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1 minute ago, fuggstop said:

No. No girl. Theres people here who actually think child molestation is good for kids. Keep your kid away from these idiots.

That's the problem, watching people flip from reality to fantasy, to anime/hentai shit...talking crazy shit in the news...no thanks and really yea, there is a movement recently to make pedophilia part of lgbt...kinda scurred of the future.

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4 minutes ago, CutieQuesadilla said:

How people treat you and Neko are completely different. People don’t try to get under her skin because they hate her. They hate you.

Tbh...with less inflammatory behavior from each one of us and a bit of grow the fuck up, we could all get along just fine...but this is an anime base community so I'm not expecting much.  I just tend to get a long with most people in general.  I like most of you all, some I have words to say, but for the good for all, I keep quiet.  That what makes shit work, you must express yourselves but in a way that won't always end up destructive or you eating yourself or bending over backwards for someone or something you don't like.  I really wish that people realize this...hate destroys, talking like adults don't. 

 

With love and nothing personal cutie...just a general post.

pls stop.

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6 minutes ago, Neko said:

That's the problem, watching people flip from reality to fantasy, to anime/hentai shit...talking crazy shit in the news...no thanks and really yea, there is a movement recently to make pedophilia part of lgbt...kinda scurred of the future.

Man to sit and see grown men excuse the pedophile ring that is the catholic church and come here and see so many people defend a child molester. Its really scary. Ive never left my child with any man...not even her own father and i never will. Cant trust NO ONE. 

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4 minutes ago, Neko said:

Tbh...with less inflammatory behavior from each one of us and a bit of grow the fuck up, we could all get along just fine...but this is an anime base community so I'm not expecting much.  I just tend to get a long with most people in general.  I like most of you all, some I have words to say, but for the good for all, I keep quiet.  That what makes shit work, you must express yourselves but in a way that won't always end up destructive or you eating yourself or bending over backwards for someone or something you don't like.  I really wish that people realize this...hate destroys, talking like adults don't. 

 

With love and nothing personal cutie...just a general post.

pls stop.

This thread was about you and she indirectly made it about herself.

She dug her grave with most of us. There’s no respect or common courtesy to give. 

But i hope you figure out your baby fever.

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2 minutes ago, fuggstop said:

Man to sit and see grown men excuse the pedophile ring that is the catholic church and come here and see so many people defend a child molester. Its really scary. Ive never left my child with any man...not even her own father and i never will. Cant trust NO ONE. 

Kinda my problem....It's a few that  makes it bad for it all.  Why a man, woman, Jared from subway, or anyone for that matter would find any satisfaction from killing themselves and their innocence is beyond me.  You are pretty dead to go through with hurting someone so.

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3 minutes ago, CutieQuesadilla said:

This thread was about you and she indirectly made it about herself.

She dug her grave with most of us. There’s no respect or common courtesy to give. 

But i hope you figure out your baby fever.

That's they way it goes, however I do plan on continuing the thread.  I just with it won't be about "just her" or "attack her" and keeping it more on track...yes the idea is there.  No real way to put it into action atm...however watching youtube videos and happy couples are making me remember when I once had goals.

 

Please don't be offended, It's a general post but I notice that people will attack others all the time.  I pretty much don't bother with most...I'll handle it if it gets too out of control.

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1 minute ago, Neko said:

Kinda my problem....It's a few that  makes it bad for it all.  Why a man, woman, Jared from subway, or anyone for that matter would find any satisfaction from killing themselves and their innocence is beyond me.  You are pretty dead to go through with hurting someone so.

People have all kind of demons and they are masters at hiding it. Scary.

But a good thing is as a mother, you'll know when something is up. A good mother listens to that instinct and gets their kid out of that situation. 

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2 hours ago, Neko said:

I'm pretty sure I saw the devil...so spawns of satan aren't on my list.  I'd prefer a previous donor in case the kids would like to meet their half sisters or brothers....and contact.

There's only one now. He's 10. If I donated again I doubt a reunion would be possible. He has a mom and dad who are married and I have no contact or authority. 

What fuggs said is true. I don't want any part or rights to any kids in the future. Just donate genetically. 

But for the sake of trivia, I did help care for the first year. I don't want to do that again tho. Another friend also helped. It was like he had 3 moms his first year. Then she found a guy to marry and everything is seemingly happily ever after.

It's really ideal for me. I'd prefer to just reproduce like a rockstar and have like 10-20 that other ppl raise.

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1 minute ago, fuggstop said:

People have all kind of demons and they are masters at hiding it. Scary.

But a good thing is as a mother, you'll know when something is up. A good mother listens to that instinct and gets their kid out of that situation. 

