PhilosipherStoned

Meh. MY parents live within walking distance which if you read the thread isn't usually a good thing.

those were pizza rolls?🤨

I was first turned on to the idea by the band and self proclaimed metal queen lyricist within Otep.. I think in her lyrics she was just referring to like mistletoe and christmas wreaths... Since she's like anti-christ... The song Im talking about was back in the day anyway...but I always heard Christmas weed...and there SHOULD be like..Christmas WEED still even though maybe that's not how the lyrics go. Plz someone give me some Christmas marijuana. 🤷‍♂️ I think I've gotten it before probably from sellers back in the day, but come on.

Just be mindful of that diabetic shock then.. we doen't need to lose you of all people. 🙃

Should've just made this in DF is how I feel because

With all things considered... My mother's never really been the best parent I guess. It's kind of sad she was at my house asking for handouts before she found a low level job recently. If I kept a tab she'd probably be owing me $300 easily for crap like cigarettes and gas.. Which the gas I don't even mind as much, but having your mother insistantly pretty much beg you for shit like a pack of cigarettes is the worst feeling idk.. I even paid for my step dad's blood pressure meds one time when she came over asking which wasn't really shit, and I'm not mad about that at all. My life does fucking suck between shit like that going on and.. Maybe making the wroing choices and trying to forge a relationship with that one chick I can see being the fucking same way as a mother that already has kids up for adoption wasn't the greatest idea either..She has more family to back up her poor decisions at least, and good for her. I know I'm just having a momentary failure against the holiday blues battle, but really! How the fuck did I end up this way? I guess it could be because I'm a piece of shit that's never really cared to have anyone around, and I'm used to people needing me anyway WAY longer than just the holidays.. but fuck this shit..I'll pull through. I just can't help feeling like the pandemic didn't really change much in the long run, and shit's like this because of MY decisions because it is right? That was rhetorical.. but I would probably be in this same spot or maybe even worse considering I kind of got to take advantage of 'essential jobs' before the initial scare wore off. Just some self reflection. 😷

I need to get a better job already. This ones not bad I guess, but definitely not anything to be proud of.

I'll start my annual new years straight edge challenge as soon as this filthy year flips over. I don't ever make resolutions to quit really, but I try to see how long I can go without drinking and either cut down or quit smoking for a while. I usually end up doing it for a good few months at least. Sometimes well into the year.

Grats.

I did those regularly voluntarily because I thought the money was right before the pandemic.. Sorry..................................................... Sometimes a 12 would turn into 15 or 16 on a DC shipping dock as well. 🙃 Oh I also worked at a flour plant throwing bags of flour into a chopper for reprocessing for that long at HALF the pay than a normally employed employee would do when shit finally hit the fan, and people shut a lot of shit down...Lol also a plant that used some weird probably widely used Ammonium.. whatever it was that would sting eveybody's orafaces enough people WANTED to wear masks to do that even though it's not really deemed a risk in the first place so idk man.

Ok, but be honest how many times have you said that this time of year.. I know I've probably said it a lot. If the pandemic doesn't get under control it just becomes life.. Which honestly isn't that bad in the long run because everybody...including businesses will be forced to adapt to life in the manner we've been dealing with or have to completely rethink their economic strategies.. It's a real friggin shame there's still even businesses out there that don't want to comply with regs because of the whole anti-masker thing is what I'm getting at, and I feel a great majority of the population STILL isn't ready to consider things like that everyday life, and I can barely even blame Trump for that. It's just complete fucking ignorance, and self-entitlement that makes people want to complain about the state of things without even trying to switch up their daily routine though. ...

Do what you will.

Second.

I don't think DPS is really trying to be a stickler right now... Got pulled over by a Trooper because an accidental mudding expidition took off my front license plate, and a lot of dumb non integral shit.. One I had an encounter with thought I had to contamminated or some shit...

I feel like this is now a haiku thread all because of one Ghostrek and really I Don't know how to haiku properly with out counting syllables so fuck you I'm playing Warframe.

Honestly I know a lot about the origin of Yoga from occult studies.. but I'm just now trying it...and I really don't need another religion at least atm so I'm gonna take it in stride. I could use some Bikram Yoga with a female partner though if you know what I mean.

Meh..I explained my shit pretty thoroughly I believe. The whole 'dom.' feeder thing does not apply to me at all.. Letting someone that doesn't know how to deal with the 'consequences' embelish the fetish doesn't apply either.. It's like rules poof... For a lot of people in the community I'M talking about..

Well I still have to learn all the poses and shit good enough I don't need instruction then..and don't get me wrong that's engaging..or something simular. I better be able to suck my own dick after I'm done with this shit or something is how "morning yoga" made me feel. I'm joking, but really...AM I? 🤨

No U

Tryin' to hit me with that fine print I see..

Try what again?

*Sigh* I know, but I feel like I'm gonna have to make the shit more exciting somewhow if I keep doing it. Maybe ditch the Tibetan meditation music for some Lofi at least idk.. I think yoga stretches could really help me out with a lot of things still.

I only did some beginners thing, and probably did it horribly.. My back kind of did something weird during that thing where you raise your arm and then cross it under your other one so far with your head turned the other way you're supposed to be breathing down your upper back though.. Now my normally stiff slightly curved spine doesn't feel as compacted and tense now, but I was sure I was about to have some sort of spinal charlie horse that would've made it look like I was having a seizure if I was in public for a second. The breathing thing is probably more important than I'm giving it credit for..

Doesn't really matter to me. I love cooking, but hate dishes so it's awesome when someone offers to do the dishes if I cook though.

Work around the house for me to. Still need to repair my back fence. I took apart the flourescent light in my kitchen after I bought some new bulbs and nothing happened still. Also bought an electrical wiring tester kit because for all I know there's a bigger problem there. Pretty sure it just needs a new ballast.. Something else will probably break before I get that shit finished anyway like my dryer did.