ended up evicting a lot of people. I bet he took glee in doing it too... She'll be living with me. Her confidence is completely shot and the only thing I can do is be there for her.

The last couple of weeks have been a doozy. However, last week, my dad left my mom after years of threatening to do so, went hiking to another town (with no vehicle and no cell phone), and couldn't hitch a ride to Pittsburgh as he intended. He threatened to leave when we were kids, for fuck sake. Four days later, he returned home to mom because he realized it wasn't fucking 1975 anymore and $20 doesn't go very far. I don't care how fucking mad you are--you don't leave your old lady hanging like that. Get a divorce. He has the money for it with his retirement check, I know that fucking much. Now he's threatening to do it again and my mom doesn't know what to do. Couple this with the fact that we're in the midst of a pandemic and I'm being worked to death to meet quotas, I'm tired, I'm fucking fed up, and I don't have time for this kind of bullshit. I almost wish the old man would fucking CROAK!

Picking just one is hard, but when I played Pokemon, Scolipede was the only specific one I remember actively using the most. It also looks like a horsey and would probably be fun to ride...assuming it would let me.