A good mother is how everyone strives to be, I hope.  However I do know some welfare queens who have kids for money.  It kinda makes me feel some type of way and it's hard for me to see these kids in trouble.

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6 minutes ago, Poof said:

There's only one now. He's 10. If I donated again I doubt a reunion would be possible. He has a mom and dad who are married and I have no contact or authority. 

What fuggs said is true. I don't want any part or rights to any kids in the future. Just donate genetically. 

But for the sake of trivia, I did help care for the first year. I don't want to do that again tho. Another friend also helped. It was like he had 3 moms his first year. Then she found a guy to marry and everything is seemingly happily ever after.

It's really ideal for me. I'd prefer to just reproduce like a rockstar and have like 10-20 that other ppl raise.

You see, with traditional surrogacy, I would have to use my eggs to help out a couple in need.  I have no problems with this, even have genetic screening but besides prostate cancer and schizophrenia, not much shows up.  It's not a strong desire to give anyone schizophrenia, however there is a chance that they will not develop it.  I'll see about this later.  There is a board to help some people to have kids through whatever way possible..

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Just now, Neko said:

A good mother is how everyone strives to be, I hope.  However I do know some welfare queens who have kids for money.  It kinda makes me feel some type of way and it's hard for me to see these kids in trouble.

Ugh. Such a mother..welfare queen...kids play with my daughter. More kids kept coming over and i noticed the little girl would call them all brother or sister. So i asked her just how many bros and sis' she had and this child did not hesitate to say 7. Mother does not work at all. I messed up by taking one kid to starbucks and on the way back i see moms with all the kids in the street. Girl, all them were upset that one got a frappie. Had to go into the Halloween candy and give all the rest chocolate. Never again. LOL

Moms young too. I bet you shes not done. And i felt guilty about having a 2nd one and termed. Smh.

But i digress. I know youd never go down that path. Lort.

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Just now, Neko said:

You see, with traditional surrogacy, I would have to use my eggs to help out a couple in need.  I have no problems with this, even have genetic screening but besides prostate cancer and schizophrenia, not much shows up.  It's not a strong desire to give anyone schizophrenia, however there is a chance that they will not develop it.  I'll see about this later.  There is a board to help some people to have kids through the way.

Well I have an insatiable need for hallucinogenic drugs so if you combined our genes they could save a lot of money.

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15 minutes ago, fuggstop said:

Ugh. Such a mother..welfare queen...kids play with my daughter. More kids kept coming over and i noticed the little girl would call them all brother or sister. So i asked her just how many bros and sis' she had and this child did not hesitate to say 7. Mother does not work at all. I messed up by taking one kid to starbucks and on the way back i see moms with all the kids in the street. Girl, all them were upset that one got a frappie. Had to go into the Halloween candy and give all the rest chocolate. Never again. LOL

Moms young too. I bet you shes not done. And i felt guilty about having a 2nd one and termed. Smh.

But i digress. I know youd never go down that path. Lort.

I know who have a few, every so years just to put them all on checks and get money from foodstamps...one lady makes over a thousand a month in foodstamps and sells some...grill, that's shit my sister had to put up with one of her husband's baby mama.

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14 minutes ago, Poof said:

Well I have an insatiable need for hallucinogenic drugs so if you combined our genes they could save a lot of money.

I wouldn't touch much past weed at this point.  Sometimes I'm chill, sometimes I have mild creeping paranoia...but when I'm chill, almost everything is funny.

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2 minutes ago, Neko said:

I know who have a few, every so years just to put them all on checks and get money from foodstamps...one lady makes over a thousand a month in foodstamps and sells some...grill, that's shit my sister had to put up with one of her husband's baby mama.

This one is skipping from house to house in this neighborhood somehow. I asked my mom if theyre squatting. At one point the kids didnt have lights or water. Same kids made fun of my kids shoes for not being name brand. Priorities, black people. LOL

I dunno. I am learning that you can't compare yourself to the things other people do or will do. Their reality is totally different. Never once has any utility been shut off on my kid. I cant imagine 7 with no power in this heat. I cannot.

How do they keep their grades up in those living conditions and no permanent address. How does she get the stuff the school mails out. I needed a notarized signature and the deed of this house to even think about enrolling one kid. Hows she get by that with 7.

I try not to think about it. 

I need to go take my meds. Im so triggered right now lol (not yer fault)

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3 minutes ago, Neko said:

I wouldn't touch much past weed at this point.  Sometimes I'm chill, sometimes I have mild creeping paranoia...but when I'm chill, almost everything is funny.

