I let that girl control a lot of my life....We both had serious drug problems at the time and the fact that she threatened to leave, and keeping me high as a kite made me allow her to do it.
My best friend is a lesbian.......This was the first thing she made me cut off......She swore I was having 3somes with her and her girlfriend (which I did once, but it was for my birthday). Next she kept me from hanging out with my cousin which was weird because she legit hated how much he came around to drink with me......She called us faggots many times. Soon I had written everyone out of my life for her and she got progressively crazier.
She's the one who made me this unfeeling, cynical bastard that I am today and I feel like a lot of the shit I put women through now is firmly based on that dysfunctional relationship and why I never really open my heart to anyone, and that's not fair. The thing is, Av is the only one who despite this flaw has yet to give up on my heart, and she deserves better.