jackiemarie90

Hmm have you tried stubhub? It's usually other people tickets sold at higher price. It's how I went to wrestlemania when it was in my home town, bought them 3 times the price 2 days before the event. But for me it was worth it.

Awe how sweet.

I should pass this along to the next doctor, that I might have different forms of depression.

Circuit City, Mervyns, and Tower Records.

Do you have sand bags for your home? Be safe out there.

I agree too, even though through I have depression everyday, I think it's important not to be cynical about the world. Cynicism tends to tell us why bother, we should give up, and all that does is give power to wrong people.

Do you have a canoe?

Bro, y not tho?

I do feel manic sometimes, and scared mostly, so I might have anxiety, but it's worth being evaluated for multiple things.

I actually don't mind standing, so long as I'm going somewhere, I took a lot of walks in high school to get away all time. These days, I just don't feel like leaving the bed, you know. I just don't want to deal with the bullshit the world has to offer.

My biological father's mother, so grandma on the other side, was Schizophrenic, my father and his brother had to be adopted by another family, and I think she lives in asylum. But my father also abandoned my family when I was 4. He goes around and makes kids with other people, surprisingly alot. It doesn't bother me though, I knew he was a jerk around 4 anyways.

Usually those are my moments, through spoken word, but not always, sometimes I stutter. I did actually chase a guy with his own baseball bat in highschool. I think it changed him cause he was super nice to me on the later years, even cheered for me in graduation. Turns out a lot of jocks did, I think it was obvious I was depressed. Ironically is was the fellow nerds who were the worst to me. Other than that I have brawled with my sisters a couple of times, I told them I have a high physical pain tolerance from all the times I've been beaten, and they would give. Up, although my little sister did come at me with a knife cause she was mad I made her give up in the fight, so I just left the house.

Yes everyday, I don't even play video games, rarely check my messages sometimes I skip school cause it feels like too much. I'm not as talkative as I usually am with my boyfriend.

Whaat that's an interesting post.

Well I did print out about a lot of articles on recent findings in study of mental illness. When I left she ask if I wanted it back, and I was like "nah, you clearly need to be educated on these findings". And I walked out.

Nah, he is gonna spiral after aligning himself with Trump. Also we keep getting new voters every year, we technically can out vote the baby boomers. Our generation just gots to put there cyncism on hold during election season.

Thanks for the concern, but I don't mind, everyone has different experiences and it's good at least some people are getting success.

I wish, but then it would confirm I'm "threatening". It's all trap.

Right, I even told her, "It's literally your job to be helping me and right now your not." I get people don't like to be blamed for things, so many people just dismiss me.

I'm gonna argue not really, pushing myself this hard has caused a huge drain in me, and since alot of people abandoned me recently, I just don't have the energy, I never have the energy, I have to drink 3 cups of coffee to be "regular".

The crazy thing, is there have been some studies that confirm this. When Venus Williams was trying to give birth, she tried to tell the doctors of a pre existing illness she had, and the doctors at first didn't take her seriously. She almost died in childbirth and had to fight her way to get the help she needed. https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2015/08/20/432872330/can-health-care-be-cured-of-racial-bias

lol well she is way shorter than me, but she just asks profession questions without asking for substance, or care about how I feel weekly.

I don't think my community college is the problem, its the focusing on the reading and doing the work, technically, If I kept my shit together, I should be able to graduate in fall 2018. But I'm falling apart right now.

I told her that too! OmG lol. When she said I might call security I said "Typical, kick out the brown girl" which might of frustrated her more, but you and I know it's the truuuth.

I'm a 27yr old in Community college. I guess I'm at the sophmore year, but like I've been saying, its been real hard lately, it just feels like I can't anymore.