jackiemarie90 Posted February 28, 2020 Share Posted February 28, 2020 Everyone in class had good answers, working to help their family, working hard to get a good job, or some other reasonable answer. And I remember thinking, "Nothing motivates me". And then I remembered that my hatred for my family motivated me to work hard and hatred for myself for being weak in the past, but I couldn't necessarily say that out loud, >__> so at the time, I sad "Working hard to prove others wrong". But I've been like really hating camo guy lately, like I can't even stand how much of a jerk he is. Like after I confronted last week, I went home and solved 3 problems from the project that weekend while he did none. Flash forward to yesterday, and I was in extreme pain and couldn't finish the last problem due for the extra credit deadline. He got upset, which just made me hate him even more, long story short, I had an engineer friend in my student housing that helped me finish it. But today, I knocked half of our lab assignment in 2 hours just because I'm so fucking mad at him. 🤣 I just don't want to pass this class, I want to fucking humiliate him. I thought I was bad at understanding CS, but now that I'm back on my energetic anti depressants, I feel WAAAAAY more focus than I have my whole time here at this school. I want to do better on the midterm just to rub it in his face, I want to rise above this guy, and honestly, nothing motivates me more than hatred for those who undervalue me. Maybe that's why I love Regina from Once upon a time so much! 🤣 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cau Posted February 28, 2020 Share Posted February 28, 2020 I thought what motivated you was trying to earn my affection. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted February 28, 2020 Author Share Posted February 28, 2020 35 minutes ago, Cau said: I thought what motivated you was trying to earn my affection. No affection, only GPA 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
InsaneFox Posted February 28, 2020 Share Posted February 28, 2020 36 minutes ago, jackiemarie90 said: No affection, only GPA Why would you want Cau's GPA? Get your own. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raptorpat Posted February 28, 2020 Share Posted February 28, 2020 so you're working hard to prove camo guy wrong and take cau's gpa? that is ambitious. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted February 28, 2020 Author Share Posted February 28, 2020 15 minutes ago, InsaneFox said: Why would you want Cau's GPA? Get your own. Cause Cau is a genius Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted February 28, 2020 Author Share Posted February 28, 2020 8 minutes ago, Admin_Raptorpat said: so you're working hard to prove camo guy wrong and take cau's gpa? that is ambitious. Oh my god, you guys are making laugh so hard. 🤣 What can I say I'm an ambitious person. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raptorpat Posted February 28, 2020 Share Posted February 28, 2020 cau's gpa is *no* laughing matter, yackie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cau Posted February 28, 2020 Share Posted February 28, 2020 I have a 4.0 in finger painting. 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted February 28, 2020 Author Share Posted February 28, 2020 32 minutes ago, Admin_Raptorpat said: cau's gpa is *no* laughing matter, yackie What kind of matter is it? Liquid, Gas, solid, or plasma? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jackiemarie90 Posted February 28, 2020 Author Share Posted February 28, 2020 4 minutes ago, Cau said: I have a 4.0 in finger painting. That's still a 4.0 and it's better than me right now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raptorpat Posted February 28, 2020 Share Posted February 28, 2020 gasquid 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
avec Posted February 28, 2020 Share Posted February 28, 2020 3 hours ago, Admin_Raptorpat said: gasquid 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Distortedreasoning Posted February 28, 2020 Share Posted February 28, 2020 just dont be consumed by the hate and i think you can be fine. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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tsar4 Posted February 28, 2020 Share Posted February 28, 2020 Fear of ending up "IN A VAN DOWN BY THE RIVER"! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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