Lasty Posted November 6, 2019 Author Posted November 6, 2019 I’m not really doing well. I have been struggling to make a better life and I just can’t get a fucking foothold. I’m scared of people. I don’t want it to be this way. 1
That_One_Guy Posted November 6, 2019 Posted November 6, 2019 48 minutes ago, Lasty said: I’m not really doing well. I have been struggling to make a better life and I just can’t get a fucking foothold. I’m scared of people. I don’t want it to be this way. Is everything ok man?
Distinct Lunatic Posted November 6, 2019 Posted November 6, 2019 I used to feel the same, but then my doctor prescribed me some nice sweet Lithium, I take a very high dosage because the basic doesn't suppress my murderous intent toward others. And not just the men, but the women and the children too. They're animals and I slaughtered them like they're animals. Now of days I spend my time as a quadriplegic living inside of a black suit was breathing problems. was fun though
Lasty Posted November 6, 2019 Author Posted November 6, 2019 54 minutes ago, Poof said: Why are you scared of ppl? What kind of ppl? Like, most types of people. What makes someone trustworthy is not mutually inclusive or mutually exclusive with any particular group... there doesn’t seem to be enough trust in the world. I don’t know if I can get myself off the streets... Everywhere I turn, it seems there’s something missing...
Lasty Posted November 6, 2019 Author Posted November 6, 2019 1 hour ago, That_One_Guy said: Is everything ok man? No. I have no idea what to do.
That_One_Guy Posted November 6, 2019 Posted November 6, 2019 5 minutes ago, Lasty said: No. I have no idea what to do. Breath man. Take shit one thing at a time. Whatever it is you will get through this
Distortedreasoning Posted November 6, 2019 Posted November 6, 2019 10 minutes ago, Lasty said: No. I have no idea what to do. talk to us. tell us your story.
StarPanda Posted November 6, 2019 Posted November 6, 2019 Baby steps my man no matter how rough it is you have to try and keep moving forward
Lasty Posted November 6, 2019 Author Posted November 6, 2019 18 minutes ago, Distortedreasoning said: talk to us. tell us your story. I could do great work. No way to plug in, though.
Vela Posted November 6, 2019 Posted November 6, 2019 7 minutes ago, Lasty said: I could do great work. No way to plug in, though. What do you do? What would you like to do?
Distortedreasoning Posted November 6, 2019 Posted November 6, 2019 11 minutes ago, Lasty said: I could do great work. No way to plug in, though. plug in? you trying to play music? record?
Lasty Posted November 6, 2019 Author Posted November 6, 2019 7 minutes ago, Vela said: What do you do? What would you like to do? I play music. I am just here to “write the score” as it were. 1
Lasty Posted November 6, 2019 Author Posted November 6, 2019 7 minutes ago, Distortedreasoning said: plug in? you trying to play music? record? Just to play, mostly. I just wish I could do what I love and live in peace. 1
Rogue_Alphonse Posted November 6, 2019 Posted November 6, 2019 4 hours ago, Lasty said: I’m not really doing well. I have been struggling to make a better life and I just can’t get a fucking foothold. I’m scared of people. I don’t want it to be this way. Can I hug you? 1
Distortedreasoning Posted November 6, 2019 Posted November 6, 2019 1 hour ago, Lasty said: Just to play, mostly. I just wish I could do what I love and live in peace. i feel the same way. the doing what you love and being in peace. feels like this society is a failure for not allowing that.
Doom Metal Alchemist Posted November 6, 2019 Posted November 6, 2019 Think of it this way: You've lived on the streets for some time, for what I understand, was your own volition, and you seemed to be ok with it. You stuck it out for a long time. The fear of living in the streets is what drives most people in our society to live how they don't want to live. Go to a shitty job 40+ hours a week then come home too tired to do anything but sleep. They don't see their loved ones enough. They don't get enough sleep. They can't buy the things they want to buy. They can't spend their time doing the pursuits they want to be doing. All for the fear of living in the streets. But you've lived on the streets so long already, you know you can survive. You lived that way (if I'm not mistaken) largely by choice for several years. If things right now don't work out, what's the worst that's gonna happen? You gonna be on the streets again? You know you can live through that pretty easily. I hope I'm not being presumptuous about how hard being on the streets is / was / will be again for you. 2
Lasty Posted November 6, 2019 Author Posted November 6, 2019 1 hour ago, Doom Metal Alchemist said: Think of it this way: You've lived on the streets for some time, for what I understand, was your own volition, and you seemed to be ok with it. You stuck it out for a long time. The fear of living in the streets is what drives most people in our society to live how they don't want to live. Go to a shitty job 40+ hours a week then come home too tired to do anything but sleep. They don't see their loved ones enough. They don't get enough sleep. They can't buy the things they want to buy. They can't spend their time doing the pursuits they want to be doing. All for the fear of living in the streets. But you've lived on the streets so long already, you know you can survive. You lived that way (if I'm not mistaken) largely by choice for several years. If things right now don't work out, what's the worst that's gonna happen? You gonna be on the streets again? You know you can live through that pretty easily. I hope I'm not being presumptuous about how hard being on the streets is / was / will be again for you. I guess you’re right. I’m just not thrilled about the frying pan and the fryer thing. 1
Lasty Posted November 6, 2019 Author Posted November 6, 2019 8 hours ago, Rogue_Alphonse said: Can I hug you? If ever we met, I might have a hard time turning one down 1
Lasty Posted November 6, 2019 Author Posted November 6, 2019 8 hours ago, Distortedreasoning said: i feel the same way. the doing what you love and being in peace. feels like this society is a failure for not allowing that. The market is flooded with C.G. sensations who have no skill of their own. No heroes allowed. We’re too good at inspiring folks to take action, so they don’t let us up there like they used to back in the 60’s and 70’s.
Rogue_Alphonse Posted November 6, 2019 Posted November 6, 2019 39 minutes ago, Lasty said: If ever we met, I might have a hard time turning one down That’s wholesome
Doom Metal Alchemist Posted November 7, 2019 Posted November 7, 2019 22 hours ago, Lasty said: I guess you’re right. I’m just not thrilled about the frying pan and the fryer thing. That's definitely understandable.
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