I've known several schizophrenic ppl who like psychedelics. Most of them were quite chill while doing them. While doing acid together maybe even the chillest of us. It could just be their personality/by chance but I always wondered if being schizophrenic made them better equipped for the experience or not or if it's actually the opposite.

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2 minutes ago, fuggstop said:

This one is skipping from house to house in this neighborhood somehow. I asked my mom if theyre squatting. At one point the kids didnt have lights or water. Same kids made fun of my kids shoes for not being name brand. Priorities, black people. LOL

I dunno. I am learning that you can't compare yourself to the things other people do or will do. Their reality is totally different. Never once has any utility been shut off on my kid. I cant imagine 7 with no power in this heat. I cannot.

How do they keep their grades up in those living conditions and no permanent address. How does she get the stuff the school mails out. I needed a notarized signature and the deed of this house to even think about enrolling one kid. Hows she get by that with 7.

I try not to think about it. 

I need to go take my meds. Im so triggered right now lol (not yer fault)

Yea, I've lived in those conditions, no water nor light...only as an adult, with a house full of people because of love and maybe foolishness.  Was in college, and had an option to move back with dad, ended up doing that.  Many times I watched these same people get their hair and nails done and ask me for money to cut the lights on.  It was crazy.  Most of the time I wonder how long I was sick...still am if I'm going through this shit.  I spend excessively a month.  My bills are outrageous...no real reason for such high bills.  When I sit them out, most makes sense...some do not.  But cutting down is going to have to be my main priority in order to make this true.

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1 minute ago, Poof said:

I've known several schizophrenic ppl who like psychedelics. Most of them were quite chill while doing them. While doing acid together maybe even the chillest of us. It could just be their personality/by chance but I always wondered if being schizophrenic made them better equipped for the experience or not or if it's actually the opposite.

Drugs require trust for me...I went through an experience that just zapped all the trust within me...and externally to me.  It made it hard for me to get out there and hang around with people.  I'm pretty chill, but I freaked out for like 3 years...haven't been up from that yet.

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2 hours ago, CutieQuesadilla said:

I was a little worried with my bipolar, but i know i will be a good mom and musket will be a good dad, so i’ll have amazing support. 

Yus. I can't believe I'm going to have to stop being irresponsible. It'll be fun though. If my sister's kids are any indication it'll be a house of laughs.

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Just now, sahockeygrl15 said:

xD I don’t think it will anytime soon.. considering I’m on the hunt but not really hunting for a man 

Tinder is a trip... My face attracts couples and many wants a threesome.  Dunno what I could do about their issues...but it happened again today.  That and random dick pics.

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Just now, GreatBallsOfJizz said:

Yus. I can't believe I'm going to have to stop being irresponsible. It'll be fun though. If my sister's kids are any indication it'll be a house of laughs.

My family has too much mouth and very little filter.  It gets most of us in trouble but in a nice way.  Most of what comes out just is what it is...when I ran into trouble was when I got sick, so sick shit came out.

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1 minute ago, Neko said:

Tinder is a trip... My face attracts couples and many wants a threesome.  Dunno what I could do about their issues...but it happened again today.  That and random dick pics.

I don’t do those online things.. but who knows, maybe one day.. kudos to you on all the message requests! 😜

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Just now, Neko said:

My family has too much mouth and very little filter.  It gets most of us in trouble but in a nice way.  Most of what comes out just is what it is...when I ran into trouble was when I got sick, so sick shit came out.

All of us kids are a bunch of goofballs. And I'm the biggest one of all. My sister's kids made me genuinely laugh, I told my sister she did a good job when I visited. She rolled her eyes and told me about the oldest sneaking out at night and other inconsequential shit. Her kids are going to be quality humans. I think ours will too.

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1 minute ago, Neko said:

Yea, I've lived in those conditions, no water nor light...only as an adult, with a house full of people because of love and maybe foolishness.  Was in college, and had an option to move back with dad, ended up doing that.  Many times I watched these same people get their hair and nails done and ask me for money to cut the lights on.  It was crazy.  Most of the time I wonder how long I was sick...still am if I'm going through this shit.  I spend excessively a month.  My bills are outrageous...no real reason for such high bills.  When I sit them out, most makes sense...some do not.  But cutting down is going to have to be my main priority in order to make this true.

Ive never let myself get to that point but my brothers have and it still affects them.  Sad. Sorry you went thru that.

