wacky1980

we both know he's far from 12 though.

i'm 5 days into quitting right now. it takes the right mindset. this is the first time i've tried quitting where i actually wanted to quit, and it's been pretty easy so far. good luck to you!

dude, you gotta stop. this is killing me.

yeah, i guess cyber's right. this has indeed gone full circle.

did you actually watch this happen? or are you just assuming he wasn't actually plowing your s.o.?

and do they impress you, packard? do they??

there's evidence to support that jesus the person actually did live. the stories are what would be false.

lots of people who love jesus christ aren't into necrophilia. some of them probably are, but i'd wager that most of them aren't.

it's like you're trying to hit the 14yo presidential physical fitness marks or something. aim higher, tough guy.

lol, that's a sears brand watch and you can get it brand new for less than a trip to the movies. are we supposed to be impressed by these hunks of polished brass?

you can still currently love someone who is already dead.

it's nothing to write home about either.

wait. you actually measured your arms? :D:D:D brilliant. also, it's "chicken arms" not "t-rex arms".

city-wide yard sale / clean-up is this weekend. there will be goldmines for days, just sitting outside on the curbs. packard will be there.

i think latex is more zeni's speed.

even though he shat on your joke, i still have to point out that working the same shatty job for 28 years also doesn't guarantee anyone seniority. especially when you're still cleaning shatters and running sweepers every day.

being a senior citizen doesn't automatically mean you get to claim seniority.

"from the floor to overhead" isn't really that far, when you're always bent over scrubbing shitters.

so i'm up to four days now. still going strong, not having any horrible cravings or getting aggressive or any of that shit. but things are getting weird. i don't know if i'm still sick and these odd side effects are from that, or if my body is starting to get pissed from the lack of nicotine. just this afternoon, i'm getting some weird sensations. the very top of my head feels tingly and numb, and also maybe like a bit of pressure. but no pain, no headaches or neck / shoulder pain. tops of my shoulders feel the same cool/tingling sensation as well. my hearing is also affected, like a dull ringing. also (this one is really odd), my top and bottom sphincters both feel like they're raw (bar har), but also kinda numb. uncomfortable, but again not painful. kinda like, it feels like someone else's tongue is inside my mouth. and it feels like my lips are about 2x their normal size, but they're not. i did have some hot pepper jerky yesterday as a snack, so that may explain the tingly star, but this seems quite a bit different than how that normally feels. i've been sleeping with the help of benadryl and nyquil, but it takes like 3-4 hours to kick in and then i'm cranky AF in the mornings. i'm gonna try a different approach tonight, and drink a few heavy beers to see if that can knock me out without another sleep aid.

it's the chicken arms that make it seem so big.

those. age spots.

i mean, it was really just an observation. but if it scared you, sure, call it whatever you want.

you talk too much.

...oh, i'm sorry. you were still talking? please continue.