Still Me

i grabbed a science book I thought sounded interesting called "The Poisoner's Handbook, Murder and the birth of forensic medicine in the jazz age New York", and then i was looking around in horror cause thats my favorite outside of nerd stuff and i grabbed this book about a seral killer from the eyes of the killer....its called "Exquisite Corpse" ... The look I got from the cashier ...

its thc a? but its like 2000mg...so im talking super small pieces

too much gummy? i seem to either underserve or overserve myself

bucees brisket burrito and roasted pecans

spaghetti

does it smell of butter to go with your popcorn ears?

To get that movie style slow mo

I went and got groceries and they were pulling out fresh rotisserie chickens....i couldn't turn that up...i shared some with cats

is a more efficient way to lose your face

I want popcorn

I love Buc-ee’s….they can take all my money

piece of cheesecake

does anyone listen to these?

pennywise that u

its more like the lack of oversight and how the FDA knows and still does nothing to stop it. blasphemous bible ...that looks interesting...doesnt come in digital thats totally fine tho. i buy physical books too. i have a handful of books on my shelf that i cycle into my e-reads. I would totally recommend it. the battery lasts forever, i pay for kindle unlimited so i get a shit ton of books for free. i keep things on my wish list and more often than not if i wait they show up as free and i nab them. The even have books with the audible tie in so you can read or listen to it for free with your membership. Its always in my purse when im out and about. you never know when you get stuck somewhere and need to kill time. not that i couldnt read it from the kindle app on my phone but that uses more battery.

white rice with chili crisp and kimchi

you know i also read this book called 'Bottle of Lies'. it was about the generic drug market in India....if you like pharmacokinetics its quite a disturbing read

That’s no milk…it’s PISS pilk if you will….

So what? Animals are a commitment. Not something to have until it’s no longer convenient. You keep a fighting baby alive until you can’t anymore. That’s being a pet owner. Loving and doing whatever you can do for them until the end

If she’s receiving successful treatment and isn’t suffering it’s not a “put down” question. My elder cat is blind and has kidney issues. I’m not about to dr kevorkian her for that. She’s fucking fine

I’m gonna shit in your Frosted Flakes

that my lexapro flatlines my brain from time to time....i dont much have thought outside of what im typing. my tv may be too loud....im listening to the golden girls for some light noise... I find that my medication does help with the depression and the endless swirling thoughts that lead into me cutting up my thigh....but i worry that its just masking something rather that fixing anything. I cant stop thinking about some of the things that were said. I recently was in the hospital and i had reached out and was ignored. i expected this, but after spending 2 days there id have figured id get some kinda response ya kno? when i called and pointed out the lack of any decency i was told 'im still mad at you, i dont want to talk to you.' when i said 'you couldnt put that aside to check in on me as a person? i was going septic, i could have died and you would have been the only one to know.' and the answer i got in return was 'i cant be the only one you reach out to'. i think about that a lot. what if i did die? no one would know, he would ignore the hospital im sure. i dont even think that if he did get the message he would reach out to my dad, or my brother. its kinda eye opening. to know that even when you die nobody is gonna care. but yeah these lexapro really help. it allows me more of an analytical spin rather than one filled with emotion.... merry christmas

i have a few of those in there....i like to learn something when i read...so i tend to read random shit....plus horror for some light enjoyment in between... i read this one called evicted...was about the accommodations of the poorest class...very provocative

starting.....now... dont....i have performance anxiety........ staap....