The worst part about all this is he tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it -- doesn't even matter. He had to fall, to lose it all. But in the end, it doesn't even matterrrr. I guess he'd become so numb that, everything anyone said to him just left him one step closer to the edge about to break. Like at a certain point he just couldn't feel the way he did before, time wouldn't heal his damage anymore, so this was the only way for him to not be ignored. His wounds, they would not heal so he broke the habit and now, hopefully, he's somewhere he belongs.
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