PhilosipherStoned

I had way too much.. More than a friggin white claw anyway.

It's hard to not overlook some of those things when you buy a house for sure..

Thought I was going to kill over at the skate park.. I'm probably out of shape on top of the heat lol.. Little kids staring at me breathing hard..

I still need to get sword/shield.

I live around the Lubbock area. Small town in between it and Amarillo...

Finding a lot of good japanese tunes today.

😷

Supposingly that kind of heat makes it harder for the covid viral spores to build up in areas. I suppose that could be misinformation though I don;t believe I've tried to debunk it. Thinking the sun is going to burn off a pandemic is wishful thinking at best anyway.

it was less than 10 degrees from that threshold here yesterday.. Let's see. It's 94 degress here..

I think I can go to the skate park again, but I'd be sweatin'.. Shit's trying to open since Texas is on board with all the "fuck this quarantine bullshit". Still a lot of businesses are choosing to remain closed on their on volition because they think it's too soon. Probably is..

Whip it good.

sound reasoning bro. 😪

I'm not bothered by any of this of course and I feel a relationship with her is possible, I just don't hold my breath for the bullshit. Also red flags are red flags.. Right now I'm just leaving all of those hanging. As long as you can see them there's no need to collect them.

I can't even buy the shit honestly.. I can't fault you for laughing. A term I probably picked up from you anyway "morbid curiousity" is all thats keeping me going with this I believe. I think now that she's realized just because she acts sprung and hot and bothered I'm not trying to pledge my allegiance to her... She's fucking 26+ and all the hot and horny shit I've been hearing from her still sounds like high school crush bullshit. If it is though she def. no longer is the shy and unconfident person she says she was when she was first crushing on me in high school. I understand this is why you are supposed to leave your hometown after high school now though. Feel free to point Nelson fingers and laugh. I'm not trying to shut this chick down though really I think a lot of it has been real.. I'm just annoyed at the fact she doesn't seem to understand I hated high school crushes... I'd be lying if I said I've never had one, or even 20 of them every fuckin school year.. That's all they are though are crushes. Aptly named supposingly.. I think she decideded not to fuck with me tonight though. Probably a good call. She had to work today and I've just been chilling.. cataloging much more of the situation I'm trying to bring here..

TBH though I leave them because I'm lazy as f.

Nuke all dat shit.

She said I just left her hot and bothered when I made out with her before she left the other night.. Which was pretty much her idea. I told her she could come over if she wanted to when she got off work. We may not need pics tonight..The prego part is still kind of bothering me.. Not so much that she's pregnant and it's not mine or some vain shit.. Just like I said I've never dated a pregnant chick.. and she is def pregnant and horny. I'm trying not to provide too many details, but this shit is wild. I want to take everything she says at face value and give her the benefit of the doubt, but I would be lying if part of me didn't want to make a poll thread about whether or not she's over me in a few weeks, or she's putting some baby daddy insurance on me.. or if she really is somehow crazy as f about me.. lol at that last one.

Who knows maybe we can mesh.. I'm not going to loose any more sleep over it. She just seemed unreasonably upset by me saying "Idk we really don't know anything about each other "yet".

I mean not whole foods.. Furniture does kind of turn me on a bit I guess.

I'm not sure she knows wtf she wants atm. She says what she wants is me.. as in a relationship I'm just not convinced lol. To me women that are overly sprung and physical in the beginning of a relationship while not knowing much ANYTHING about the other person just kind of add to that suspicion, but I get that could just be her. I made this thread originally because she wants us to have a relationship and kind of seemed triggered when I said "maybe, but we still don't know anything about each other don't you think it's a bit early for that?" Then I guess it turned into me scoffing at free unsolicited sex.