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OMFG LISTEN TO MY SILLY CRUSH DRAMA WITH NATURE WEEB T_T


jackiemarie90

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Yes, that is who we are calling the current guy I'm talking too. >__> GAAAAAHHHH I'm really here rolling a second joint over the stupid feels and scares I have right now! I'm here trying to guzzle the soul of out my vape because I can't handle emotions beyond that of a girl in middle school. *INTERNALLY SCREAMS!!!!!!*

So....today I went to yoga at 7am, knowing nature weeb would be there. And it was nice and calming. We had breakfast together, he made oatmeal like always and I had some and chatted for a bit. Didn't see him till 7pm around dinner time. It was nice, we were chatting, he was talking about a book about trees with different stories. I kidd you not, that's how nature-ry this weeb is! Gahh but our dinner table is like one big dinner table with like 25 chairs around it right now. Which sucks, cause then I see red pants guys, sitting directly across from us with our friend who is with! It was nerve racking as shit!

On top of that his best friend from Stanford was there too, and I low key confirmed with nature weeb that I kinda scared him when I first met cause I'm so hyper guys! >_< So my adhd ass so supposed to focus on red pants sitting across from me flirting with the other girl, nature weeb's judgy friend, and hold a conversation with nature weeb for the first time at the dinner table? MY BITCH ASS RAN AWAY!!! I KIDD YOU NOT!! I started talking progressively louder and then announced ok guys gotta go at 8pm. >_< Been smoking a lot since. HALP MY BITCH ASS!!!

Ok I messaged him, but like nature weeb doesn't keep his phone on him cause of course. 😐 I don't expect to hear back for another 2 hours, and plan to ask him to go an a walk to talk about my feelings more tomorrow. >__>

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6 hours ago, jackiemarie90 said:

I FUCKING DID IT, I ASK HIM OUT AND I GOT REJECTED!!!!!!!!!

Im sure it sucks now but atleast you're not wasting your time waiting for him to make a move he never was going to make.

Good on you for being brave and vulnerable enough to put yourself out there. 

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