jackiemarie90

*laughs in one of the worlds largests economies*

HAPPY BOARDAVERSY BITCH!!! TELL ME WHAT YOU DO FOR A LIVING!!!! jk you aren't a bitch. Thanks for being a cool poster. ❤️

If the yt's get too uncomfortable I just remind people that I am an half breed who is also white so I can make fun of my own people.

Aww it ok, I'll keep sending 'em. XD I missed another friends invite while I was in the shower! I opened it up too but still missed the countdown window. 😂

Dude, I do this at school all the time, the joke is to stare them dead in the eye and say "idk all white people look alike to me" and then just laugh and be like, lol just kidding. >__>

I know, it's us!

Watch Dorohedoro on Netflix. XD Actually it really is pretty dam good anime, but people do get turned into mushrooms alot in the short show. XD

Chug some benadryl

Those eyes @___@

I dyed my hair again. Tired of student housing but love the rooftop access we have, gives a good moment to stop and smoke and think about things. Also just love how the sun can give some good angles. XD

I have panic attacks on zoom internships. Some people just aren't made to be that confident or free.

Meh, I take responsibilities for my feels, and just gonna hide for awhile. lol

I feel dumb. lol At least I have my own room.

Maybe a little >__> Maybe you're right <__< That actually did make me feel better.

Here's the thing guys, I live in a co-op. I live with these guys I'm crushing on! I see them the next day, confessing my feelings makes me feel like shit with the people I live with. And I don't want to do it again. Cause I did like hanging out with this guy, but I don't want to be embarrassed around him again. I asked him to go on a walk, and pretty early on the walk, I admitted that I liked him. And he basically said, I don't like you back. And I kinda freaked out. He was being sweet by saying nice things, one of the things he tried to say to relate to me, was him talking about how a guy had come out to him, and he had to deal with that, to which I replied: "Wow you chad nerd, so tell me? Do just a lot of your friends just confess your feelings to you?" To which he replies quite a few, to which I say, "Wow must be nice" Then he immediately felt like shit realizing he was just flexing how popular he was around to me, lol. My bitch ass did ask why he didn't like me, he said he just didn't feel anything. ahahahafjuafhagi;osefohrgz>riaog;h 5ent.ho5'eyrntmlh zjdj ea kiill mee pls He tried that bitch shit like, "Oh well I'll glad you told me" and I was like, "WELL I AIN'T!" I feel so mortified, I don't feel comfortable around the house anymore. I wish I had never told anyone I ever felt anything. I said is there anything about me you don't like or that scares you, and he said it was my brutal honesty and different perspective of me. But said he also feel he needs that in life as a privileged ph.d student who is far removed from the world. Can some one kill me pls. 😐 I am currently drinking, smoking, and hiding in my room

I just finished season 3. It is the only thing that brings me joy in my life at the moment. other than weed. XD I love the clear parallels to older generation and boomers. And them having a hard time dealing with things changing around them. I also just really loved watching these old guys beat up kids. it's so fucking hilarious! I also do laugh at the old 80s music and geek out at the karate kid references. I love season 3 when Daniel went back to Japan, the weeb in me squeeled!

Story time willl be in a bit, just silently crying now. I did make fun of him for being a chad nerd tho.

I FUCKING DID IT, I ASK HIM OUT AND I GOT REJECTED!!!!!!!!!

Dam how much money you make?

I'm season 2 episode 7 And yes hella entertaining! XD

The fact that this is a show about middle aged men going through several midlife crisis's by beating up teenagers brings me so much entertainment! XD

SEASON 2, I WANT TO BEAT HAWK'S ASS SO BADLY

Yes, that is who we are calling the current guy I'm talking too. >__> GAAAAAHHHH I'm really here rolling a second joint over the stupid feels and scares I have right now! I'm here trying to guzzle the soul of out my vape because I can't handle emotions beyond that of a girl in middle school. *INTERNALLY SCREAMS!!!!!!* So....today I went to yoga at 7am, knowing nature weeb would be there. And it was nice and calming. We had breakfast together, he made oatmeal like always and I had some and chatted for a bit. Didn't see him till 7pm around dinner time. It was nice, we were chatting, he was talking about a book about trees with different stories. I kidd you not, that's how nature-ry this weeb is! Gahh but our dinner table is like one big dinner table with like 25 chairs around it right now. Which sucks, cause then I see red pants guys, sitting directly across from us with our friend who is with! It was nerve racking as shit! On top of that his best friend from Stanford was there too, and I low key confirmed with nature weeb that I kinda scared him when I first met cause I'm so hyper guys! >_< So my adhd ass so supposed to focus on red pants sitting across from me flirting with the other girl, nature weeb's judgy friend, and hold a conversation with nature weeb for the first time at the dinner table? MY BITCH ASS RAN AWAY!!! I KIDD YOU NOT!! I started talking progressively louder and then announced ok guys gotta go at 8pm. >_< Been smoking a lot since. HALP MY BITCH ASS!!! Ok I messaged him, but like nature weeb doesn't keep his phone on him cause of course. 😐 I don't expect to hear back for another 2 hours, and plan to ask him to go an a walk to talk about my feelings more tomorrow. >__>

I just started watching half way through season 1 and OH MY GOD YOU GUYS IT'S FUCKING AMAZING!!!!

Honestly, my accidental flirting made it so obvious that I liked him now I feel I actually should tell this guy I like him. 😮