I took a 7pm nap, which has become my routine....It is dangerously close to my 3:20am snack, followed by my 4:20am morning bake and 4:40am reflecting on shit that hasn't mattered for decades, but still somehow manages to keep me up at night.
Like I wish I could apologize to that old lady that waved at my 4th grade class as we walked to the post office for a tour....She had a huge bottom lip and all the kids laughed, including me until I saw her face go sad and I'll never be able to say I'm sorry.
And that scary rabbit I shot in the middle of the night because I thought he was a bobcat.....Never got that damned bobcat and that bunny didn't have to die.
And the $100 I found outside of my exes apartment complex.....If I picked up someone's drug money, cool.....But what if it was for a baby.
Dammit, I doing this now...Fucking up my whole schedule....Let me get back in gear for snack time.