PhilosipherStoned Posted May 15, 2017 Posted May 15, 2017 I'd be feeling better if I didn't abuse that air duster earlier. I bought it because my computer is legit dusty... but none of it ended up being used on my computer. S:
MEXobiologist Posted May 15, 2017 Posted May 15, 2017 how long do your depression phases usually last?
André Toulon Posted May 15, 2017 Posted May 15, 2017 Dude, you're too old to be using angsty teen memes
Phillies Posted May 15, 2017 Author Posted May 15, 2017 But if you're not the real Rei..... We need to bring out a Miku and Rei alt and stir up some trouble.
Phillies Posted May 15, 2017 Author Posted May 15, 2017 how long do your depression phases usually last? Not really depressed. Just a manic bipolar, med issues but its complicated. Its more like how does a 30 year old dude with sober time turn it around? I am the underdog and bad life choices/carelessness got me here. I have no one to blame but myself.
Phillies Posted May 15, 2017 Author Posted May 15, 2017 He is looking for sympathy on... well, here. You have a penis on your thumb in case you didn't notice.
MEXobiologist Posted May 15, 2017 Posted May 15, 2017 Not really depressed. Just a manic bipolar, med issues but its complicated. Its more like how does a 30 year old dude with sober time turn it around? I am the underdog and bad life choices/carelessness got me here. I have no one to blame but myself. i see. my dad goes through the drastic swings. he mostly experiences the severe mania for long stretches and then swings into a mild to severe depression.... but that doesn't last long. maybe 4-7 days-ish, give or take a day. very rarely does he stabilize between the two. he is also a sociopath and paranoid AF. which leads him to not trust any medical professionals and so, doesn't take medications because he does not believe his mental illnesses are real. thats why i asked anyways, because for some the moods are predictable in relative length. being that i know you recognize your bipolar disorder and medicate, i wondered if you were having a down time, maybe you also knew about how long before you would see the light at the end of the tunnel. its much like that for a good friend of mine. i think his symptoms are on the milder side tho.
Phillies Posted May 15, 2017 Author Posted May 15, 2017 I don't think anyone who is bipolar is ever going to be symptom or side effect free. Its part of the bull shit hand of cards we get dealt. Thankfully waifu doesn't seem to mind. ::]::
Ric Posted May 15, 2017 Posted May 15, 2017 We need to bring out a Miku and Rei alt and stir up some trouble. Member the first Miku alt where people thought I wuz you?
Phillies Posted May 15, 2017 Author Posted May 15, 2017 Member the first Miku alt where people thought I wuz you? Yeah that was last year at this time if I remember correctly. Then at least 30 alts followed.
scoobdog Posted May 15, 2017 Posted May 15, 2017 Not really depressed. Just a manic bipolar, med issues but its complicated. Its more like how does a 30 year old dude with sober time turn it around? I am the underdog and bad life choices/carelessness got me here. I have no one to blame but myself. That thinking is part of the problem, bro. You have a disorder that isnt easily controlled. Just being alive means you've done something right so far.
Phillies Posted May 15, 2017 Author Posted May 15, 2017 That thinking is part of the problem, bro. You have a disorder that isnt easily controlled. Just being alive means you've done something right so far. I feel like euthanasia or whatever should be offered to people with mental illness or anything similar here in the US. It should be completely legal for a doctor to just give someone a quick and lethal doseage of a deadly substance to end someone's misery. Silly fucking laws , fucking silly.
scoobdog Posted May 15, 2017 Posted May 15, 2017 I feel like euthanasia or whatever should be offered to people with mental illness or anything similar here in the US. It should be completely legal for a doctor to just give someone a quick and lethal doseage of a deadly substance to end someone's misery. Silly fucking laws , fucking silly. We'll never be to the point where euthanasia is acceptable for psychological disorders, but I suppose that's beside the point. I don't know if there is anything I can say dispel the pain of knowing that your brain won't let think or feel what it's suppose to think or feel, but, for what it's worth, I enjoy your posting and I don't feel like I'm talking to a loser or idiot when I talk to you.
Phillies Posted May 15, 2017 Author Posted May 15, 2017 Thank you I suppose. **lubes up Leek** now excuse me... I have a waifu to attend to...
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