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Like I said it's hard to explain, but seeing Buckethead back in the saddle again, so to speak, has been a very enjoyable experience for me. I'm just a fan, of course. Buckethead is the musician who put in all the hard work, worked through his hurdles, and has gone absolutely bonkers the past 6 or 7 years now; releasing over 200 albums, extensively touring again. It's definitely good to see him back from his hiatus. I understand that he must have went through a lot of personal issues and such, but he seems to have pulled through and he seems like he's more focused than ever. I have such a respect for this man's dedication, his work ethic, his study ethic, his insane proclivity towards understanding the tones. I guess that's what I'm trying to say, is I'm so glad it, at least appears, that Buckethead is doing better and he seems very ambitious and focused and dedicated and committed to it. That's all. I just love Buckethead and am glad he's apparantley feeling better and is able to get back to his passion so we can jump back into his passion. Proximity Genius Osmosis: Uhhh. Enjoy.

Drink up. I'm sure that'll mix well with all your hormone replacement therapy. Pop a few xannies for good measure.

I have a new job already.

Mental state of a broken record. Shocking.

Will def go see tomorrow night. Code Geass is one of the best anime.

Coming from the sad sack that leaves me 30 or so little presents in my notifications several times a day.

This is probably like the tenth time I been listening to the radio recently, heard a song I either don't remember or don't recognize, enjoy it, go look it up "Oh. It's two decades old... that makes sense." And it really does just make sense at this point, considering the shift music production took during the early 2000's (((quantize EVERYTHING!!!))). It's so weird. It's like, when they didn't treat music like an assembly line production... it's almost... almost like you can tell that the music has a fucking soul, balls, or at the very least a resonant theme. Latest example of this "phenomena":

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATAWUUUUUUUUUUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Grabbing a hair of the dog and sucking it down on the drive to work was a big wake up call for me. Can't believe I was ever in a state of mind where that seemed like a perfectly reasonable, fine thing to do.

Incel beta cuck.

Let them laugh. It is ultimately inconsequential. You are acting out of love and respect for yourself by seeking to improve your health and extend your life. Do not hurt yourself for the sake of others. You are worth it.

I have the same social anxiety because I know I'm a pathetic fatass and people are probably laughing at all my jiggling rolls and heavy breathing doing 3mph on the treadmill. You kinda have to just let the gallows humor roll and own it; if you drop dead from a heart attack at least it gives the body builders something to laugh about.