Getting peed on was part of the abuse I suffered as a child by the boys at the preschool/daycare/whatever I went to when I was little. It really sucked. And no thats not the "root" of why im "different" so don't go there. I already was different and that's why I was singled out. I wanted nothing to do w/the boys from day 1 and things I chose for myself were like what a girl wouldve chose. Like clothing/backpack/activities. I could really get into it. If i write a memoir it'll be in there or if anyone presses me for it, i don't mind talking about it. I already talked about it alil in a documentary thing I was in. But yea it could probably maybe be why I SOMETIMES will let a guy pee on me in my adult life if I'm in the rare mood. I've only done it like 6 times. I like to make it an event, and I take extra time to do my makeup/hair like *perfect* then let him pee all over me and fuck my face right after w/it still on me. I haven't done it on film yet. I probably would. It's a lucrative act.