Yes i have had horrible finances myself. I am JUST now getting caught up on all bills and fixing my horrible credit. Heres what i did. I listed every bill. And i have THREE calendars. One with each bills due date. One with each date of each payday. And the 3rd i map which payday can pay which bills. I paid off a lot of bills and consolidated others so as not to impact my paycheck so hard. I have all bill payments mapped out for 3 months. Of course, things dont go as planned and as bipolar i am inclined to excessive spending. But my mapping allows me to have at least half my check to throw away most paydays. With that money if i shop..and i do shop..cant cut that off...i try to shop for necessities and not buy needless things. And now im am investing the money i spend into my daughters future by buying cds. Good luck. I hope theres a tip or two you take away and get ahold of whats going on with your money. It will cut down on loads of anxiety (id spend many nights awake worrying about money)

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6 hours ago, Neko said:

Was looking up everything from buying sperm online and doing ici, ro egg donation (don't qualify) to egg freezing to just looking at hairy men trying to see what I wanna.

My hormones went off today too...they said “and now....UTERUS...EXPLODE”

 

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4 minutes ago, GreatBallsOfJizz said:

All of us kids are a bunch of goofballs. And I'm the biggest one of all. My sister's kids made me genuinely laugh, I told my sister she did a good job when I visited. She rolled her eyes and told me about the oldest sneaking out at night and other inconsequential shit. Her kids are going to be quality humans. I think ours will too.

Indeed.  I think mine would know no ends to imagination...it's kinds one of those things that happen.  Not just nice but smart...and would love if my folks learn to say no early.  Too many times I got ran over with shit, over and over again.  Hopefully their father would be a good, no a great man.

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2 minutes ago, Still Me said:

My hormones went off today too...they said “and now....UTERUS...EXPLODE”

 

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My uterus is sore...a bit filled...and dI''m not sure why I'm bloated, but I am.  I wish that i could just chill out sometimes and just get my hormones back on track...started taking aldasterone...and I'm a med sensitive, not sure if it's that or just shit happening.

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Just now, Neko said:

My uterus is sore...a bit filled...and dI''m not sure why I'm bloated, but I am.  I wish that i could just chill out sometimes and just get my hormones back on track...started taking aldasterone...and I'm a med sensitive, not sure if it's that or just shit happening.

Oh this was a serious thread? Cause I was not prepared....

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2 minutes ago, Neko said:

Indeed.  I think mine would know no ends to imagination...it's kinds one of those things that happen.  Not just nice but smart...and would love if my folks learn to say no early.  Too many times I got ran over with shit, over and over again.  Hopefully their father would be a good, no a great man.

Some women need a good one, and some women need a great one. Hopefully I'm great?

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8 minutes ago, fuggstop said:

Ive never let myself get to that point but my brothers have and it still affects them.  Sad. Sorry you went thru that.

Yes i have had horrible finances myself. I am JUST now getting caught up on all bills and fixing my horrible credit. Heres what i did. I listed every bill. And i have THREE calendars. One with each bills due date. One with each date of each payday. And the 3rd i map which payday can pay which bills. I paid off a lot of bills and consolidated others so as not to impact my paycheck so hard. I have all bill payments mapped out for 3 months. Of course, things dont go as planned and as bipolar i am inclined to excessive spending. But my mapping allows me to have at least half my check to throw away most paydays. With that money if i shop..and i do shop..cant cut that off...i try to shop for necessities and not buy needless things. And now im am investing the money i spend into my daughters future by buying cds. Good luck. I hope theres a tip or two you take away and get ahold of whats going on with your money. It will cut down on loads of anxiety (id spend many nights awake worrying about money)

I started messing around with stock, mild easy trading...speaking of which...if anyone doesn't mind.  Segway into money making http://share.robinhood.com/kiyauns http://share.robinhood.com/kiyauns

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3 minutes ago, Still Me said:

Oh this was a serious thread? Cause I was not prepared....

Don't be scurred...yas, too serious..body ain't ready, mind ain't ready...just time screaming at me and lonelyness and the hardest of them all, a drive to help a couple or two.

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1 minute ago, GreatBallsOfJizz said:

Felt like the right one I thought she was all that time ago. Hopefully she felt the same, haha.

That sounds like past tense, with present issues...man move on and find that one for you.

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13 minutes ago, GreatBallsOfJizz said:

Physical presence is more important to me, she was here recently and I was referring to that. It feels right still. More than it did previously.

 

OOh...a real warm body.  Jeeze, how does that feel?  Really though I miss jabs and talking.  Mainly there were complaints about our personal issues, and compliments....

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4 minutes ago, GreatBallsOfJizz said:

It's a complex explanation. It's nice when someone likes who you are though.

Compatibility...I hear ya.  But my head is heavy with so much, so little that in consideration, I stay alone.

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