Vixen_catgirl Posted February 21, 2018 Share Posted February 21, 2018 without you ever realizing they are. Then whilst sitting back and taking stock of things you realize you arent quite comfortable with who you are becoming but even more so you are disgusted with how this diminished, warped, and less moral self seems to jive better with everyone. So is it easier? Is it easier to just let go of the wheel and not give a shit. To lament in old age, enraged at missed chances and unspoken words? Or is it better to always be the object of ridicule? To stand hard against the whims of society, satisfied but outcast? And what to do if you cant muster enough of a fuck to care about the outcome of either? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Invida Posted February 21, 2018 Share Posted February 21, 2018 I don't know if it's better to be the object of ridicule because I do what's not cool with others, but I'm gonna do it anyway. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poof Posted February 21, 2018 Share Posted February 21, 2018 Are you sure those are your only two choices? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ginguy Posted February 21, 2018 Share Posted February 21, 2018 4 hours ago, Vixen_catgirl said: without you ever realizing they are. Then whilst sitting back and taking stock of things you realize you arent quite comfortable with who you are becoming but even more so you are disgusted with how this diminished, warped, and less moral self seems to jive better with everyone. So is it easier? Is it easier to just let go of the wheel and not give a shit. To lament in old age, enraged at missed chances and unspoken words? Or is it better to always be the object of ridicule? To stand hard against the whims of society, satisfied but outcast? And what to do if you cant muster enough of a fuck to care about the outcome of either? Without details, I can't really offer any helpful advice. Generally, if you are not happy with what you are becoming, it is your conscience, it will not go away, it cannot be bought off either. If it is Dame Fortune darkening the skies with slings and arrows, stand true to your principles and flip the bitch the bird with the biggest grin you can muster.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Still Me Posted February 21, 2018 Share Posted February 21, 2018 5 hours ago, Vixen_catgirl said: without you ever realizing they are. Then whilst sitting back and taking stock of things you realize you arent quite comfortable with who you are becoming but even more so you are disgusted with how this diminished, warped, and less moral self seems to jive better with everyone. So is it easier? Is it easier to just let go of the wheel and not give a shit. To lament in old age, enraged at missed chances and unspoken words? Or is it better to always be the object of ridicule? To stand hard against the whims of society, satisfied but outcast? And what to do if you cant muster enough of a fuck to care about the outcome of either? Outside forces constantly change the individual...that’s why we not only physically, but are mentally different...it’s all depends on how you let it affect you. The best option is to look at yourself objectively and decide what attributes you like having vs the bad. You can like how you are and work on things you recognize are your faults. And when there are people who don’t like you at the worst of times then they aren’t worth your time when you’re at your best. It’s times like these where you find people who are truly there for you and are loyal. Personally when dealing with ridicule, it’s all in perception. Yes you may be mocked for some attribute, but only you can choose to feel it. If you don’t care what people think of you who aren’t in your inner circle then fuck em...let them say what they will. Know who you are, love what you are. And no one should ever have the power over you to take that away. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lasty Posted February 21, 2018 Share Posted February 21, 2018 Sounds like you need to find good people who will reinforce your goodness. They do exist. ^__^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.M. Matthews Posted February 21, 2018 Share Posted February 21, 2018 (edited) 5 hours ago, Vixen_catgirl said: without you ever realizing they are. Then whilst sitting back and taking stock of things you realize you arent quite comfortable with who you are becoming but even more so you are disgusted with how this diminished, warped, and less moral self seems to jive better with everyone. So is it easier? Is it easier to just let go of the wheel and not give a shit. To lament in old age, enraged at missed chances and unspoken words? Or is it better to always be the object of ridicule? To stand hard against the whims of society, satisfied but outcast? And what to do if you cant muster enough of a fuck to care about the outcome of either? I can't figure out what you're talking about. I don't feel that way, like, ever. Do you?? Edited February 21, 2018 by J.M. Matthews Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
death_by_motorboat Posted February 21, 2018 Share Posted February 21, 2018 you sound real worried about it. i hope you realize to put yourself ahead of the trouble, and be strong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vamped Posted February 21, 2018 Share Posted February 21, 2018 The only thing thats changed about me that I've noticed and don't really like is that I tend to gossip now with the old ladies at work. Before I just kinda listened. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mix Posted February 22, 2018 Share Posted February 22, 2018 yes yes yes subjective subjective drink Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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